Jester
I am tired
tired of this war
too many victims already
If only I could end it
But I could
couldn't I?
End it all
But only for me
Death...
But my friends
They stil would have to fight
those meaningless battles
But without me....
They couldn't make it
They need me...
me and my jester's mask
to relieve the tension
And so I grin at Quatre
when he asks if I'm okay
Annoy Heero to no end
distracting him from his laptop
even if it is only for a while.
And I mock Wufei
make fun of his precious justice
engage him in verbal battle
to take his mind away from his colony
That no longer exists
Oh, I can symphazise with him
in a way
The Maxwell church...
It was all that mattered to me
but was gone in the blink of an eye
because of a mistake I made
I think I'll go and piss Wu off
just a little more
Maybe tell him
How I feel
He would just think of it
as another bad joke
made by yours truly
He would never understand
How I have come
to depend
on his quiet strength
And so I will love him
'till the end of time
but disguise my feelings
with the mask of mockery
For I am nothing
but the merry jester
Until the bitter end
~owari~
