A/N: Wow! This is the 5th part! And it's growing bigger too.  Chapter 15 well be a song fic

Nobody Wants to be Lonely Chapter 13: Sandy Clock of a Sad Color

            Duo sat in the bathtub; the blood that was on his body was now being washed away as Duo sat thinking of what had happened, and wondering why it was Heero who had to die. Why couldn't it have been someone like Treize? Duo's tears still came but only to be washed away in the warm water.

            Duo felt as if he could not love again because anytime he got close to anyone he lost them. Of course Heero had been the first he ever loved in a romantic way but nonetheless he was afraid to love again. Fear that if he loved again they too would die….

The monster wanted to come back; Duo could feel it.

'No I won't let you come back!' Duo thought

"You need me!!!" yelled the monster

'No! No more! You caused to much pain already!'

"YOU NEED ME!!!!!!! You're all alone just like before! You know you need me!"  the monster roared

'NO!'

"I'm the only one who knows youthe only one who cares…." The monster cooed

"LAIR" Duo yelled

"Duo are you alright?!" Came Trowa's voice threw the door

"Yah." Duo lied

'See someone does care.'

" So you think! As soon as you get close to him he to will leave you! Just like everyone else." The monster shouted

'No…you're…lying….'

" Have I lied to you before?" said the monster sinisterly

"NO!! PEOPLE DO CARE! I'M NOT GOING TO LISNTEN TO YOU ANYMORE!!!!" Duo screamed

This time Trowa ran in to see Duo crying even harder then before. He went to Duo side putting his arms around Duo to find that Duo was shaking. Trowa pulled him close.

"It's going to be alright." Trowa whispered in Duo's ear

Chapter 14:  You're Not Alone

            Trowa sat on the floor of the bathroom with Duo in his arms, what  surprised Trowa the most was the tight grip Duo had on him.

            "Don't leave me…" Duo whispered

            "I'll never leave you." Trowa said lovingly

            Duo looked up into Trowa's deep green eyes "Do you promise?"

            "I promise, I'll never leave." Trowa said tenderly

            Trowa loved Duo, but knew he couldn't move to fast, but for now he would just be there for Duo. He would let Duo come to him when he was ready. 

            "Come on Duo you need to rest." Whispered Trowa

            Trowa helped him up and lead Duo to his room. Trowa lay Duo down on his bed, but Duo still wouldn't let go of Trowa.

            "Stay." Duo said softly

            "I…really  shouldn't."  Trowa said.

            "Please. I don't want to be alone" Duo said

            Trowa was a little unsure, you see it had only been six hours ago the Heero had died or rather murdered, but the look on Duo face told him that it was all right. Hesitating Trowa lay down next to Duo.  Duo snuggled up to Trowa glad someone did care about and loved him.

            'The monsters wrong people do care.' thought

            Trowa soon found himself feeling happy again. A feeling that had been lost because of this damn war, but he found it again and was determined never to let it go.

Chapter 15:  My Heart Will Go on

Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you that is how I know you go on. Far across the distance and spaces between us you have come to show you go on.

            Heero had meant the world to Duo, and his death had seemed like a bad dream. Only now was it setting in that Heero would never be coming back. Duo felt so alone in spite of Trowa being there for him, it just wasn't the same… he wanted Heero.

Near far wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on. Once more, you open the door and you're here in my heart, and my heart will go on and on

            Duo sat alone wondering where he would go from here, he would have to move on, and he knew that. Also he had promised Heero if anything had happened to one that the other would move on.

Love can touch just one time, and last a lifetime and never let go till we're gone. Love is when I loved you, one true time I hold to in my life we'll always go on and on.

             Trowa came in and sat down next to Duo in the room where Heero's casket lay.

            "It's okay to cry." Trowa whispered softly

            Duo sniffed then laid his head on Trowa's shoulder and began to cry a cry he had been holding in all day. Trowa put his arm around Duo and he too begun to cry softly.

            Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heat doses go on. Once more, you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on.  

            It was raining hard the day the lay Heero to rest. Duo cried softly as did the others but their tears where hidden in the rain that seemed to also cry for the Heero.

            You're here, there's nothing I fear, and I know that my heart will go on and on We'll stay forever this way, you are safe in my heart, and my heart will go on and on.  

            "I love you Heero…Good-bye.." Duo whispered before leaving the grave.

A/N * Crying* this was sad! I need a hug…  ,-_-,