Clone?
Was there even a meaning to that word? I thought not. Just a term stating I was a copy of something, nothing more. Hojo called me a clone, and a failure. Ah, what did I care? I had my memories. The mind doesn=t lie. At least I don=t think so. Then again, who was my father? Why can I not remember the simplest of things; like why I joined SOLDIER? Maybe He was right, maybe I AM a clone, a failure, maybe I am just an experiment. I am not entitled to an opinion. What happens, well....... happens. No one can change it.
-@You are just a puppet, you have no heart, and cannot feel any pain.@-
Was that true? I seemed to have experienced lots of pain, pain of injury; injury to may heart, my mind, and my body. Or were those all illusions crafted by a man who wanted to play God? I remember many things. I remember how Nibelheim was destroyed, how my friends and family= suffered and died; all at the hands of another being. The same being I am fighting now. The same person, life form, whatever He should be addressed as. His name will be burned into my mind for many years because of the sins He; Sephiroth has committed. He had no family, and no mercy to show for the weak. He has not grieved as I have. The acts that he has committed can only be known as the doings of a madman.
Illusion?
What about this word? What does it state? It simply says that anything you experience could be just a fake perception of reality. Fake. That word stares me in the face. If you experience something, shouldn=t it be real? What is real? Is real= what you experience by using your senses; touch, sight, taste, hearing, and smell? I have experienced so many times of joy and sadness that I can not remember. But how would someone feel if they were told that those times were all Fake=? Well I for one feel slapped in the face.
-AHow can there be any meaning in the memory of such a being? What I have shown you is reality, what you remember is the illusion.@-
What He has showed me? Ah yes, I remember those fateful images. I did not wish to believe them at first, but now I=m afraid that the images Sephiroth showed me are real. Everything fits. The mysterious voices, the excess knowledge of the Shin-Ra, not to mention the fact that I have no memory predating my mission to Nibelheim to rid the Nibel reactor of the creatures that had multiplied immensely in the area. But back then, who knew that the one person I looked up to would become my most hated enemy? And why am I so hard to kill? I have been so near Death, and probably close enough to kiss it more than once. But I hardly remember anything.
Family:
I never had one. Sure, I remember my mother, but she died in the flames that engulfed Nibelheim five years ago. And as I have stated, I never knew my father. Yet if I was created by the Shin-Ra, I would have no need for a family; now would I? Sephiroth had no family either. He told me that he had no father, and that his mother died giving birth. He said his mother=s name was Jenova. A beautiful name if you ask me. I have always felt a closeness= to that name, that being, even though I can not explain why. But Jenova wasn=t Sephiroth=s mother; Lucrecia was. As far as I know, she was experimented on by Professor Gast. The result was Sephiroth. Unfortunately, He was not aware of this. If He was, a lot of trouble could have been avoided.
-AA two-thousand year old organism, found in a geological stratum.@-
-AJenova Project, my mother Jenova, could this be more than just a coincidence?@-
Was there even a meaning to that word? I thought not. Just a term stating I was a copy of something, nothing more. Hojo called me a clone, and a failure. Ah, what did I care? I had my memories. The mind doesn=t lie. At least I don=t think so. Then again, who was my father? Why can I not remember the simplest of things; like why I joined SOLDIER? Maybe He was right, maybe I AM a clone, a failure, maybe I am just an experiment. I am not entitled to an opinion. What happens, well....... happens. No one can change it.
-@You are just a puppet, you have no heart, and cannot feel any pain.@-
Was that true? I seemed to have experienced lots of pain, pain of injury; injury to may heart, my mind, and my body. Or were those all illusions crafted by a man who wanted to play God? I remember many things. I remember how Nibelheim was destroyed, how my friends and family= suffered and died; all at the hands of another being. The same being I am fighting now. The same person, life form, whatever He should be addressed as. His name will be burned into my mind for many years because of the sins He; Sephiroth has committed. He had no family, and no mercy to show for the weak. He has not grieved as I have. The acts that he has committed can only be known as the doings of a madman.
Illusion?
What about this word? What does it state? It simply says that anything you experience could be just a fake perception of reality. Fake. That word stares me in the face. If you experience something, shouldn=t it be real? What is real? Is real= what you experience by using your senses; touch, sight, taste, hearing, and smell? I have experienced so many times of joy and sadness that I can not remember. But how would someone feel if they were told that those times were all Fake=? Well I for one feel slapped in the face.
-AHow can there be any meaning in the memory of such a being? What I have shown you is reality, what you remember is the illusion.@-
What He has showed me? Ah yes, I remember those fateful images. I did not wish to believe them at first, but now I=m afraid that the images Sephiroth showed me are real. Everything fits. The mysterious voices, the excess knowledge of the Shin-Ra, not to mention the fact that I have no memory predating my mission to Nibelheim to rid the Nibel reactor of the creatures that had multiplied immensely in the area. But back then, who knew that the one person I looked up to would become my most hated enemy? And why am I so hard to kill? I have been so near Death, and probably close enough to kiss it more than once. But I hardly remember anything.
Family:
I never had one. Sure, I remember my mother, but she died in the flames that engulfed Nibelheim five years ago. And as I have stated, I never knew my father. Yet if I was created by the Shin-Ra, I would have no need for a family; now would I? Sephiroth had no family either. He told me that he had no father, and that his mother died giving birth. He said his mother=s name was Jenova. A beautiful name if you ask me. I have always felt a closeness= to that name, that being, even though I can not explain why. But Jenova wasn=t Sephiroth=s mother; Lucrecia was. As far as I know, she was experimented on by Professor Gast. The result was Sephiroth. Unfortunately, He was not aware of this. If He was, a lot of trouble could have been avoided.
-AA two-thousand year old organism, found in a geological stratum.@-
-AJenova Project, my mother Jenova, could this be more than just a coincidence?@-
