Authors: Fernando Rangel & Mandy Sinclaire
Disclaimer: If we owned Digimon, Ken would not have married Yolei, and Sora and Matt would have never gotten together. *grins* So Please don't sue us..
Rating: Starts off PG for language.goes R for Violence.and if it gets more then that, then hey only time will tell.
Spoilers: Season 2.kind of.
Summary: Tk and Davis are up to their wily shenanigans when hilarity/drama/action ensue and they find each other.in a way they'd never expect. *stares at his summary* That made no sense what so ever did it? *Evil Grin* Just go read and review, you know you want to, ;-)
Feedback: Yes please, don't make us beg. :-D
Notes: AU, *future-like*, Davis & Tk are 16. We did this for an rp we're in called DigimonAU (shameless plug from Mandy, but go join and have fun- just about anything goes.) and then we took it some place all our own and turned it into a fic. Hope you guys like. :-)
"Evil Rising: The Adventures of the Digidestined" ~ Part Three
Tk laid back as his eyes were wide by the kiss that was just initiated, he felt Davis's tongue probing in his mouth and.and it scared him, he liked it, and it scared him. He joined in for a second before pulling away, "W- what are you doing..."
He touched his lips, extremely confused, not really sure what was happening....
At Tk's reaction, the impulses he was so used to disappeared. Impulse was a nice thing when you needed it, but it could also be vindictive; it left Davis at the worst times.
So Davis was left with no props once again, and a state just as confused and scared as TK, however, with something new in the mix-shame. This new reaction caused by Tk's own reaction to the kiss.
Cause and Effect was his guess. Simple as that, though it was harsh to put it into those terms, to make it as condensed as that... Not sure what else to do, and afraid he'd pissed Tk off with his incredible move, he backed up enough so that he was at the other side of the bed, and stared at the ceiling quietly saying, "I-I'm sorry..."
I'm such an idiot.
Never mind the fact the kiss had been enjoyable to initiate, even though there was no reaction except immediate. Repulsion? Confusion? What was it that TK was feeling?
Davis felt thoroughly pissed at himself for starting it, and wanted to make it somehow right again. But, he didn't know how.
Tk winced as Davis moved back away from him and saw him show pain and.shame on his face. He felt bad, "No I..."
He felt bad now, "I-I"m sorry, that came out more..."
No it didn't he really didn't know what was going on. "I didn't mean to hurt...you," he swallowed hard, "you just caught me by surprise...to say the least, at least teachers give you prep work before they take you for a test drive...that didn't come out right..."
He took a deep breath, "I-I'm sorry if I...led you on..."
He thought back, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, dumb ass look you caused this...but you liked his taste in your mouth, you liked the feel of his skin next to yours, you liked the feeling of his heart beat on your chest, you liked him touching your ankle...
This was definitely new territory for him. "Look Davis," He swallowed hard, "Wh-what's going on, I'm not mad." He slowly slid closer to him, inching by him, "just...what's up?"
Oh god, he's coming closer. Davis wanted nothing else but to run straight out of the room right now, but that was completely out of the question. This kind of situation was completely new.
How could he answer TK's question when he didn't even understand any of this himself? "Nothing." Davis lied, instead of just stating some straight answer outright mostly because he didn't exactly have one to provide him. He waved his hand in a dismissing motion for a moment. "I just..."
He sighed with the failure to grasp any further words, and finally just repeated his first word again. "Nothing."
Tk became annoyed, "Don't lie to me." He was now sitting next to Davis, and touched his arm. "Please." His face was sincere, and he looked him straight in the eyes, "Just...just be honest with me." He looked down, "You're not in trouble, there's no bad here..."
He looked away and stood up hobbling up a little further hugging himself a little, "But if I don't matter enough to you where you can just...do that, k-kiss me, and then when I want you to answer me with...God not even a real answer with feeling or something. There isn't a wrong answer here Davis, just," he trailed off not even sure where he was going with this...
This calmed the mind storm down a little. For this time Davis saw that, his inability to answer had hurt Tk in some way. Shame grew even more, and Davis became determined to force himself to think of a suitable answer and fix the new wrong he had done. He also heard Tk's words, and he knew that they rang true. Tk had struck the heart of the situation-there was no wrong answer. "Just confusion?" Davis said with a slightly light tone, which he immediately regret. Now he's going to think I'm not taking this seriously... Think of something here...He's just as confused and scared as you are. And you hurt him at least a little with that "Nothing" comment. You didn't mean to, but there you go. You did anyway.
Davis sat there for a moment, and then figured some sort of comfort was the right way to go. He got up, and after one moment of hesitation, Damn this hesitation... He moved over to where Tk was standing, and hugged him. "I don't know what's going on here." Davis whispered in Tk's ear. "I just know what I'm feeling." He just wished he knew how to explain it.
Tk felt his warm touch, his warm skinned arms wrapping around him, and he wanted to snuggle in, he felt safe-good. But...he couldn't think like that...he needed to have a clear head and almost coldly, but not meaning to shrugged Davis off a little, "D-don't...please." His chin quivered a little, "Th-this is a lot Davis, and.I've never done this before and.it's just different." He swallowed hard, he turned and looked at Davis in the eyes, and he'd just forgotten everything he'd just said, and wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed him again. Then closed his eyes and pulled away, "No.I can't..."
He moved away and went into the bathroom, he need to think...
Denial wasn't going to work anymore, this was far past denial. This was the only thing Davis knew as he stood there looking at the spot where Tk had once stood.
He felt hurt, he couldn't change that, but he knew that Tk hadn't meant to cause that. He just couldn't deal with the situation... Or was that true after all? Maybe Tk was just a very good actor, and he was just pretending.... Because he couldn't think of anything else to do and he hadn't wanted to yell at Davis. Or something. Maybe he should rethink the whole denial thing, it was sounding pretty good compared to reality's complex happenings. Davis stood there for a moment more, not sure what to do, before sitting down right where he was to wait.
* * * * *
Tk sat in the bathroom on the floor, grabbing his knees and he rocked back and forth, this wasn't happening. It wasn't, it was just some...dream that...had some kind of symbolism, he was going to wake up any minute now...any minute now. Yup, yessirie, he'd wake up and laugh at the absurdity of the dream, and.he wasn't waking up.
He closed his eyes, why was this happening to him, why?
Things were hard enough as it was, he didn't need this to just...he banged his head back against the wall, Shit; this is all going to shit. He felt like bawling, crying, it was all just too much, he had so much to deal with, being a digidestined, the little brother of an important co-leader of the original digidestined...at least that's how Matt always looked.
Tk was the sage, he and Kari were...destined, he...
God it was just so confusing.
He and Kari had this...charge to be the ones to tell everyone what to do, and he was always that guy, the guy that knew how to handle everything, how to...be the brave one, face every challenge, to be the one to keep hope alive. Kari was to help light that hope...together, destined to be together forever entwined...and now...that dream he'd had for so long...was over. He felt it in his heart, like a jab to the stomach, a part of his body ripped away, his security blanket.
His world was being floored beneath him and he hadn't a clue what to do.
However, he knew how he felt.
He knew what his heart was saying, what his heart was telling him to do, and what his head was telling him, knowing that deep down he was ignoring everything his mind told him to do. Because, this scary new territory he was in right now, the darkness, the fear...he knew he could find the light...without Kari to be at his side.
Maybe...maybe Davis was his way; maybe Davis is what will change things for him. However, this was still a little hard for a kid to handle. Strange, I've faced the nastiest monster, seen horrible things, and I've never been so afraid in my life as I am now about what can happen, what could be, what should be, he thought. Nevertheless, he knew this wouldn't go away, he'd pinch himself all he wanted and he'd still know it wasn't a dream, that this was real life, and he had to face things now.
He looked at the door, his face streaming with tears, his head hurt with all the thinking, his ankle was still killing him, and his heart ached for having just run out like that.
He stood up and looked at the door, there was only one way to figure things out, and that was to walk out that door and face Davis. Face up to whatever it was he was feeling...whatever it was Davis was feeling, and figure things out-because he didn't want to lose Davis, he didn't want the feeling he had with Davis to end. He slowly grabbed the knob, waiting for a second, then turned the handle. Now or never, he thought. The door slowly opened, and he walked through. He looked down the hall, hoping Davis hadn't left.
* * * * *
Thoughts were passing through Davis' mind as he waited, even though he didn't want them to. More than he'd ever had at one time, they were passing as quickly as they came. Some were questioning him even staying here, telling him that it may be better for Tk if he left, but others were disagreeing.
Frankly, he didn't know what to do. He would decide though, once Tk came back.
He knew that he had probably done irreversible damage to any possible friendship between him and Tk, and he felt very ashamed of that fact. Never mind that he'd thought that once before, and he'd obviously been wrong then, so therefore could be wrong now...
He would have followed upon that thought line if he hadn't heard footsteps down the hall. Straightening up quickly from the slouch he'd fallen into, he glanced nervously at the door.
* * * * *
Tk crept through the hall, his stomach filled with butterflies the size of War Greymon, and he waited outside the door to his room, he took a deep breath and slowly walked in. "D-davis...."
He said lightly as he walked in, brushing away some tears, and saw him sitting there.
When TK entered, Davis was surprised for a moment. Had he been crying? Even more shame filled him. "Were you crying?" He asked quietly.
Tk chuckled, "Funny isn't it?" He gave a small smile, "You know I'm always this guy who...knows what to do, knows how to stay in c-control, y'know?" He took a deep breath, "I-i was like 5 when me and Kari were digidestined, and.the first time that we were digidestined together, our fates were chosen, we were linked, and I promised I would take care of her. Y'know be in control, know what was going on, no one was going to get hurt...nothing bad could happen..."
He wasn't really talking to just Davis, he was rambling, trying to figure things out.
"This.this is scary for me Davis, you make me...not in control." He looked away, "You make me afraid, you make me laugh, you make me smile, and you make me...feel things I shouldn't feel, and I can't control it. It's hell for people who are crazy and stupid like I am."
He sighed, and sat down on his bed, and laid back, "Yes I am insane..." he said in defeat. Tk shook his head and quietly asked, "Why did you kiss me?"
Disclaimer: If we owned Digimon, Ken would not have married Yolei, and Sora and Matt would have never gotten together. *grins* So Please don't sue us..
Rating: Starts off PG for language.goes R for Violence.and if it gets more then that, then hey only time will tell.
Spoilers: Season 2.kind of.
Summary: Tk and Davis are up to their wily shenanigans when hilarity/drama/action ensue and they find each other.in a way they'd never expect. *stares at his summary* That made no sense what so ever did it? *Evil Grin* Just go read and review, you know you want to, ;-)
Feedback: Yes please, don't make us beg. :-D
Notes: AU, *future-like*, Davis & Tk are 16. We did this for an rp we're in called DigimonAU (shameless plug from Mandy, but go join and have fun- just about anything goes.) and then we took it some place all our own and turned it into a fic. Hope you guys like. :-)
"Evil Rising: The Adventures of the Digidestined" ~ Part Three
Tk laid back as his eyes were wide by the kiss that was just initiated, he felt Davis's tongue probing in his mouth and.and it scared him, he liked it, and it scared him. He joined in for a second before pulling away, "W- what are you doing..."
He touched his lips, extremely confused, not really sure what was happening....
At Tk's reaction, the impulses he was so used to disappeared. Impulse was a nice thing when you needed it, but it could also be vindictive; it left Davis at the worst times.
So Davis was left with no props once again, and a state just as confused and scared as TK, however, with something new in the mix-shame. This new reaction caused by Tk's own reaction to the kiss.
Cause and Effect was his guess. Simple as that, though it was harsh to put it into those terms, to make it as condensed as that... Not sure what else to do, and afraid he'd pissed Tk off with his incredible move, he backed up enough so that he was at the other side of the bed, and stared at the ceiling quietly saying, "I-I'm sorry..."
I'm such an idiot.
Never mind the fact the kiss had been enjoyable to initiate, even though there was no reaction except immediate. Repulsion? Confusion? What was it that TK was feeling?
Davis felt thoroughly pissed at himself for starting it, and wanted to make it somehow right again. But, he didn't know how.
Tk winced as Davis moved back away from him and saw him show pain and.shame on his face. He felt bad, "No I..."
He felt bad now, "I-I"m sorry, that came out more..."
No it didn't he really didn't know what was going on. "I didn't mean to hurt...you," he swallowed hard, "you just caught me by surprise...to say the least, at least teachers give you prep work before they take you for a test drive...that didn't come out right..."
He took a deep breath, "I-I'm sorry if I...led you on..."
He thought back, Idiot, Idiot, Idiot, dumb ass look you caused this...but you liked his taste in your mouth, you liked the feel of his skin next to yours, you liked the feeling of his heart beat on your chest, you liked him touching your ankle...
This was definitely new territory for him. "Look Davis," He swallowed hard, "Wh-what's going on, I'm not mad." He slowly slid closer to him, inching by him, "just...what's up?"
Oh god, he's coming closer. Davis wanted nothing else but to run straight out of the room right now, but that was completely out of the question. This kind of situation was completely new.
How could he answer TK's question when he didn't even understand any of this himself? "Nothing." Davis lied, instead of just stating some straight answer outright mostly because he didn't exactly have one to provide him. He waved his hand in a dismissing motion for a moment. "I just..."
He sighed with the failure to grasp any further words, and finally just repeated his first word again. "Nothing."
Tk became annoyed, "Don't lie to me." He was now sitting next to Davis, and touched his arm. "Please." His face was sincere, and he looked him straight in the eyes, "Just...just be honest with me." He looked down, "You're not in trouble, there's no bad here..."
He looked away and stood up hobbling up a little further hugging himself a little, "But if I don't matter enough to you where you can just...do that, k-kiss me, and then when I want you to answer me with...God not even a real answer with feeling or something. There isn't a wrong answer here Davis, just," he trailed off not even sure where he was going with this...
This calmed the mind storm down a little. For this time Davis saw that, his inability to answer had hurt Tk in some way. Shame grew even more, and Davis became determined to force himself to think of a suitable answer and fix the new wrong he had done. He also heard Tk's words, and he knew that they rang true. Tk had struck the heart of the situation-there was no wrong answer. "Just confusion?" Davis said with a slightly light tone, which he immediately regret. Now he's going to think I'm not taking this seriously... Think of something here...He's just as confused and scared as you are. And you hurt him at least a little with that "Nothing" comment. You didn't mean to, but there you go. You did anyway.
Davis sat there for a moment, and then figured some sort of comfort was the right way to go. He got up, and after one moment of hesitation, Damn this hesitation... He moved over to where Tk was standing, and hugged him. "I don't know what's going on here." Davis whispered in Tk's ear. "I just know what I'm feeling." He just wished he knew how to explain it.
Tk felt his warm touch, his warm skinned arms wrapping around him, and he wanted to snuggle in, he felt safe-good. But...he couldn't think like that...he needed to have a clear head and almost coldly, but not meaning to shrugged Davis off a little, "D-don't...please." His chin quivered a little, "Th-this is a lot Davis, and.I've never done this before and.it's just different." He swallowed hard, he turned and looked at Davis in the eyes, and he'd just forgotten everything he'd just said, and wrapped his arms around his neck and kissed him again. Then closed his eyes and pulled away, "No.I can't..."
He moved away and went into the bathroom, he need to think...
Denial wasn't going to work anymore, this was far past denial. This was the only thing Davis knew as he stood there looking at the spot where Tk had once stood.
He felt hurt, he couldn't change that, but he knew that Tk hadn't meant to cause that. He just couldn't deal with the situation... Or was that true after all? Maybe Tk was just a very good actor, and he was just pretending.... Because he couldn't think of anything else to do and he hadn't wanted to yell at Davis. Or something. Maybe he should rethink the whole denial thing, it was sounding pretty good compared to reality's complex happenings. Davis stood there for a moment more, not sure what to do, before sitting down right where he was to wait.
* * * * *
Tk sat in the bathroom on the floor, grabbing his knees and he rocked back and forth, this wasn't happening. It wasn't, it was just some...dream that...had some kind of symbolism, he was going to wake up any minute now...any minute now. Yup, yessirie, he'd wake up and laugh at the absurdity of the dream, and.he wasn't waking up.
He closed his eyes, why was this happening to him, why?
Things were hard enough as it was, he didn't need this to just...he banged his head back against the wall, Shit; this is all going to shit. He felt like bawling, crying, it was all just too much, he had so much to deal with, being a digidestined, the little brother of an important co-leader of the original digidestined...at least that's how Matt always looked.
Tk was the sage, he and Kari were...destined, he...
God it was just so confusing.
He and Kari had this...charge to be the ones to tell everyone what to do, and he was always that guy, the guy that knew how to handle everything, how to...be the brave one, face every challenge, to be the one to keep hope alive. Kari was to help light that hope...together, destined to be together forever entwined...and now...that dream he'd had for so long...was over. He felt it in his heart, like a jab to the stomach, a part of his body ripped away, his security blanket.
His world was being floored beneath him and he hadn't a clue what to do.
However, he knew how he felt.
He knew what his heart was saying, what his heart was telling him to do, and what his head was telling him, knowing that deep down he was ignoring everything his mind told him to do. Because, this scary new territory he was in right now, the darkness, the fear...he knew he could find the light...without Kari to be at his side.
Maybe...maybe Davis was his way; maybe Davis is what will change things for him. However, this was still a little hard for a kid to handle. Strange, I've faced the nastiest monster, seen horrible things, and I've never been so afraid in my life as I am now about what can happen, what could be, what should be, he thought. Nevertheless, he knew this wouldn't go away, he'd pinch himself all he wanted and he'd still know it wasn't a dream, that this was real life, and he had to face things now.
He looked at the door, his face streaming with tears, his head hurt with all the thinking, his ankle was still killing him, and his heart ached for having just run out like that.
He stood up and looked at the door, there was only one way to figure things out, and that was to walk out that door and face Davis. Face up to whatever it was he was feeling...whatever it was Davis was feeling, and figure things out-because he didn't want to lose Davis, he didn't want the feeling he had with Davis to end. He slowly grabbed the knob, waiting for a second, then turned the handle. Now or never, he thought. The door slowly opened, and he walked through. He looked down the hall, hoping Davis hadn't left.
* * * * *
Thoughts were passing through Davis' mind as he waited, even though he didn't want them to. More than he'd ever had at one time, they were passing as quickly as they came. Some were questioning him even staying here, telling him that it may be better for Tk if he left, but others were disagreeing.
Frankly, he didn't know what to do. He would decide though, once Tk came back.
He knew that he had probably done irreversible damage to any possible friendship between him and Tk, and he felt very ashamed of that fact. Never mind that he'd thought that once before, and he'd obviously been wrong then, so therefore could be wrong now...
He would have followed upon that thought line if he hadn't heard footsteps down the hall. Straightening up quickly from the slouch he'd fallen into, he glanced nervously at the door.
* * * * *
Tk crept through the hall, his stomach filled with butterflies the size of War Greymon, and he waited outside the door to his room, he took a deep breath and slowly walked in. "D-davis...."
He said lightly as he walked in, brushing away some tears, and saw him sitting there.
When TK entered, Davis was surprised for a moment. Had he been crying? Even more shame filled him. "Were you crying?" He asked quietly.
Tk chuckled, "Funny isn't it?" He gave a small smile, "You know I'm always this guy who...knows what to do, knows how to stay in c-control, y'know?" He took a deep breath, "I-i was like 5 when me and Kari were digidestined, and.the first time that we were digidestined together, our fates were chosen, we were linked, and I promised I would take care of her. Y'know be in control, know what was going on, no one was going to get hurt...nothing bad could happen..."
He wasn't really talking to just Davis, he was rambling, trying to figure things out.
"This.this is scary for me Davis, you make me...not in control." He looked away, "You make me afraid, you make me laugh, you make me smile, and you make me...feel things I shouldn't feel, and I can't control it. It's hell for people who are crazy and stupid like I am."
He sighed, and sat down on his bed, and laid back, "Yes I am insane..." he said in defeat. Tk shook his head and quietly asked, "Why did you kiss me?"
