JAKE

I don't own the Animorphs. Please r/r.

JAKE

How had I done this? How had I done this? I'd sentenced my friends, two of my students, and a former Andalite to death. And myself.  I'd sentenced myself to die as well. My friends probably hated me now. First Rachel, and now them. How could they not hate me? How? At least Cassie will live. The Blade Ship is coming closer now. I don't have much time left. I wish I could change this. The Ellimist. The Ellimist could change this. But he won't, that….

So many things I would have changed if I'd had the opportunity.  Sending Rachel to her death for instance. Screwing up at Visser One's trial. Cutting myself off from the rest of the world. Not marrying Cassie. If only…. But it's too late now. And regrets will do no good.   I just wish I could go more peacefully to my death. I hope I see Rachel. And I hope she doesn't hate me.

A/N. I'll do one of these for Cassie, Marco and Tobias, and maybe Menderash and Ax. Does anybody understand what happened to Ax? Like was he killed and "The One" acquired him or was he made a Controller? I didn't really understand that part. Oh, well. If you review, please be kind; this is my first Animorphs fic. Thanx.