Ok Hi! I cant believe you want to read this.. err my story. This story is for Millie fans out there. I don't think they did her justice, I know that if she lost someone she loved she would grieve and not smile but that's me. Err if you understood or not o well now lets go on!

Disclaimer: {Death's Angel pops out of nowhere}::blink blink:: do I really have to do this. It depressing, cause all of you including myself know that I cant afford to own an anime especially Trigun such a wonderful anime.

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Millie Thompson looked at the blue sky thru a open window in her family's kitchen.

It was beautiful, blue, calm and peaceful. It was so quiet that you could hardly hear the sound of the wind.

She smiled. She was home, were she grew up and were she belonged.

But Millie was lonely. Tears came to Millie's face. She tried blinking them away with no success. She couldn't blink away the pain and sorrow that filled her kind face.

The tears in her eyes blurred her view, she couldn't see the blue sky or the place she lived, instead she saw a blur of coming tears coming down her face and landing on the floor. She knew why these tears were running to her face.

It was because she missed her friends. She missed Meryl, Vash, but most of all Wolfwood.

She knew the pain of loosing him would never ease. She missed the way he looked, his smell of cigarettes. She missed everything about him.

All of a sudden her whole large body began shaking violently. She looked at her hand and they were trembling.

She tried holding on to something but this failed, she couldn't stop herself.

Millie collapsed on the ice cold floor full of her tears. She then buried her face in her trembling hands. She needed a good cry, she hadn't cried like this ever, not even the day of his death. But now she needed to cry, to relive herself.

It took about 10 minutes to try and put herself together, but her tears kept on flowing. She tried to wipe them away but she couldn't, they kept coming out of her eyes nonstop. She reached on top of the counter with her trembling hand and grabbed a knife.

She looked at it weirdly and laughed, she laughed hysterically as if she had gone mad. The thoughts in her head were spinning wildly inside. She knew she wanted to stab herself, to make the pain stop. To be with Wolfwood once again. To be able to love him like she did before. But she couldn't.

she realized what a lack of courage she had and how weak she was. She tried to blink back tears and screamed "Mr. Priest I need you, come back to me please". She knew he couldn't come back to her, but at least she was a little relieved.

She stood up and looked out the window once more. There on the side of the window was a white carnation.

She thought to herself ::maybe he did know how I feel, how much I loved him:: she went on looking out the blue sky with her flower in hand.

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~Death's Angel~

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