Disclaimer- I do not own Digimon at all or anything related to it. But you
guys didn't think that in the first place so I don't know why I'm telling
you.
I'm sorry if this chapter isn't as good as the others because my little stepbrother is really putting me off writing in the background.
I think I did it again
Chapter three
" Mimi you just saved me from making a really really big mistake. Oh my god Mimi what am I going to do. Eeeerrrrrrrr I can't believe I could be so stupid !" Sora cried into the phone.
" Huh," Mimi asked from half way around the world, hadn't she just been telling Sora about her new shoes. She must of been thinking of buying the same pair or something.
" Mimi I am such a bitch. Why do I always do this, I hate myself !"
" Sora calm down. What's going on ?"
" It's . . .it's this boy,"
" Oh a boy," Mimi said knowingly,
" No not that type of boy, he's like my best friend. I mean I don't know him that well and we've only been hanging out for a week. but. . .it just. . .Oh I feel so stupid !"
" Why ? Sora tell me all about it okay,"
She flopped backwards onto her bed and sighed.
" Well his names Tai Kamiya. He's in my year at school, although I didn't even know he existed until last week. That makes me sound like such a bitch doesn't it ?"
" No,"
" Anyway he's really really nice. He's properly one of the nicest people I know in our school. He. . .he actually treats me like a person. Yeah I know that sounds stupid, but he doesn't just speak to me because I'm popular. He actually likes me because of who I am,"
" Sora everyone likes you because of who you are, that's why your popular,"
" No Mimi, people don't even know me but they reckon their my best friends. I know that I've only known Tai for a really short amount of time but I feel like he's the only real friend I have here. And now I've gone an totally ruined it,"
" What did you do ?"
" Just before you rang we were sitting in my room. We were just talking and he was playing the guitar. Then. . .then I didn't even realise what I was doing until it was to late. I just leaned over and we were about a centimetre away from kissing. Then you rang and he ran out of here as fast as he could,"
" So what's the bad thing, you wanted to kiss him ?"
" No! No of course not he's just a friend. But I think. . ."
" You think that he wants to be more than just friends, like every other boy in the whole world. Because the moment any boy starts to talk to you, goes near you or just looks at you, they suddenly fall under your spell. They reckon their in love and that your some sort of heavenly goddess," Mimi finished off her friends sentence.
" You know me way to well don't you,"
" I've seen it happen way to many times, that's why. Anyway I thought you used to like that. What happened to the Sora who would just play even more with their minds. We used to have so much fun with that. I mean I know me and you were quite bitchy but it used to be so much fun to watch you dump them,"
Sora blushed and cringed as she remembered how she used to behave.
" I've grown up allot since then Mimi. I know that it used to be fun but-"
" Especially with boys like Brad Stevens, he used to think he was god or something. I'll never forget the look on his face when you turned around and told him to get lost. It was like your just stuck a pin in his ego,"
" Mimi I-"
" And when you used to make out with them and then just walk away. They always used to be so upset. They deserved it though,"
" Mimi that's exactly why I hate myself right now. I used to be such a bitch. I don't want all of these guys crawling over me anymore. I just want to be left alone and find someone who really likes me. And now Tai probably thinks that I've been leading him on the whole time. Or he thinks that he's falling in love with me and he's just going to end up like one of the other mindless zombies. I don't want to do that to him Mimi. I don't want to do that to anyone, especially him. I really care about him Mimi I don't want to hurt him,"
" Wow that's the first time I've ever heard you say that,"
" I never want to hurt anyone,"
" So. . .Sora tackenouchi has actually fallen for a guy,"
" No! He's just a really good friend. That's why I don't want him to end up like the others. . .he'll end up hating me Mimi. I'll hate myself forever if he does,"
" Sora no one hate's you. Your way to much of a charmer for anyone to stay mad at you,"
" That's not true Mimi and anyway my 'charm' doesn't work on tai,"
" Oh are you saying He's immune to it or something," Mimi giggled.
" I'm saying that he treats me like a normal person. He doesn't act asthough he has to meet my every need. That's why I like him,"
" Sora if he's your friend just talk to him. I know you'll work it out,"
" So why didn't you kiss her !" Davis yelled at Tai as they sat in Matts room.
" I. . .I couldn't,"
" You were about to kiss Sora Tackenouchi. SORA TACKENOUCHI MAN! I can't believe you would miss out on a chance like that !" Davis cried again.
" You don't understand Davis," Tai whispered
" What I don't understand is that last week you reckoned she was a slut, bimbo and a total bitch. Now all of a sudden you've got the hots for her. Something you said you would never do," matt said wisely
" I don't have the hots for her. I just. . ."
" Just what ?" Davis asked,
" Just. . .she's so. . .I don't know what it is about her. It's like. . .like she's irresistible or something. She's not just beautiful. She's smart and funny and kind and sweet and cool and she's really into the same stuff as me and. . .and. I really like her,"
" Tai. . .Look man I'm just going to give you a little piece of advise," Matt told him slowly, " Stay away from her !"
" I don't think I can," Tai muttered,
" You have to man. You were the one telling us that she was a man eater. I know that she's really hot and everything, but it isn't a good idea to get mixed up in her. She strings guys along, she plays with your mind. Makes you fall in love with her and then drops you like a ten ton weight. I know you like her Tai and perhaps you know her better than most guys do but. . .she's just going to end up hearting you,"
Tai had never seen matt look so serious before.
" I guess your right,"
" Trust me Tai. You saw what she did to Daemon the other day. Do you really want that to be you ?"
" No,"
" Then just leave it as it is Tai. For your own good,"
" She's not like anyone else that I know. She feels. . .special,"
" I've heard it a thousand times tai. leave it be,"
" all right," Tai whispered sadly.
Sora's eyes scanned the busy cafeteria in search of that cute spiky brown hair. Bingo sitting over on a table by himself. perfect.
She dodged past kids with trays full of food and stood infront of him.
" Tai," She said to make him look up.
" Oh . . .hi,"
" Tai I just want to say. . .to say. . .I'm really sorry about yesterday. I- "
" Don't worry about it,"
" Tai if I ever lead you on I di-"
" Lead me one ? What are you talking about ?"
" Oh. . .I just thought that. . well yesterday-"
" You never lead me on Sora. I thought we're just friends,"
" We are but I. . .I,"
" Sora I don't like you like that. Your just a really good friend, that's all. Yesterday was just a. . .a caught up in the moment type of thing. I don't know about you, but I didn't even know what I was doing,"
" Yeah.. .Just a stupid mistake," She muttered, she could feel her cheeks glowing red,
" You actually thought I liked you," he laughed,
" no. . just. .I don't know," She couldn't think straight, her head seemed to be filled up with fog. Something pinged inside of her chest. Her stomach seemed to be churning over and over. She felt asthough she was sinking into the cold cafeteria floor.
" So are you going to Cathy Meres party tomorrow night ?" He asked changing the subject.
" party ? Uh. . .I don't know. . .Guess so,"
" Great I'll see you there then," He grinned at her. She forced a smile.
" Yeah see you Tai," She turned around and walked away as fast as possible. She felt so embarrassed, how could she ever of been so stupid to think he liked her. She should be relieved that he didn't, she should be happy that her best friend was just her best friend. So why did she feel asthough someone had just torn apart her most precious possession.
Sora tapped her pen on her desk as she tried to finish her biology homework. The radio played in the background. Normally she was quite good at biology but today she just couldn't concentrate.
Destiny's child sweet emotions started to play in the background. She smiled to herself and stared up at the ceiling.
Tai had such a nice smile. It was so warm and caring, but in his eyes she could see life and laughter buzzing. She loved the way he never bothered to tuck in his shirt, it made him look like he didn't care about thing. He was so relaxed and calm, she wished she could be like that. He didn't seem to worry about a thing. She loved the way he spiked up his thick brown hair, it just made her want to run her fingers through it and kiss him deeply, passionatly.
she shook her head and snapped out of her day dream. What the hell was she talking about. Tai was just another stupid boy, no he wasn't like any other boy. There was something special about him, she could definitely see that. She'd never felt that buzz from just thinking of someone before. She had never felt so warm and happy at the thought of being with him.
Was Mimi ? Was she actually falling for a guy ?
of course not, she never fell for guys.
But Of course, Tai wasn't just a guy.
she had never felt so hard before, just because he didn't like her like that. The same sharp ache came to her heart. He had rejected her. she hadn't offered herself to him, but all the same he had rejected her.
And it hurt like hell. How could he do that to her. How could he just turn her away with out thinking of how she felt.
Now she finally knew how all those guys had felt when she had turned them away. She deserved this didn't she. She deserved to be hurt as well. But why by him ? Why by some one she cared about so much ?
Authors note- Well I actually got to post this while at my Dads house. I'll try and get the next chapter out ASAP. R+R
I'm sorry if this chapter isn't as good as the others because my little stepbrother is really putting me off writing in the background.
I think I did it again
Chapter three
" Mimi you just saved me from making a really really big mistake. Oh my god Mimi what am I going to do. Eeeerrrrrrrr I can't believe I could be so stupid !" Sora cried into the phone.
" Huh," Mimi asked from half way around the world, hadn't she just been telling Sora about her new shoes. She must of been thinking of buying the same pair or something.
" Mimi I am such a bitch. Why do I always do this, I hate myself !"
" Sora calm down. What's going on ?"
" It's . . .it's this boy,"
" Oh a boy," Mimi said knowingly,
" No not that type of boy, he's like my best friend. I mean I don't know him that well and we've only been hanging out for a week. but. . .it just. . .Oh I feel so stupid !"
" Why ? Sora tell me all about it okay,"
She flopped backwards onto her bed and sighed.
" Well his names Tai Kamiya. He's in my year at school, although I didn't even know he existed until last week. That makes me sound like such a bitch doesn't it ?"
" No,"
" Anyway he's really really nice. He's properly one of the nicest people I know in our school. He. . .he actually treats me like a person. Yeah I know that sounds stupid, but he doesn't just speak to me because I'm popular. He actually likes me because of who I am,"
" Sora everyone likes you because of who you are, that's why your popular,"
" No Mimi, people don't even know me but they reckon their my best friends. I know that I've only known Tai for a really short amount of time but I feel like he's the only real friend I have here. And now I've gone an totally ruined it,"
" What did you do ?"
" Just before you rang we were sitting in my room. We were just talking and he was playing the guitar. Then. . .then I didn't even realise what I was doing until it was to late. I just leaned over and we were about a centimetre away from kissing. Then you rang and he ran out of here as fast as he could,"
" So what's the bad thing, you wanted to kiss him ?"
" No! No of course not he's just a friend. But I think. . ."
" You think that he wants to be more than just friends, like every other boy in the whole world. Because the moment any boy starts to talk to you, goes near you or just looks at you, they suddenly fall under your spell. They reckon their in love and that your some sort of heavenly goddess," Mimi finished off her friends sentence.
" You know me way to well don't you,"
" I've seen it happen way to many times, that's why. Anyway I thought you used to like that. What happened to the Sora who would just play even more with their minds. We used to have so much fun with that. I mean I know me and you were quite bitchy but it used to be so much fun to watch you dump them,"
Sora blushed and cringed as she remembered how she used to behave.
" I've grown up allot since then Mimi. I know that it used to be fun but-"
" Especially with boys like Brad Stevens, he used to think he was god or something. I'll never forget the look on his face when you turned around and told him to get lost. It was like your just stuck a pin in his ego,"
" Mimi I-"
" And when you used to make out with them and then just walk away. They always used to be so upset. They deserved it though,"
" Mimi that's exactly why I hate myself right now. I used to be such a bitch. I don't want all of these guys crawling over me anymore. I just want to be left alone and find someone who really likes me. And now Tai probably thinks that I've been leading him on the whole time. Or he thinks that he's falling in love with me and he's just going to end up like one of the other mindless zombies. I don't want to do that to him Mimi. I don't want to do that to anyone, especially him. I really care about him Mimi I don't want to hurt him,"
" Wow that's the first time I've ever heard you say that,"
" I never want to hurt anyone,"
" So. . .Sora tackenouchi has actually fallen for a guy,"
" No! He's just a really good friend. That's why I don't want him to end up like the others. . .he'll end up hating me Mimi. I'll hate myself forever if he does,"
" Sora no one hate's you. Your way to much of a charmer for anyone to stay mad at you,"
" That's not true Mimi and anyway my 'charm' doesn't work on tai,"
" Oh are you saying He's immune to it or something," Mimi giggled.
" I'm saying that he treats me like a normal person. He doesn't act asthough he has to meet my every need. That's why I like him,"
" Sora if he's your friend just talk to him. I know you'll work it out,"
" So why didn't you kiss her !" Davis yelled at Tai as they sat in Matts room.
" I. . .I couldn't,"
" You were about to kiss Sora Tackenouchi. SORA TACKENOUCHI MAN! I can't believe you would miss out on a chance like that !" Davis cried again.
" You don't understand Davis," Tai whispered
" What I don't understand is that last week you reckoned she was a slut, bimbo and a total bitch. Now all of a sudden you've got the hots for her. Something you said you would never do," matt said wisely
" I don't have the hots for her. I just. . ."
" Just what ?" Davis asked,
" Just. . .she's so. . .I don't know what it is about her. It's like. . .like she's irresistible or something. She's not just beautiful. She's smart and funny and kind and sweet and cool and she's really into the same stuff as me and. . .and. I really like her,"
" Tai. . .Look man I'm just going to give you a little piece of advise," Matt told him slowly, " Stay away from her !"
" I don't think I can," Tai muttered,
" You have to man. You were the one telling us that she was a man eater. I know that she's really hot and everything, but it isn't a good idea to get mixed up in her. She strings guys along, she plays with your mind. Makes you fall in love with her and then drops you like a ten ton weight. I know you like her Tai and perhaps you know her better than most guys do but. . .she's just going to end up hearting you,"
Tai had never seen matt look so serious before.
" I guess your right,"
" Trust me Tai. You saw what she did to Daemon the other day. Do you really want that to be you ?"
" No,"
" Then just leave it as it is Tai. For your own good,"
" She's not like anyone else that I know. She feels. . .special,"
" I've heard it a thousand times tai. leave it be,"
" all right," Tai whispered sadly.
Sora's eyes scanned the busy cafeteria in search of that cute spiky brown hair. Bingo sitting over on a table by himself. perfect.
She dodged past kids with trays full of food and stood infront of him.
" Tai," She said to make him look up.
" Oh . . .hi,"
" Tai I just want to say. . .to say. . .I'm really sorry about yesterday. I- "
" Don't worry about it,"
" Tai if I ever lead you on I di-"
" Lead me one ? What are you talking about ?"
" Oh. . .I just thought that. . well yesterday-"
" You never lead me on Sora. I thought we're just friends,"
" We are but I. . .I,"
" Sora I don't like you like that. Your just a really good friend, that's all. Yesterday was just a. . .a caught up in the moment type of thing. I don't know about you, but I didn't even know what I was doing,"
" Yeah.. .Just a stupid mistake," She muttered, she could feel her cheeks glowing red,
" You actually thought I liked you," he laughed,
" no. . just. .I don't know," She couldn't think straight, her head seemed to be filled up with fog. Something pinged inside of her chest. Her stomach seemed to be churning over and over. She felt asthough she was sinking into the cold cafeteria floor.
" So are you going to Cathy Meres party tomorrow night ?" He asked changing the subject.
" party ? Uh. . .I don't know. . .Guess so,"
" Great I'll see you there then," He grinned at her. She forced a smile.
" Yeah see you Tai," She turned around and walked away as fast as possible. She felt so embarrassed, how could she ever of been so stupid to think he liked her. She should be relieved that he didn't, she should be happy that her best friend was just her best friend. So why did she feel asthough someone had just torn apart her most precious possession.
Sora tapped her pen on her desk as she tried to finish her biology homework. The radio played in the background. Normally she was quite good at biology but today she just couldn't concentrate.
Destiny's child sweet emotions started to play in the background. She smiled to herself and stared up at the ceiling.
Tai had such a nice smile. It was so warm and caring, but in his eyes she could see life and laughter buzzing. She loved the way he never bothered to tuck in his shirt, it made him look like he didn't care about thing. He was so relaxed and calm, she wished she could be like that. He didn't seem to worry about a thing. She loved the way he spiked up his thick brown hair, it just made her want to run her fingers through it and kiss him deeply, passionatly.
she shook her head and snapped out of her day dream. What the hell was she talking about. Tai was just another stupid boy, no he wasn't like any other boy. There was something special about him, she could definitely see that. She'd never felt that buzz from just thinking of someone before. She had never felt so warm and happy at the thought of being with him.
Was Mimi ? Was she actually falling for a guy ?
of course not, she never fell for guys.
But Of course, Tai wasn't just a guy.
she had never felt so hard before, just because he didn't like her like that. The same sharp ache came to her heart. He had rejected her. she hadn't offered herself to him, but all the same he had rejected her.
And it hurt like hell. How could he do that to her. How could he just turn her away with out thinking of how she felt.
Now she finally knew how all those guys had felt when she had turned them away. She deserved this didn't she. She deserved to be hurt as well. But why by him ? Why by some one she cared about so much ?
Authors note- Well I actually got to post this while at my Dads house. I'll try and get the next chapter out ASAP. R+R
