I Knew I Loved You

by Star Kindler

Disclaimer: I do not own GW or the Savage Garden song, "I Knew I Loved You."

3+4 songfic
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Maybe it's intuition
But some things you don't question

I looked over at Quatre who was sitting on an overstuffed armchair, reading a book. I couldn't help but smile. He was so cute. I don't know why but I began to think about the first time we met. The first time I looked into those big, beautiful, blue-green orbs. When he first stepped out of Sandrock, I sensed something about him, something I loved.

Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I found my best friend

I think he was the first friend I had. From the time we played our duet till this very moment, I've cared about him. No, that's not right. I've loved him. His friendly, kind spirit caught my eye immediately. Of course he doesn't know. He's like that with everyone. He's just being himself. What would he think if I did say something...

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

"Trowa?"
"Huh?" I snapped back to reality.
"Is there something you want?"
"Um..." I choked a little. "Wha- I mean why?"
"Not to be rude of course, but you've been staring at me..."
I felt my cheeks grow red. "Uh, no." I smiled. "No, sorry." He nodded and went back to his book. I wanted to kick myself for my stupidity. Why was I staring at him, better yet, why don't I just tell him? God, it would be so much easier. Yeah right. I looked at him again and sighed. He's just too good to be true.

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life

I've always felt a void, and I know that void is love. I wish I just stop putting my self through this misery and just tell him.

I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

Heero and Duo are together now, and quite happy. I've never see Heero more alive. Why can't I be that happy? Why...
"Trowa. You're staring again."
"Huh?" God damn it. "I'm sorry Quatre." I sighed. "Quatre, I've really got to tell you something."
"Yes Trowa?" He looked at me intently with those exquisite orbs that I loved. I couldn't take my eyes away.

There's just know rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion

"God, I can't tell you..." What was I thinking?!
"
You know you can tell me anything." He put his book down and looked at me sincerely.

And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my best friend

Certainly I could tell him anything. He was after all my best friend (I wish for more). But this was something I couldn't speak.
"Maybe I should just be blunt." I got up and leaned over him. He looked at me, completely perplexed.

I know that it may sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I gently pressed my lips against his. Just as I thought, they were soft like velvet. To my surprise, he didn't try to pull away. Instead he leaned in closer. After about an eternity, we pulled away from each other. I looked into his eyes, hoping to read his expression. He stood and looked up at me.
"Tr-Trowa? You care about me? I had no idea." He was trembling and I hugged him tightly.
"I always have Quatre."

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life

"Oh Trowa." he whispered "This is what I've longed for."

I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

"Quatre, your just too perfect. Now that I have you, I swear I will never let you go. My angel...I love you."

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

"I love you too, Trowa. I have since the first moment we met."
I smiled and put my hand to his face. He placed his hand over mine. Then I leaned over until our lips met again.

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

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