I looked up at the sky and realized it was getting quite late, and decided to head home. I scowled at the sky, for turning dark so soon, and walked up the path to our house.
"Hey, where've ya been?!" Raijin greeted me.
"QUESTION. REVERSE."
"Jest at the resturant, ya know?!"
"FINE." I glanced at my watch. Midnight. Already?!
"Ima gonna heada to bedsa!" He talks so oddly...
"FINE."
"Wow, you're kinda upset, ya know?!"
"...BED."
"...Okay, okay, ya know?!" He marched off to our bedroom, and I could not help but be a little relieved, because Seifer could not bother me... But, if he really felt like being the horny bastard he was, he'd take me to the hotel... Please don't get me wrong, I don't do this by force, and I do, for the most part, enjoy it... I just... Ah... This made me remember the morning I woke up in Seifer's bed on Christmas day...
~*~*~When I woke up that morning, I glanced at the naked man next to me, and nearly screamed, realizing what exactly my drunken state had done to me... Or rather, what Seifer Almasy did to me... He stirred, and I immediatly pulled the grey blankets up over my chest, praying he wouldn't wake up. To my dismay, his eyes opened and he stared up at me, smiling slyly.
"Good morning." He had said, not taking his eyes off of me.
"...Gr-greetings." I muttered, not able to get the loud, strong voice I usually was able.
"How'd you sleep?" I remember thinking up all sorts of bad names for him in my head when he said that- but I never used any of them.
"...Well."
"...Sure you did." That must have not been *his* first time (obviously), and I couldn't help but wonder who else had had this experiance that fell a little short of "safe." At the time I wanted him to get out of bed and take a shower, leaving me to get dressed and leave, but he did no such thing. About fifteen minutes passed.
"You should leave. You never know *who* stops by here."
"Y-yeah." I remember being so scared getting out of bed and letting the cold, winter air brush against my bare body. I remember the feeling of his eyes on my back as I dressed- I was frightened, to be honest with you...~*~*~
&*&"Fucking door." I was shot out of my reverie at the sound of Seifer's voice, and stood up immediatley, walking quickly toward the bedroom. Maybe he won't see me... The door opened.
"Hey Fujin." Dammit. I turned around, looking innocently at him, feeling anxious for a reason I didn't understand.
"...Uhh, well, hello." I muttered, looking at the floor.
"Love you." What are you talking about?! Seifer...? ...&*&
"Hey you." ...?!
"Wake up." ...What?
"Hello?" Hmm?
"Fujin! I told you not to sleep on the sofa!" Ooh! I was... dreaming...
"Oh. I'm sorry..." My eye shot open, glancing up at the man who stood standing over me. I stood up, trying to bring myself to his level. He looked down at me.
"Yeah, don't friggin' apologize- I told you I hate that, too."
"Ah, apologies." I turned and got out from between him and the sofa, sighing, I headed toward the bedroom, half dissapointed that it had been a dream- half relieved. I layed in bed, staring through the darkness at the ceiling.
~*~*~I never spoke to Seifer after that, and he never spoke to me. We weren't enemies... We just acted like before, stirring eachother's attention a little, no more, sometimes less. A week had passed.
"Heey! Guess what?!" Shanai said, as I entered our dorm.
"...YES?"
"You know Christmas eve...?"
"YES..." Fuck that night... I *loathe* Christmas- now more than ever.
"I just got up the courage to tell you... or anyone."
"...Hmm?"
"Well, I met up with Zell on my date with Seifer... I mean, Seifer's a pretty boring person- once you get past all of those muscles... That smile... That chest..." I hated her then. For reminding me what I had seen.
"Urm, GO ON."
"Well, I... um, well, I, uhhh, went off with him... to here... and we..."
"REALLY?!" I asked, pretending to be surprised.
"Yeah... well, I'm almost eighteen... Not like I'm sixteen."
"...Y-yeah... you have fun?" My voice mellowed into normal tone then, memories of that night coming back.
"Oooh yeah! ...Speaking of which, you neva came home that night, girl. Where were you?!" She looked at me intensly, like I was gonna tell her that I had had sex with Seifer Almasy...
"I was.... uhhh...." I remember thats when trouble started. There was a knock on the door, it was the garden staff... They said that Garden was under Galbadian attack and all students over fifteen were to grab there weapons and meet in the Quad- to prepare for attack... Trouble; I knew it.~*~*~
At this point, Seifer entered the room, and I think he thought that I was sleeping, because he pulled off his trenchcoat, and undressed. When he pulled off his shirt, I seen it- a long gash through his back... I almost shot out of bed and ran over to him, but was able to contain myself, not understanding these emotions of... caring? ...
"Seifer... what happened to your back?" He froze, turning, only wearing a pair of black baggy pants, which caused me to chew at my lower lip, making me wish I hadn't said anything.
"I thought you were asleep..."
"...No."
"Just a little fight, its no big deal."
"...Seifer... Its bleeding..."
"He had a knife- what? You think that wouldn't break through skin?"
"...Seifer."
"So... big friggin' deal." I should have just given up right there and then- but I didn't, only because he lead our posse. I got out of bed, and grabbed his wrist, bringing him into the bathroom.
"What're ya doing?"
"...Helping you."
"Why?"
"Because you're hurt." He shrugged, then moaned in pain due to the forceful movement of shoulders. I grabbed some weird stuff in a brown bottle, and placed it on the sink, grabbing a towel, and wetting it with warm water. I pressed it gently against the gash.
"Ah..."
"Shh... stop acting like a child."
"...Its not my fault it hurts."
"...I know... sorry."
"Not yours either." ...?! Wow. You must be tired.
"This is gonna burn a little."
"What is it?"
"Iodine."
"...Dammit! I'll be fine."
"Stop moving around."
"Fine." I poured some on a fresh cloth, then pressed it against the top of the gash. It didn't burn so much until I got to the center, and deepest part.
"Agh! Stop it! That really *fucking* hurts!"
"Stop moving! You're making it bleed." I blew on the spot where I put the brown liquid, and I seen the hairs on the back of his neck rise. He sighed, waiting for more pain- I guess.
After finishing, he turned to face me... I was afraid he'd scold me for helping him.
"Thank you, Fujin."
"Y-yeah, don't worry about it..." I chewed at my lower lip and turned, picking up the blood and iodine soaked towels and placing them in a trash can. When I turned, he was still standing there.
"Is something the matter? Still hurt?"
"No..." He kissed me. Oh, stop it, Seifer... We can't do this now, you're injured, and I'm not in the mood for sex. I kissed him back, and he smiled.
"Thank you..." And he went to bed... No sex. No fight. Nothing... Just that kiss. I don't understand you, Seifer.
"Hey, where've ya been?!" Raijin greeted me.
"QUESTION. REVERSE."
"Jest at the resturant, ya know?!"
"FINE." I glanced at my watch. Midnight. Already?!
"Ima gonna heada to bedsa!" He talks so oddly...
"FINE."
"Wow, you're kinda upset, ya know?!"
"...BED."
"...Okay, okay, ya know?!" He marched off to our bedroom, and I could not help but be a little relieved, because Seifer could not bother me... But, if he really felt like being the horny bastard he was, he'd take me to the hotel... Please don't get me wrong, I don't do this by force, and I do, for the most part, enjoy it... I just... Ah... This made me remember the morning I woke up in Seifer's bed on Christmas day...
~*~*~When I woke up that morning, I glanced at the naked man next to me, and nearly screamed, realizing what exactly my drunken state had done to me... Or rather, what Seifer Almasy did to me... He stirred, and I immediatly pulled the grey blankets up over my chest, praying he wouldn't wake up. To my dismay, his eyes opened and he stared up at me, smiling slyly.
"Good morning." He had said, not taking his eyes off of me.
"...Gr-greetings." I muttered, not able to get the loud, strong voice I usually was able.
"How'd you sleep?" I remember thinking up all sorts of bad names for him in my head when he said that- but I never used any of them.
"...Well."
"...Sure you did." That must have not been *his* first time (obviously), and I couldn't help but wonder who else had had this experiance that fell a little short of "safe." At the time I wanted him to get out of bed and take a shower, leaving me to get dressed and leave, but he did no such thing. About fifteen minutes passed.
"You should leave. You never know *who* stops by here."
"Y-yeah." I remember being so scared getting out of bed and letting the cold, winter air brush against my bare body. I remember the feeling of his eyes on my back as I dressed- I was frightened, to be honest with you...~*~*~
&*&"Fucking door." I was shot out of my reverie at the sound of Seifer's voice, and stood up immediatley, walking quickly toward the bedroom. Maybe he won't see me... The door opened.
"Hey Fujin." Dammit. I turned around, looking innocently at him, feeling anxious for a reason I didn't understand.
"...Uhh, well, hello." I muttered, looking at the floor.
"Love you." What are you talking about?! Seifer...? ...&*&
"Hey you." ...?!
"Wake up." ...What?
"Hello?" Hmm?
"Fujin! I told you not to sleep on the sofa!" Ooh! I was... dreaming...
"Oh. I'm sorry..." My eye shot open, glancing up at the man who stood standing over me. I stood up, trying to bring myself to his level. He looked down at me.
"Yeah, don't friggin' apologize- I told you I hate that, too."
"Ah, apologies." I turned and got out from between him and the sofa, sighing, I headed toward the bedroom, half dissapointed that it had been a dream- half relieved. I layed in bed, staring through the darkness at the ceiling.
~*~*~I never spoke to Seifer after that, and he never spoke to me. We weren't enemies... We just acted like before, stirring eachother's attention a little, no more, sometimes less. A week had passed.
"Heey! Guess what?!" Shanai said, as I entered our dorm.
"...YES?"
"You know Christmas eve...?"
"YES..." Fuck that night... I *loathe* Christmas- now more than ever.
"I just got up the courage to tell you... or anyone."
"...Hmm?"
"Well, I met up with Zell on my date with Seifer... I mean, Seifer's a pretty boring person- once you get past all of those muscles... That smile... That chest..." I hated her then. For reminding me what I had seen.
"Urm, GO ON."
"Well, I... um, well, I, uhhh, went off with him... to here... and we..."
"REALLY?!" I asked, pretending to be surprised.
"Yeah... well, I'm almost eighteen... Not like I'm sixteen."
"...Y-yeah... you have fun?" My voice mellowed into normal tone then, memories of that night coming back.
"Oooh yeah! ...Speaking of which, you neva came home that night, girl. Where were you?!" She looked at me intensly, like I was gonna tell her that I had had sex with Seifer Almasy...
"I was.... uhhh...." I remember thats when trouble started. There was a knock on the door, it was the garden staff... They said that Garden was under Galbadian attack and all students over fifteen were to grab there weapons and meet in the Quad- to prepare for attack... Trouble; I knew it.~*~*~
At this point, Seifer entered the room, and I think he thought that I was sleeping, because he pulled off his trenchcoat, and undressed. When he pulled off his shirt, I seen it- a long gash through his back... I almost shot out of bed and ran over to him, but was able to contain myself, not understanding these emotions of... caring? ...
"Seifer... what happened to your back?" He froze, turning, only wearing a pair of black baggy pants, which caused me to chew at my lower lip, making me wish I hadn't said anything.
"I thought you were asleep..."
"...No."
"Just a little fight, its no big deal."
"...Seifer... Its bleeding..."
"He had a knife- what? You think that wouldn't break through skin?"
"...Seifer."
"So... big friggin' deal." I should have just given up right there and then- but I didn't, only because he lead our posse. I got out of bed, and grabbed his wrist, bringing him into the bathroom.
"What're ya doing?"
"...Helping you."
"Why?"
"Because you're hurt." He shrugged, then moaned in pain due to the forceful movement of shoulders. I grabbed some weird stuff in a brown bottle, and placed it on the sink, grabbing a towel, and wetting it with warm water. I pressed it gently against the gash.
"Ah..."
"Shh... stop acting like a child."
"...Its not my fault it hurts."
"...I know... sorry."
"Not yours either." ...?! Wow. You must be tired.
"This is gonna burn a little."
"What is it?"
"Iodine."
"...Dammit! I'll be fine."
"Stop moving around."
"Fine." I poured some on a fresh cloth, then pressed it against the top of the gash. It didn't burn so much until I got to the center, and deepest part.
"Agh! Stop it! That really *fucking* hurts!"
"Stop moving! You're making it bleed." I blew on the spot where I put the brown liquid, and I seen the hairs on the back of his neck rise. He sighed, waiting for more pain- I guess.
After finishing, he turned to face me... I was afraid he'd scold me for helping him.
"Thank you, Fujin."
"Y-yeah, don't worry about it..." I chewed at my lower lip and turned, picking up the blood and iodine soaked towels and placing them in a trash can. When I turned, he was still standing there.
"Is something the matter? Still hurt?"
"No..." He kissed me. Oh, stop it, Seifer... We can't do this now, you're injured, and I'm not in the mood for sex. I kissed him back, and he smiled.
"Thank you..." And he went to bed... No sex. No fight. Nothing... Just that kiss. I don't understand you, Seifer.
