Author: Lauren

Author Email: PaceysLilMcPhee@aol.com

Author's Note: I don't know about everyone else but yesterdays episode definitely made me cry. When the flowers deteriorated in his hands -- that was so sad. This is a poem I wrote after I saw the episode last night. It is how I think Maria is feeling because I had a feeling yesterday that I knew what she was talking about when she said she felt lost. So the poem also reflects my thoughts and feelings although I tried to stick to Maria's.

I'm Lost

I'm lost

And I just now realized

I've been wandering for ages

Trying to remember who I was

Trying to be who I was

And not who I am now.

I'm lost

But I hope to find my way

The way back to who I am

I'm not sure who that person is

I don't even know if I'll recognize her

But I know I have to find her on my own.

I'm lost

Though I hope not for long

I have a journey ahead of me

Not to make it back to where I was

But to recognize where I am now

It's just something I have to do.