My Childhood Love
By Moon Draon

Warnings: 3X4 *Yaoi* AU, angst, *DEATH FIC* Don't read if you don't like...
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing.

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The little blond boy gave a single yellow flower to the boy with brown long bangs.
The boy with brown hair blinked his bright emerald green eyes.
"For me?" He said meekly.
The little blond one nodded, "For you."
The boy took the flower gently as if it was made out of glass.
No one gave him a gift before.
The blond smiled shyly, "It came straight from my garden! I hope you like it."
He was still stunned when someone called for the blond boy.
"Oh no, I have to go back now. Bye!"
He ran off, leaving him alone on the solitary hill.
"But," he whispered at the runaway figure, "you didn't tell me your name…"

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I still remember that day.
I never had any friends and I became very lonesome throughout my childhood.
I always went to my favourite place whenever I'm upset.
The place was a single hill, high enough to see the vast lake and the sun setting.
I met a boy there…he was the same age as I, with blond hair and blue eyes.
I wasn't much of a talker, but he always had something to say to me.
He knew I was listening and I was glad because I liked his voice.
I gave him my name, which is Trowa.
But I never knew his name and he never came back.

I was alone with no one or any purpose in my life.
Something was missing.
All my life, I kept on searching for that same little boy.
Ironically, I did found him…but not in the way I expected.
He was older of course, but he still had that same bright blond hair
and blue eyes of the changing seas.
I could still see his shy smile on those grim lips…
His kind eyes behind that icy glare…
And his delicate hands, even if they were around the trigger of a gun.

Even though he caused my blood to shed…
Brought an end to my life…
And never knew I was that little boy…

I still smiled upon my death because at least I saw him for one last time…
My childhood love…

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