Disclaimer- I don't own Digimon. I can't think of anything else to write here and this chapter might be a little bit crap, because my brother just got a play station two and I'm trying to write this and watch him at the same time.

I think I did it again

Chapter five

He didn't know why he was coming here, he didn't even know if she would be there. all he knew was that he needed to see her and he somehow knew she'd be here.

He laid awake all night waiting for sleep to come. But of course it didn't. His head was too full of thoughts and worries to let him rest. Too full of thoughts about her.

He knew matt was right, that was what killed him the most. He wanted to forget about so badly, but he wanted to be with her even more. Every time he closed his eyes he saw her face, or heard her voice or smelt her sweet scent.

Why was he so obsess over a girl he knew would only hurt him. This must be the most stupidest thing he had ever done and he had done allot of stupid things. Every time his heart pinned for her his head reminded him of his own words. Reminded him of sitting in the cafeteria watching some pathetic boy crying his heart out for her. He didn't want to end up like that, but just for a few seconds of being with her would be worth a life time of heart ache.

God he really had turned into his worst nightmare now hadn't he.

He parked his car at the top of the hill. it was already nine thirty but not a single living being was about above the city. He walked to the side of the sloping green hill and looked down below him.

Of course he had been right, he didn't know how but he had been right.

Sora sat upon the grass leaning backwards, her long auburn hair flew behind her in a gentle breeze. She brought the cigarette she was holding up to her lips and took another took.

" Since when did you start smoking ?" He asked as he strolled up behind her,

" Since when did you give a dam ?" she snapped as she flicked the ash of the end,

" I thought you were smarter than that Sora. Those things can kill you, you know,"

" I smoke when I'm stressed, right now I'm stress so leave me alone if you want to see another day,"

He sat down on the ground beside her and stared at the serene landscape before him.

" Sora can I talk to you ?"

" No," She said calmly as she took another took of her cigarette, " This isn't my hill so I can't make you leave but I fucking wish you would,"

Oww that stung allot. But he had come here to talk to her and he wasn't going to leave until he'd said what he wanted to say.

" Well your in a bitchy mood this morning aren't you," he mumbled,

" If you don't like it you can just get lost,"

No matter how horrible she was to him he still had to smile. She was so sexy when she was mad, there was some irresistible appeal over her strong nature. She was stubborn, independent, out spoken and incredibly enchanting.

" Sora I think that I'm in lo-"

" Shut Up !" She screamed, " Don't you dare say that tai. Don't you fucking dare! You can't tell me that you don't even find me attractive and then go and say that ! I hate you Tai ! I hate the way you keep playing with my head ! I hate the fact that I thought you ere different and killed me to think that, but now you just turn out to be like every other stupid fucking guy on the planet. You don't even know me Tai ! You don't know what me favourite food is, my favourite colour or where I went on my last vacation, you don't know anything about me ! You have no right to start saying you love me ! There is no such thing as love believe me I know," She stood up and threw her cigarette violently on the ground. Tai stared into his hands while she took out all of her built up anger on him, " So don't you dare tell me what you think you feel. Because it's not real Tai. It's never been real. Just a little crush, that's all any of this has been !"

she stamped across the hillside back to the main road. She wiped the back of her hand across her eyes to clear her vision from the tears. How could he make her cry, twice now. She never cried, never. She didn't want to loose him, she cared about him so much. But now he had over stepped the line. She had done it again. He'd fallen and now he would never be the same old Tai she liked so much. How could he of all people be so naive and stupid. he really thought that he was in love with her ? he didn't even know the meaning of the word.

" Spaghetti bologna with extra sauce, blue and Disney World," He whispered,

" What ?" she brushed the loose strands of hair out of her eyes and turned to look at him sitting on the grass.

" Your favourite food is spaghetti bologna with extra tomato sauce, your favourite colour is blue especially if it's put together with turquoise and you went to Disney world in California with your dad step mum and little brother for your vacation last summer,"

" That doesn't mean anything," She managed to choke out as the tears began to flood down her soft face.

she held her head high and walked calmly away from him. So what if her heart was breaking inside, she didn't have to let it show.

With each step she took away from him she could feel a little piece of her soul being ripped out of her. She didn't need him, she tried to convince herself. She didn't need anyone, just her. She could get by on her own.

Then why did she suddenly feel as lonely as though she was standing in a the middle of the arctic, despite the people driving past her.

No one, she didn't need anyone. Especially not him.

Especially not the one boy she had ever cared about. Especially not the one boy who had ever told her he loved her like he meant it.

He didn't mean it, not at all. He just thought that he did, but what did he know.

She kicked an empty coke can with her toe, it rolled down the paved sidewalk and into the street. All these people walking past her, they didn't know what life was really like. They lived their tiny insignificant life's without a care in the world.

That man with the brown tweed cap, who knew what he had done last night.

That woman pushing her son in the pram, who knew what heart ache she had suffered before he was born.

That little girl laughing as her brother tickled her, who knew what she would grow up to be.

None of them knew her. No one knew her. Everyone in this city was a stranger to her, even the people she knew.

Except on person. He said he knew her. He thought he knew her.

How could he when they had only just met.

That wasn't the point, he wanted to know her. He wanted to be with her, not the most popular girl in school. And she wanted to be with him. She needed him, she wanted him.

That was it, she couldn't pretend she didn't anymore. she had to have him.

She spun around and nearly knocked a boy with a blue baseball cap over. she ran back through the crowds, her feet couldn't take her there fast enough.

Tai stared down at the grass beneath him. He hadn't moved for half an hour, was it only half an hour it felt like centuries. Was it possible to feel as though your whole world had just fallen apart with only one simple action. Everything seemed to be meaningless now. He had looked upon this view and told himself it was the most beautiful on earth. Now it seemed dull and lifeless. Nothing could ever be as beautiful as her. nothing could compare to any aspect of her. She wasn't perfect, she could be a bitch, she could break his heart. But he stilled loved her more than anything in the entire universe. She had just thrown his empty heart back in his face and still he wanted her more than another being.

This had to be love, she had just snapped his heart in two, he must love her to feel this bad.

She couldn't really mean it. He knew he loved her, that meant everything.

" Tai," That wonderful sweet subtle voice whispered behind him. Just the sound of his name from her lips was enough to stir his heart back to life.

" I think I love you too," Her voice quivered as she spoke. He turned around and scooped her up in his arms.

She started to sob into his shoulder. She seemed so fragile and weak, he had never seen her cry before. His strong Sora had suddenly crumbled away, now she needed him too.

" I don't know what's wrong with me Tai. I feel so confused and-and scared. I don't know who I am any more,"

" Shhhhhhh," He soothed her gently. He kissed away the tears falling from her eyes. Then her soft cheeks, her fore head her neck and finally her lips.

He pulled her into the most passionate intoxicating kiss he'd ever had. They both held on for as long as possible, not wanting it to end.

She must of made the right dession, she had never had a single kiss that made her spirit sore so high.

She leant her forehead against his.

" Please Tai don't let me go,"

" Why would I ever go and do that,"

Now that he had a taste of her, he would never let her go.



Authors note- Well that's the end of that story. I'll leave it up to you guys to imagine what happens after that. I really hope that you liked it. Thanks for all your reviews and carry on reviewing R+R!!!!!!