hey hey there again!!!!!!! wasshup?? well i'm just updating my lovely story...well yeah...anyways...i really hope you like this one...i knew i liked writing it! heheh well going on...just want ya to get strait to ur story.......

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*sees no one around and sighs*

JiLoE: MAY!!!!!!!
*sees Jiloe carrying rope and tape*
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reminder:...syaoran's home now...and sakura is living with him for the past time to take care of him...

^^Chapter 6^^
~*Learning New Things*~

A few days after...

Sakura walked down the halls pushing Syaoran's wheel chair. Syaoran was finally returning back to school...and so was Sakura. Syaoran wasn't too excited going back to school. He was afraid of all the people who would confront him. It was early in the morning...so not too many people were around.

"I never been here so early." Sakura said while looking around. Syaoran nodded and laid back. He had all their stuff on his lap, while Sakura pushed him.

Syaoran pulled his head back and looked at her slender wrists. He pulled her sleeve up and saw a scar there.

"Sakura, how did you get this?" he asked turning around a bit to look at her. Sakura looked down and saw that he saw the scar.

"Er...from the fall..." she said quietly and turned around a corner. Right then they came front with "jocks". Syaoran's face changed and so did Sakura's.

Sakura tried to pass them...but they stood in the way. One of them...was a red head, who was just like a guy version of Meichi...except in love with Sakura and he had red hair. His name was Leon.

"Aww...does it seem that poor lil Li-kun needs to be pushed around in his little wheel chair, cause he can't do it himself. You can't do anything...Mr. Strong man?" the red head asked in a mocking tone.

He reached over to swap him in the head. But Sakura's hand pushed slapped it away. Syaoran was defensly...with his cast on his right arm and left leg...and his back...just in a tiny bit of pain sometimes.

"Don't touch him." Sakura said coldly. Syaoran wanted to get up and beat the hell out of him...but he just couldn't.

"What he can't do anything for himself...it's just the truth. He had to have you do things for him. Why are you just being a slave for him, Sakura." Leon spoke.

"You will address me by, Kinomoto." she said still with her cold tone.

"What's so special about this guy, anyways? It's not like he can do anything for you! Why choose him when you can be with me? He's just a hard cold emotionless person!"

Syaoran gasped...and sudden memories started flooding his mind. That sounded familiar.

=:-FlashBack-:=

In Hong Kong..

A very young Syaoran walked silently down the hallway. He rarely had friends, only his cousin, Meilin. Meilin wasn't in school today, since she was sick. And Syaoran felt kind of lonely.

He ignored everybody who came around him and who tried to talk to him. He was learn to grow up like a machine....no feelings, no emotions, no smiling, no heart...etc.

While he was walking to lunch, he wasn't watching where he was going and he ran into someone, which caused them to fall. It was a girl...and she started to cry.

Syaoran didn't know what to do. Either help her..or just leave her. He didn't know. He just stood there not knowing what to do.

And the girl started crying more and more. Soon another girl ran up to her and started comforting her. Syaoran just stood there.

"You're just a meany! You didn't even help her or say sorry! You're just a cold hearted emotionless person!" she spat.

And all Syaoran thought of was to run away. He didn't know what to do. He just ran. Even in the middle of the school day...he ran home.

And once he got home he ran to his room and stayed in there for the rest of the day.

=:-End of FlashBack-:=

Syaoran thought on how many times he has been told that. And it was slowly infecting him. He was told to be like that. But, he was finally realizing how he was like. And it hurt him. It it wasn't for Sakura, he'd be the same. He was actually amazed that someone could actually change him. He was surprised he actually let himself change. From behing what he was raised up to be, to a whole different person. Soon enough he started feeling helpless. But he couldn't show it now...he was in school.

Syaoran wasn't ready, ready for today. He got a little scared of what can be coming. Since it was just the beginning of the day.

While Syaoran as thinking, Sakura was arguing with Leon. He looked at the two of them argue. He heard his name a few times. He looked at Sakura before realizing that she was standing up for him. Fire startedbowling up in him. He was getting angry really quickly at Leon. But he tamed it. Leon was saying so much crap about Syaoran. Like Syaoran wasn't even there.

"Syaoran is an ASSHOLE!!" Leon spat. And that blew it. Syaoran was at the tip of his seat and soon enough....

*POW*

Leon fell to the floor holding on to his nose. Syaoran wasn't even out of his seat. He wore a surprised expression and almost smiled.

And there Sakura was, steaming up with anger and holding her hand. She was shaking her hand a bit. She then turned to Syaoran and smiled.

"That hurt a bit. But it was fun!" She said with humor spreading over face.

Syaoran laughed at sat fully back in his seat. Sakura clapped her hands a bit before taking her place behind Syaoran and passing right past Leon and his jocky friends. (A/N: jocky? weird word)

"You didn't have to do that, Sakura. You took away my fun." he said joking.

"Well you can't always have all the fun. Plus, he was going to far." Sakura said rushing down the hallway. Syaoran paused for a moment and thought.

"But why did you do it? I didn't think I was that important."

"But you are important. Really important. Maybe not to some other people's life. But in my life..especially." Syaoran smiled at her. And she smiled back.

"Ditto" is all he said and he had too.

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Sakura pushed Syaoran into the classroom...thankfully there weren't too many people. But his worst enemy came in as soon as he was parked.

"SYAORAN!!" Syaoran didn't even want to look. He didn't even want to know what she was going to do.

Meichi came prancing her way to Syaoran. She gave him a light hug..but Syaoran didn't move a muscle. All he did was sigh and kind of ignore her.

"How are you Syaoran?" she asked sweetly. Syaoran looked at her and blinked.

"Fine." is all he said. Meichi frowned a bit. But soon left. Meichi felt a little unwanted.(A/N: she should've seen that before..*looks around for Meichi...* phew..she nots here)

Soon Eriol, Tomoyo, and Meilin came walking in. Immediately when Meilin came in...she started glaring at Meichi. And Meichi glared back. Soon Meilin got her death glare off Meichi and ran over to Syaoran.

"I'm so happy you're okay, Syaoran!" she said lightly giving him a hug. Then Tomoyo came from behind her and gave him a little tighter hug.

"Yeah...Sakura-chan was soo worried about you!" Tomoyo was soon pulled away from him and into her seat.

"Not now, Tomoyo-chan!" she said sharply. Eriol just sweatdropped and shook hands with Syaoran.

"Glad you're back. Sakura-chan was worried!" Syaoran sweatdropped and so did Sakura.

Mr. Jinotei walked in and smiled at the class. Since like half of it was surrouding someone. And he knew it was Syaoran. Everyone talked about his herioc save to save Sakura. Some girls fell head over heels for his 'herioc save'. Some girls hated Sakura...and thought she planned it all the time...to just get attention. The guys got really jealous because Syaoran just recieved more attention.

The bell soon rang and a few people came storming in. When the class was soon seated, Mr. Jinotei started the class with a smile on his face.

"Today class..we have really good news. One Li Syaoran is back from the hospital...from saving Kinomoto Sakura. Welcome Back Li-kun. I hope you recover soon. And Kinomoto-san, I am glad you're okay." He said doing a little bow.

"And now...for another...we have a new transfer student!" he said gleefully. (A/N: WHAT?!? Where did that come from? I demand to know *starts walking away while yelling*....)

"Min Xing Lo...please come in.." And the door quickly open and a tall chinese looking guy walked in. He had his hair spiked and two bangs hanging down. His hair color was about a brownish-blackish color. He was tall...almost as tall as Syaoran. He was really handsome and was wearing a killer smile.

"He just transfered from Beijing, China." Xing Lo scanned the room. He soon smiled when his sight landed on someone.

"He speaks very well in japanese...so you will be able to talk to him." the teacher spoke.

"Now...where shall we put you...ah ha...jus-" Mr. Jinotei was inturrupted by a screaming girl.

"XING XING!" Meilin couldn't hold it anymore. She quickly got up from her seat and ran to jump in his arms. He caught her with ease and held her close.

The class and Mr. Jinotei stood there wide eyed. He wasn't a very strict teacher so he didn't really do anything. He was really close to the kids...he even called them by their first names.

"I suspect you know him..Meilin." Meilin jumped off Xing Lo and turned to the teacher. She nodded her head voilently. Xing Lo soon wrapped his arms around her waist and held her close.

"When Meilin-chan was in China...we studied together. We got together then. But then she told she was going to go back to Japan...and I started to miss her much. So I decided that I'd stay with her here. Instead of forcing her to come back to China with me." he said...speaking for the first time. He had a very smooth voice. A voice you can listen too forever.

After being in shock for awhile...Sakura stood up and put her hands on her hips.

"Meilin-chan...how come you did not tell us about you having a boyfriend?!?"

"Yeah!" Syaoran and the rest said. Meilin smiled.

"Because I wanted it to be a surprise. I knew he was going to be coming soon. And now he's here and I'm soo happy." she said. She turned to Mr. Jinotei and had a pleading look.

"Let him sit by me...onegai?" Mr. Jinotei smiled and nodded.

"Hurry! So I can get over with today's lesson quickly."

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At home...(Syaoran's place)

Sakura sat on the coach watching Syaoran from there. Syaoran wanted to be alone. He was sitting on his balcony looking at the sunset.

And soon enough a sudden image of Sakura appeared in the sky. He blushed at the sight. It was beautiful. She was beautiful.

He couldn't help...he finally was realizing that he was with the soul mate of his life. That he needed her. More than he needed breathing. He smiled again before realizing Sakura was right there standing by his side.

Sakura looked at him and smiled. Syaoran blushed a crimson color and smiled back.

"Arigatou Sakura-chan. Again."

"Anything you for you...Syaoran-chan. Why don't you go inside and go take a nap. You must have had a tiring day. You can go sleep while I cook dinner." She said pushing Syaoran inside.

Syaoran was put in his room and helped onto his bed. He smiled before dosing off quickly in a deep sleep. Sakura smiled at him and kissed his forehead.

She soon moved out of the room and to the kitchen.

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Syaoran woke up from his heavenly nap and looked around. He laid on his stomach. He tried not to think of the pain that was building inside of him. He smileda little knowing Sakura was sayting with him for a few weeks. Since the magic caused it to be a tiny bit shorter. He looked around curiously finding to do.

He came acroos a small journal book. It looked to be Sakura's. It had pink flowers on topo of it. It was a light vanilla color with straps on it. It looked a little old. He reached for it and put in in front of him

He had guessed that he knew everything, since he was one of Sakura's best friends...so there wouldn't be a single secret in there that he didn't know.

He carefully untied the straps holding the journal shut. He opened it slowly to see Sakura's beautifu writing. She wrote so easy and nice. Syaoran can look at it forever. He ran his fingers over the paper admiring it. He scanned over the words on the page, mainly looking for any signs of him. It did say lots about him. He guessed she started it after he had leftfor China.

It talked about how much she missed him and how much she loved him. That made him smile...but this was a long time ago. e wasn't too sure if she still loved him. He skipped a few pages, landing on a page which looked like tears were dried into it. And the first word he saw was "raped". That caught his attention right away. So he read forward:



Dear Journal,
Today, you wouldn't believe, but I think I was raped. I don't want to tell anyone knowing they would be so protective of me and onii-chan might kill someone. I want Syaoran here NOW! I wish he was here. So I wouldn't have to go through this. I don't want to tell him too. I woke up on the floor leaning against a wall in some trashed up place. I had a few cuts and bruises and parts of my clothes were torn. It almost hurts to move. Even writing this hurts. I hope I can hide the fact on why I have these cuts and bruises. The guys who took me, they too a few of my things from my bag and also tore up the only picture I had of just me and Syaoran. I hated them for that. I'm crying now, for not knowing what to do and from all this pain. IT scares me now. I asked Tomoyo to walk me home now..well with Eriol. They don't know what happened and I don't plan on telling them. Cause if I did, the word would be out. And they would've told Syaoran, and I'm sure he would've been here like that. But I don't want to intrude in his training. I know this is a big deal for his family to become future leader of the Li Clan. I had to tell someone about what happened. So I tell you, journal. Since you wouldn't tell anyone. I'm frightened right now and I don't know what to do. I hope Syaoran would come back soon. I miss im. And I need him now.

Sakura

P.S. needing her Syaoran now.....


Syaoran couldn't believe what he read. And he cursed himself for leaving Sakura. And he cursed the people wo did this to her. So much more anger ran through him. He was made at himself, at the people who did this to her and made at her for not telling him. He tried his best and he sat up. He started to think for awhile.

And he finally understood on why everything that has happened in this present time...has happened. The unknown flying balls (A/N: does not sound right...^^;), Sakura's break downs and etc. She was still terrified. She was always so close to Syaoran and it all made sense. He still burned with anger.

He got up catiously and stood with all his power. He slowly made his way to the kitchen, using the walls for support. He was clutching onto Sakura's journal. He soon enough was by the kitchen. He stood there in the opening and looked into the kitchen with a cold face.

Sakura looked to the side of her to see Syaoran standing. She got worried and stepped towards him. He wasn't suppose to be standing. But he didn't look to happy. She was about to ask if he was alright but she saw what was in his hand. It was her journal. She gasped and took a few steps back. She knew it. He found out. Tears were briming her eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me, Sakura?" he asked coldly.

"Why didn't you tell me....."

To Be Continued...........

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