Chapter 4: Where is he?
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A/N: There are some flashback scenes in this chapter and thanks for all the reviews you guys are the best!!!:)
Margaret's P.O.V.
Alright, well, I put my duffel bag and my motorcycle in the back of my SUV, and the only reason I'm taking my bike is because I'm going to stop at the shop anyway so why not let my bike get some pampering. So, it's three A.M. and if I drive all night I'll be in Seattle by noon, I think.
It's like eight in the morning and I had to stop and get some gas and coffee and use the bathroom. Now I'm back on the rode racking my brain out on how I'm going to tell Zane dad's dead. I mean come on it's not like you say, "Oh hi, how are you? Oh that's great; by the way dad is dead okay then I'll see you at home."
This is harder then I thought possible, I was so into how I was going to break the news to Zane that I didn't even see the welcoming sign to Seattle, it was until I noticed the space needle that I new I was there. First I went to the tracks because I was closest to it but there was no soul insight kind of gave me the creeps. Next I went to the penthouse but he wasn't there either. "Where is he?" she asked no one in particular. //The last place is the shop. Oh Zane please, please be at the shop.// She thought.
Zane's Mechanic Shop
I parked my car and headed inside, the only people that were there were Tony and Zander and someone else was in the office. The person in the office was too much into his reading to even notice I was there; Tony was wearing her headphones so she didn't hear me walk in. The only person that noticed was Zander, he came over to me and this is what he said:
Zander: Hey, waz up! gurl?
Margaret (with a smile): Nothing much, how 'bout you?
Zander: I'm doing great. So why you here?
Margaret: Jeez you get right down to business don't you?
Zander (jokingly): Ya well what can I say I'm a business kind of guy.
Margaret: Where's Zane?
Zander: Out of town, New York to be precise, on business.
Margaret: Oh, okay, do me a favor, when he gets back tell him to call me on my cell, but don't tell him I'm here. Okay?
Zander: Ya sure, no prob.
Margaret (while giving him a peck on the cheek): Thanks Zander you the best.
Zander (with a grin): I know.
As she was heading back to the car she noticed the guy in the office again //Oh my god! I can't believe it; I never thought I'd see Zack again. The last time I saw him was the day he broke my heart.// She thought.
~~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~~
It was the day of my mother's funeral I couldn't take seeing her being lowered into the ground so I left and I guess Zack followed me because the next thing I know I poured my heart out to him. Then one thing led to another and he kissed me it wasn't a pity kiss it was more passionate then that. Sure I had kissed other guys before but this was different, it felt like he cared about me and returned the feelings I had for him. I had a crush on Zack since the first day I saw him, and the day he kissed me was the happiest yet the saddest day of my life. That day was also the day I cried for the first time since my mother died and I cried in Zack's arms.
I didn't cry in front of my family because I wanted to show them that I was strong but with Zack it was like I could show him who I really am and it wouldn't matter to him.
~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~
While I was standing just a few feet away from the man I loved, sorry correction the man I love I thought to myself //How can someone so kind and understanding be so cruel?//
~~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~~
It was a few days after mom's burial and I was in my room listening to Christophe Beck there was a knock at the door and Zack walked in:
Zack: *We* need to talk.
Margaret: About what?
Zack: The kiss.
Margaret: What about it?
Zack: That kiss meant nothing to me.
Margaret: Oh yeah, well who said it meant anything to me.
Zack just looked at me and I swear I saw a glimpse of sadness in his eyes but whatever the hell it was it was gone in a second. I was calm and cool on the outside, I had this soldier facade on but on the inside I was breaking and my heart was shattered into a hundred little pieces.
Margaret: Is that all?
Zack: Yeah that's about it and that I'm leaving town today.
Margaret: Well have a safe trip.
With that said I turned my back on the man I loved and as soon as I heard the door click shut behind me I broke down and cried that whole night. I guess Zane over heard everything because his room is right next to mine and with his hyper sensitive hearing there's not much you can miss. He came into my room and held me until I cried myself to sleep. I cried for my mother, I cried for Zack, and most of all I cried because I kept loosing the people I love.
~~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~
Once I returned to reality I just picked up the pace and left the shop without looking back.
A/N: Hope u guys liked it the next chapter will have Max and the rest of the crew in it so please review:)
