wello again!....man i'm already this far into the story! but i think i'm still far from done! Yeah well i really don't have much to say...and i'm really busy so i'm going to have one of my friends tell the disclaimer...since it's that time again...
*Syaoran comes walking in with a piece of paper in his hand*
*glomps Syaoran*
May: Glad you can make it!
Syaoran: Er...yeah..can't breathe...
*lets go of him*
May: Gomen...^_^;
Syaoran: forgiven...so do I just read this paper..
*nods*
Syaoran: *cough cough* *clears his throat* umm okay...
DisCLaiMer: May has invited me to come here and tell you that she doesn't own CCS and...*looks at it closely* and um..Syaoran...Sakura does!
*May blinks*
May: I DID NOT PUT THAT IN THERE!
*Syaoran shrugs*
*Jiloe snickers in the background*
*May hears and runs after him*
Syaoran: um...Sakura! HELP!
*Syaoran walks away*
Jiloe: ...Enjoy...The...Chapter...
reminder:
Sakura looked to the side of her to see Syaoran standing. She got worried and stepped towards him. He wasn't suppose to be standing. But he didn't look to happy. She was about to ask if he was alright but she saw what was in his hand. It was her journal. She gasped and took a few steps back. She knew it. He found out. Tears were briming her eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me, Sakura?" he asked coldly.
"Why didn't you tell me....."
^^Chapter 7^^
-=*Fighting...Forgiveness..Confession*=-
"I...I.." Sakura started backing up a bit, unsure of what she's going to say.
"Sakura..It's just me..Why can't you tell me?" Syaoran said taking a step forward with all his strength. Sakura shook her head in confusment.. Tears started spilling, coming down quickly.
"I..." She thought for a moment and looked at her journal. Soon enough her expression changed to an angered look.
"Why were you going through my journal, anyways?" she asked. Syaoran stood answerless. It was his turn.
"I...just..I just expected I'd know everything..since you are my best friend! I expected that you had told me everything!" he shot back.
"Just because you may be one of my best friends...doesn't mean that you have permission to go through my personal belongings!"
"But knowing for quite a while now...I would expect to have enough trust to be told things! Especially things like these, Sakura! You should have told somebody! You should've said something!"
"I thought I could've handled this myself!" she lied. Just trying to release her anger. Tears still pouring from her eyes. *I don't know what to do...I can't handle this alone* she thought.
"No you wouldn't have. You wouldn't have Sakura." he said...calming his voice. He didn't like yelling at her. He didn't like her crying.
"Now you think that I can't do things myself Syaoran?!? Well look at you!!" Syaoran stepped back shocked and heartbroken.
"I just..." he started but was inturrupted.
"It was YOUR fault anyways! ALL of this is YOUR fault!! It wouldn't have happened if YOU haven't left! It's your fault!" She yelled...anger and sadness took over her making her breakdown.
"It was your fault that I was RAPED! That my life is a living nightmare! That I am frightened at the smallest thing!! It's your fault! You wouldn't be hurt like you are now! It's ALL your fault!" She blamed. But after she covered her mouth just noticing what she just said.
Syaoran backed up in shock of realization. The more he thought about it...it was his fault. And he was going to take the blame. But it hurt him. It ripped his heart into pieces. He could've stayed here and none of this wouldn't have happened. He fell back without any support and fell on his back. Causing pain to run through his body. He ran his elbow in to the floor, making it bring tears to his eyes.
The tears weren't from the physical pain...but emotionally. He hurt Sakura. He didn't hit her, but he hurt her by leaving her and not being able to protect her. Syaoran started to crumble. He sat up a bit in disbelief and had tears threatening to come.
Sakura fell to the floor sitting up and crying. She couldn't believe just what she said. She cried a bit, before looking up at Syaoran. And right then did her heart shatter. She gasped, he was crying. She was hurt. She caused the pain that was taking over Syaoran's body. He looked up at her and had a sad and sorry look in his eyes.
"It wa-was..m-my fa-fault." he choked. He looked down again.
"It was my fault." he repeated. Sakura shook her head.
"Nooo." she said still shaking her head. She crawled over to him.(A/N: b'cuz they're both sitting on the floor..) and she pulled herself to him. She held him close and shook her head again.
"No...it wasn't your fault." she said trying to shush him. But she was still crying herself. But it was like Syaoran didn't even hear her.
"I'm soo sorry! I'm soo sorry, Sakura." He said trying to get rid of his tears. Sakuras still shook her head.
"Noo...noo...I'm sorry Syaoran." She said tightening her hold on him. He held her back and let her cry into his shoulder. He still cried though. It's been awhile since he's cried. Too long. And now it felt as if he needed it. Everything that happened in his life is building up inside of him...making them come out. Even really happy times counted.
There were Tears of Joy..Tears Of Sadness...and Tears of Anger coming from the eyes of the Leader of the most powerful clan..The Li Clan and from one of the most powerful sorceress, the Mistress of the Clow Cards.
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A few minutes later...
Sakura still held onto Syaoran, trembling a bit, tears still wanting to come out. Syaoran stopped crying after awhile, but he still felt broke.
"I'm soo sorry, Syaoran. I didn't mean to yell at you. It wasn't your fault. It's just..it's been scaring me." Sakura said, before sighing. Syaoran nodded.
"Forgive me...for not being there?" Syaoran asked while leaving his head on her shoulder. Sakura nodded and smiled.
"Forgive me...for not telling you?" She asked. Syaoran copied her example and nodded too.
"I can never be mad at you, Sakura-chan." He said holding on to her tighter. But then suddenly yelled out in pain.
Sakura backed off quickly remembering he's injuries. She soon picked him up and set him on the couch, with his help.
"I'm soooo sorry...I forgot!" She trying to make him comfortable. He just smiled his best and took hold of her hand..telling her to stop worrying.
"It's fine." he said calmly. But the pain still pierced him. He didn't show it though, he didn't want her to worry. He was worse than he looked. He hid it well.
Sakura smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek...which made them both blush.
"Stay here. I'll be right back." She swiftly walked away and picked up her journal. She looked through it before stepping in her room. Then she realized all the stuff she said about her loving him and flushed in embarrassment. She hit her self repeatedly with the journal in the head before hearing Syaoran call. She slowly put the journal down in a safe place and ran to him.
When she reached Syaoran, she looked around hastily looking for anything wrong. Syaoran just smiled and held up the phone. Sakue sweatdropped and reached for the phone. *That's weird...I didn't hear the phone. And who would be calling me here?*
"Moshi Moshi..." she said quietly. She looked at Syaoran when nobody answered. He was holding his hands under one of the pillows on the couch. He smiled and asked who it was. She shrugged. Since she was still a little angry..she walked away to be out of Syaoran's sight.
She walked down the hall and spoke in the phone once again.
"HELLO?!?" she said, or yelled. The person on the other line seemed to be a little surprised, but they still answered.
"You know...I was sent on a mission...to come here and get the love of my life. And to never come back until I had her. And even if I did get her...I didn't plan on going back. I didn't only come here for that mission or being forced. I came here for my own thoughts. I came back because I left someone...I loved. Soon my mother made it a mission. And gave me a plane ticket and a smile. And she told me that...'The one you love...is waiting. Don't make her wait any more. Tell her soon'." they paused for a second.
"I'm not waiting anymore, Sakura. I Love You...." Sakura backed up a bit, a little frightened but feeling this warm feeling. She thought that the voice sounded familiar..but she wasn't sure.
"Who...who is this?" she asked, her voice kind of shaking.
"Just come around...to the living room and see for yourself." She hesitantly walked towards the living room. She was so scared of what she was approaching, but all she saw was Syaoran.
She looked around for any sight of anyone...but when she looked back at Syaoran. He was smiling...while holding a pink cell phone.
"Aisheteru..Sakura-chan." She heard the other person saying on the other line...and hearing the echo of it in the room. It took her awhile to mentally connect that it was Syaoran on the other line. (A/N: Mou...she's so dense. ^_^; Syaoran: IS NOT!! May: okay okay....sheesh.)
Sakura dropped the phone and almost fell. Syaoran...just told her that he loved her. Syaoran clicked off his phone and smiled bigger.
"I loved you ever since...the last time I said it...when I was here in Japan..before I left for China." he said sweetly. Sakura almost melted into a puddle.
Syaoran was standing there waiting for her answer. She all of a sudden pinched herself. Then started chanting..
"This is a dream...this is a dream..WAKE UP!" she said pinching herself over and over again. Syaoran laughed a bit. And limped his way over to Sakura. Sakura saw he had crutches. She blinked for awhile confused.
"Sakura, it's no dream." he said taking one of her hands. She looked down at her hands. The touch was real. It felt so real. Maybe she wasn't dreaming.
"I just have this feeling, that I'm going to wake up...right before you kiss me." she said with a giggle. Syaoran smiled.
"Wanna bet?" he said leaning in a bit. He was in pain, but the kiss would soon heal it. Sakura hesitated a bit, when Syaoran was about to kiss her. But she let loose and felt a pull. She pulled closed to Syaoran and let her lips touch his. She was a little stiff but she soon enough deepened it. Putting her hands on his shoulders. Without hurting him.
She watch you say.."Kissed his pain away..." (A/N: *looks up starry eyed* kawaii!)
Syaoran ended the kiss and pulled back. Sakura looked up shocked and happy. Syaoran smiled.
"It wasn't dream, see?" he said smiling. Sakura smiled, and tears brimmed her eyes.
"Aisheteru Syaoran-chan." she said simply. Syaoran let got of his crutches and hugged her. She hugged back and smiled. *what a day..* she thought.
"Aisheteru Sakura-chan." he said back. While they were hugging...a dial tone inturrupted them. They both looked down to see the phone on.
Sakura sweatdropped and broke from Syaoran's hold. She reached down and turned off the phone.
"I forgot to turn it off..." she laughed. Syaoran smiled and laughed too. He then leaned down and kissed her again. While wrapping his arms around her.
Sakura held him back as they deepened the kiss. She had a little weight on her, since Syaoran needed the support to hold him up. But it didn't matter to her.
When they broke the kiss again. Sakura looked down since she stepped on something. And it was his crutches. She pointed towards them as she bent down to get them.
"When did you get these?" she asked. As she gave them to Syaoran. He sweatdropped.
"Oh..I've had these forever. I just wanted to use them now." he said. Sakura raised her eyebrow at him.
"Just for now though. Going back to the wheel chair soon.." he said laughing. Sakura sweatdropped and laughed.
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hehe that's the end of this chapter...i hoped you liked it! hehe i'll hopefullie put the next chapter up soon...hehe i'm on a roll! well REVIEW onegai?
Arigatou...ja ne!
~LiLDrAgOnGuRL28...aka MAY.
*Syaoran comes walking in with a piece of paper in his hand*
*glomps Syaoran*
May: Glad you can make it!
Syaoran: Er...yeah..can't breathe...
*lets go of him*
May: Gomen...^_^;
Syaoran: forgiven...so do I just read this paper..
*nods*
Syaoran: *cough cough* *clears his throat* umm okay...
DisCLaiMer: May has invited me to come here and tell you that she doesn't own CCS and...*looks at it closely* and um..Syaoran...Sakura does!
*May blinks*
May: I DID NOT PUT THAT IN THERE!
*Syaoran shrugs*
*Jiloe snickers in the background*
*May hears and runs after him*
Syaoran: um...Sakura! HELP!
*Syaoran walks away*
Jiloe: ...Enjoy...The...Chapter...
reminder:
Sakura looked to the side of her to see Syaoran standing. She got worried and stepped towards him. He wasn't suppose to be standing. But he didn't look to happy. She was about to ask if he was alright but she saw what was in his hand. It was her journal. She gasped and took a few steps back. She knew it. He found out. Tears were briming her eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me, Sakura?" he asked coldly.
"Why didn't you tell me....."
^^Chapter 7^^
-=*Fighting...Forgiveness..Confession*=-
"I...I.." Sakura started backing up a bit, unsure of what she's going to say.
"Sakura..It's just me..Why can't you tell me?" Syaoran said taking a step forward with all his strength. Sakura shook her head in confusment.. Tears started spilling, coming down quickly.
"I..." She thought for a moment and looked at her journal. Soon enough her expression changed to an angered look.
"Why were you going through my journal, anyways?" she asked. Syaoran stood answerless. It was his turn.
"I...just..I just expected I'd know everything..since you are my best friend! I expected that you had told me everything!" he shot back.
"Just because you may be one of my best friends...doesn't mean that you have permission to go through my personal belongings!"
"But knowing for quite a while now...I would expect to have enough trust to be told things! Especially things like these, Sakura! You should have told somebody! You should've said something!"
"I thought I could've handled this myself!" she lied. Just trying to release her anger. Tears still pouring from her eyes. *I don't know what to do...I can't handle this alone* she thought.
"No you wouldn't have. You wouldn't have Sakura." he said...calming his voice. He didn't like yelling at her. He didn't like her crying.
"Now you think that I can't do things myself Syaoran?!? Well look at you!!" Syaoran stepped back shocked and heartbroken.
"I just..." he started but was inturrupted.
"It was YOUR fault anyways! ALL of this is YOUR fault!! It wouldn't have happened if YOU haven't left! It's your fault!" She yelled...anger and sadness took over her making her breakdown.
"It was your fault that I was RAPED! That my life is a living nightmare! That I am frightened at the smallest thing!! It's your fault! You wouldn't be hurt like you are now! It's ALL your fault!" She blamed. But after she covered her mouth just noticing what she just said.
Syaoran backed up in shock of realization. The more he thought about it...it was his fault. And he was going to take the blame. But it hurt him. It ripped his heart into pieces. He could've stayed here and none of this wouldn't have happened. He fell back without any support and fell on his back. Causing pain to run through his body. He ran his elbow in to the floor, making it bring tears to his eyes.
The tears weren't from the physical pain...but emotionally. He hurt Sakura. He didn't hit her, but he hurt her by leaving her and not being able to protect her. Syaoran started to crumble. He sat up a bit in disbelief and had tears threatening to come.
Sakura fell to the floor sitting up and crying. She couldn't believe just what she said. She cried a bit, before looking up at Syaoran. And right then did her heart shatter. She gasped, he was crying. She was hurt. She caused the pain that was taking over Syaoran's body. He looked up at her and had a sad and sorry look in his eyes.
"It wa-was..m-my fa-fault." he choked. He looked down again.
"It was my fault." he repeated. Sakura shook her head.
"Nooo." she said still shaking her head. She crawled over to him.(A/N: b'cuz they're both sitting on the floor..) and she pulled herself to him. She held him close and shook her head again.
"No...it wasn't your fault." she said trying to shush him. But she was still crying herself. But it was like Syaoran didn't even hear her.
"I'm soo sorry! I'm soo sorry, Sakura." He said trying to get rid of his tears. Sakuras still shook her head.
"Noo...noo...I'm sorry Syaoran." She said tightening her hold on him. He held her back and let her cry into his shoulder. He still cried though. It's been awhile since he's cried. Too long. And now it felt as if he needed it. Everything that happened in his life is building up inside of him...making them come out. Even really happy times counted.
There were Tears of Joy..Tears Of Sadness...and Tears of Anger coming from the eyes of the Leader of the most powerful clan..The Li Clan and from one of the most powerful sorceress, the Mistress of the Clow Cards.
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A few minutes later...
Sakura still held onto Syaoran, trembling a bit, tears still wanting to come out. Syaoran stopped crying after awhile, but he still felt broke.
"I'm soo sorry, Syaoran. I didn't mean to yell at you. It wasn't your fault. It's just..it's been scaring me." Sakura said, before sighing. Syaoran nodded.
"Forgive me...for not being there?" Syaoran asked while leaving his head on her shoulder. Sakura nodded and smiled.
"Forgive me...for not telling you?" She asked. Syaoran copied her example and nodded too.
"I can never be mad at you, Sakura-chan." He said holding on to her tighter. But then suddenly yelled out in pain.
Sakura backed off quickly remembering he's injuries. She soon picked him up and set him on the couch, with his help.
"I'm soooo sorry...I forgot!" She trying to make him comfortable. He just smiled his best and took hold of her hand..telling her to stop worrying.
"It's fine." he said calmly. But the pain still pierced him. He didn't show it though, he didn't want her to worry. He was worse than he looked. He hid it well.
Sakura smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek...which made them both blush.
"Stay here. I'll be right back." She swiftly walked away and picked up her journal. She looked through it before stepping in her room. Then she realized all the stuff she said about her loving him and flushed in embarrassment. She hit her self repeatedly with the journal in the head before hearing Syaoran call. She slowly put the journal down in a safe place and ran to him.
When she reached Syaoran, she looked around hastily looking for anything wrong. Syaoran just smiled and held up the phone. Sakue sweatdropped and reached for the phone. *That's weird...I didn't hear the phone. And who would be calling me here?*
"Moshi Moshi..." she said quietly. She looked at Syaoran when nobody answered. He was holding his hands under one of the pillows on the couch. He smiled and asked who it was. She shrugged. Since she was still a little angry..she walked away to be out of Syaoran's sight.
She walked down the hall and spoke in the phone once again.
"HELLO?!?" she said, or yelled. The person on the other line seemed to be a little surprised, but they still answered.
"You know...I was sent on a mission...to come here and get the love of my life. And to never come back until I had her. And even if I did get her...I didn't plan on going back. I didn't only come here for that mission or being forced. I came here for my own thoughts. I came back because I left someone...I loved. Soon my mother made it a mission. And gave me a plane ticket and a smile. And she told me that...'The one you love...is waiting. Don't make her wait any more. Tell her soon'." they paused for a second.
"I'm not waiting anymore, Sakura. I Love You...." Sakura backed up a bit, a little frightened but feeling this warm feeling. She thought that the voice sounded familiar..but she wasn't sure.
"Who...who is this?" she asked, her voice kind of shaking.
"Just come around...to the living room and see for yourself." She hesitantly walked towards the living room. She was so scared of what she was approaching, but all she saw was Syaoran.
She looked around for any sight of anyone...but when she looked back at Syaoran. He was smiling...while holding a pink cell phone.
"Aisheteru..Sakura-chan." She heard the other person saying on the other line...and hearing the echo of it in the room. It took her awhile to mentally connect that it was Syaoran on the other line. (A/N: Mou...she's so dense. ^_^; Syaoran: IS NOT!! May: okay okay....sheesh.)
Sakura dropped the phone and almost fell. Syaoran...just told her that he loved her. Syaoran clicked off his phone and smiled bigger.
"I loved you ever since...the last time I said it...when I was here in Japan..before I left for China." he said sweetly. Sakura almost melted into a puddle.
Syaoran was standing there waiting for her answer. She all of a sudden pinched herself. Then started chanting..
"This is a dream...this is a dream..WAKE UP!" she said pinching herself over and over again. Syaoran laughed a bit. And limped his way over to Sakura. Sakura saw he had crutches. She blinked for awhile confused.
"Sakura, it's no dream." he said taking one of her hands. She looked down at her hands. The touch was real. It felt so real. Maybe she wasn't dreaming.
"I just have this feeling, that I'm going to wake up...right before you kiss me." she said with a giggle. Syaoran smiled.
"Wanna bet?" he said leaning in a bit. He was in pain, but the kiss would soon heal it. Sakura hesitated a bit, when Syaoran was about to kiss her. But she let loose and felt a pull. She pulled closed to Syaoran and let her lips touch his. She was a little stiff but she soon enough deepened it. Putting her hands on his shoulders. Without hurting him.
She watch you say.."Kissed his pain away..." (A/N: *looks up starry eyed* kawaii!)
Syaoran ended the kiss and pulled back. Sakura looked up shocked and happy. Syaoran smiled.
"It wasn't dream, see?" he said smiling. Sakura smiled, and tears brimmed her eyes.
"Aisheteru Syaoran-chan." she said simply. Syaoran let got of his crutches and hugged her. She hugged back and smiled. *what a day..* she thought.
"Aisheteru Sakura-chan." he said back. While they were hugging...a dial tone inturrupted them. They both looked down to see the phone on.
Sakura sweatdropped and broke from Syaoran's hold. She reached down and turned off the phone.
"I forgot to turn it off..." she laughed. Syaoran smiled and laughed too. He then leaned down and kissed her again. While wrapping his arms around her.
Sakura held him back as they deepened the kiss. She had a little weight on her, since Syaoran needed the support to hold him up. But it didn't matter to her.
When they broke the kiss again. Sakura looked down since she stepped on something. And it was his crutches. She pointed towards them as she bent down to get them.
"When did you get these?" she asked. As she gave them to Syaoran. He sweatdropped.
"Oh..I've had these forever. I just wanted to use them now." he said. Sakura raised her eyebrow at him.
"Just for now though. Going back to the wheel chair soon.." he said laughing. Sakura sweatdropped and laughed.
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hehe that's the end of this chapter...i hoped you liked it! hehe i'll hopefullie put the next chapter up soon...hehe i'm on a roll! well REVIEW onegai?
Arigatou...ja ne!
~LiLDrAgOnGuRL28...aka MAY.
