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            For the next few months I lived in bliss. Remy was so kind, and loving, and hot, and great in bed. You know the rumor that men with French decent have small… um, you know, feet. Well, it's sooo not true. It's like Godzilla's tail; you could take out Tokyo with that thing. We spent Christmas together and he came to my house and met my dad. I forgot about the sperm donor thing. One thing kept bothering me though; he would never introduce me as his girlfriend. I was always his "special friend," or "date" or "the woman he couldn't live without" but never girlfriend. So one day I asked him about it.

"Sugah?"

"Uh?"

We were in bed and it was like 2 in the morning.

"What am I to you?"

"Uh?"

"Wake up, what I'm I to you?"

"Oh, you are the most sexiest, most attractive, most intelligent woman I have ever met."

He said sitting up and lightly kissing my lips

"Why do you ask?"

"Remy what do you introduce me as to people?"

"The woman I couldn't live without."

"They don't know what that means, I could be your mother or sister."

"Well if they thought that with what I do to you in public then they have seen one too many episodes of Jerry Springer."

"You know what I mean. Am I your girlfriend or what?"

"Why?"

"Because I want to know where this is going."

"Rogue, what is this?"

"I want to know if you are using me!" I said my voice rising a little

"How can you say something like that?!" He said getting out of bed. I got out of it too.

"How many times have you talked to my father and sister? I don't even know yours. Or any of your friends. We've been dating for five months! You stay here almost every night yet you won't move in. Why?"

"I told you I'm not ready for commitment so why don't you just get off my back!" I started to gather his clothes up off the floor.

"What in gods name are you doing?" he said as I threw them to him.

"Your not my favorite person right now, I don't want you here tonight."

"Fine no problem." He pulled on his pants and shirt. I sat on the bed my back facing him. I heard him leave, walk down the hall, slam the door, and a few minutes later I heard his motorcycle roar down the street. I started to cry. Why did it turn out like this?

It was two days before he called me.

"Hey"

"Hey"

"Rogue we need to talk."

"I'm listening."

"No, in person meet me at east gate of the park."

"Alright."

 Jubes drove me to the park where I had her wait. I found Remy under the tree we use to eat under and where he carved our initials. That was back in September it was early January now and really cold. He was in his duster I loved so much on him. I loved him so much.

"Hello Remy."

"Hi Rogue."

"So let's cut to the chase. What did you want to talk about?"

"I need a break,"

"A break?"

"Yeah, a buddy of mine is opening a cycle shop in Jersey. He wants me to be his partner. I'm moving tomorrow."

"So that's it? My feelings don't count?"

"No that's not what I'm saying…"

"Then what are you saying?"

"I can't give you what you need right now." He said running his hands though his hair. Tears started to run down my face.

"But I love you,"

"Rogue I'm…."

"No, just go please." If I had felt like I had just been thrown into hell I would have noticed the tears on his face too. I turned and left him where he was, the harsh winter wind stinging my eyes. I blindly walked to Jubilee's car and climbed in the passenger seat.

"So what…oh my god. Rogue what happened?"

"Why couldn't I've just been satisfied being the women he couldn't live with out?"