Author notes - you all seemed to LOVE my Spike fic! Thanks for all the reviews ^_^ Even though I said this was a one shot,I think I might add one or two more. This also has major spoilers for the final episode,if you havent seen it,go away! If you want more stories like this,let me know in your reviews,and PLEASE dont flame me.


Disclaimer - If I owned Cowboy Bebop,IÕd be rotting your brains on TV and not on ff.net




Click
By: Asuka Shikuze





That BASTARD!! no matter what I said, that jerk Spike left. That hypocrite,he told me to bury the past,so why cant he?


This is all because of Julia. Simple as that. If he had stayed on the Bebop with me..heÕd be fine,alive.....and telling me IÕm tone deaf. Because of that girl..Julia..that name...its like venom now...because of her,Spike has to die. How could he?


I fired off rounds..I remember that...only five rounds,he didnt even look up. Just kept walking like he was off to smoke a cigarette..like heÕd return in a few minutes,like nothing happened.


Something...deep in the pit of my stomach..or maybe my heart..told me he wasnt planning on coming back. Like he KNEW..and he wasnt telling me. Maybe...he wouldnt have to go alone....I could go with him.


I DID fire five rounds..I dont remember if I put in a sixth. Maybe I should end it all..and join him in the Great Beyond..if there is anything there. I wiped more tears from my eyes. Lets consider something..my memory returning only made things harder...Ed and Ein were gone from what IÕd seen. And Jet,why would Jet miss me? He was always telling me the Bebop wasnt there for when my ship was trashed. The only one who would care about my death was gone. Forever. I sobbed again,and picked up my six-shooter.


Maybe if IÕm lucky,there will be another bullet there,and if I pull the trigger. Boom. IÕll be dead. Pain for maybe a second,but what does it matter to a dead person? As long as I get a glimpse of Spike in the next world. Smoking a cigarette with that smirk on his face like he knew a great secret and wasnt going to tell. I couldnt bear it anymore. I had to join him.

One more sob.

Six shooter in hand..I aimed it at my head,thinking goodbyes in my head.

Trigger pulled...

*Click*.......




Author notes -Heh,am I evil or what? and nope,there is no part two to THIS one. Maybe it isnt as good as my Spike fic,but I hope its a bit more touching than that one,but even if it isnt,PLEASE read and review! If you review,you get more fics! and dont forget to Review my other fic ÒSomewhere In the Night SkyÓ in original anime!