The Letter
To Whoever Finds This,
Konnichiwa, whoever is reading this. Not that I care. Nope, not at all.. 'Cuz if you listen to anyone else, I don't care about much. I call this unfair play, but, then, I'm not making the rules, am I? Heck, I don't even know the rules- the rules of life, living, that is.. So how am I supposed to win?
I don't know, you tell me. You might know more about living than I do...
Me, an empty shell of a being that might have once been normal- although it's not as though I can actually remember that far back. Oh well.
You'd think that I'd be- what is that, 400-something-odd years old- and I might have a freaking clue what everything's about.. Nope, nada, no way. No clue.
I know what the others might say that I'm "clueless" and I'd deny it, but they'd be right.
No one ever figures that maybe I don't talk much, not because I'm stupid, but because there isn't anything to say.
They all think I'm stupid but that isn't true... I'm just maybe not as quick as Strata or Anubis, but I'm still all here- well, partially here, at any rate. Not all here- why would I have worked for him if I was all there? Or maybe I was all there but he took something from me? I don't remember that far back.
I don't even know what I'm talking about here. I'm talking about life. But, am I even truly alive? I mean, I'm no Youja Soldier, and I may have a body under this armor, but how can I truly be alive if no one cares about me? If someone cared about me, would I then be alive? I don't know.
I know Anubis says that if I just put all of this (life, that is) "on the back-burner" then it'll get better for us... But, I don't know if that's true. Is that really all there is to it?
Hmm.. If I saw a shooting star- if I could see a falling star from here- what would I wish for?
I don't think I even know.. Oh well, not like I can change that.
I wonder what Dais would say about this- he's the oldest, after all (a fact that Cale likes to rub in).
Cale would laugh at me, I know Anubis would just be silent and not reply, and Kayura- well, Kayura is Kayura, so she'd also probably laugh at me...
I think that this is all, for now..
I don't know.. I just got back from getting my butt kicked by the Ronins so I'm feeling kind of down just now.. That and my arm really hurts just now...
I've gotta go now.. See yuh.
Arigato and Sayanora,
Yours Truely The Doku MaSho,
Sekhmet (Naaza)
To Whoever Finds This,
Konnichiwa, whoever is reading this. Not that I care. Nope, not at all.. 'Cuz if you listen to anyone else, I don't care about much. I call this unfair play, but, then, I'm not making the rules, am I? Heck, I don't even know the rules- the rules of life, living, that is.. So how am I supposed to win?
I don't know, you tell me. You might know more about living than I do...
Me, an empty shell of a being that might have once been normal- although it's not as though I can actually remember that far back. Oh well.
You'd think that I'd be- what is that, 400-something-odd years old- and I might have a freaking clue what everything's about.. Nope, nada, no way. No clue.
I know what the others might say that I'm "clueless" and I'd deny it, but they'd be right.
No one ever figures that maybe I don't talk much, not because I'm stupid, but because there isn't anything to say.
They all think I'm stupid but that isn't true... I'm just maybe not as quick as Strata or Anubis, but I'm still all here- well, partially here, at any rate. Not all here- why would I have worked for him if I was all there? Or maybe I was all there but he took something from me? I don't remember that far back.
I don't even know what I'm talking about here. I'm talking about life. But, am I even truly alive? I mean, I'm no Youja Soldier, and I may have a body under this armor, but how can I truly be alive if no one cares about me? If someone cared about me, would I then be alive? I don't know.
I know Anubis says that if I just put all of this (life, that is) "on the back-burner" then it'll get better for us... But, I don't know if that's true. Is that really all there is to it?
Hmm.. If I saw a shooting star- if I could see a falling star from here- what would I wish for?
I don't think I even know.. Oh well, not like I can change that.
I wonder what Dais would say about this- he's the oldest, after all (a fact that Cale likes to rub in).
Cale would laugh at me, I know Anubis would just be silent and not reply, and Kayura- well, Kayura is Kayura, so she'd also probably laugh at me...
I think that this is all, for now..
I don't know.. I just got back from getting my butt kicked by the Ronins so I'm feeling kind of down just now.. That and my arm really hurts just now...
I've gotta go now.. See yuh.
Arigato and Sayanora,
Yours Truely The Doku MaSho,
Sekhmet (Naaza)
