"Although the world is full of suffering, it is full also of the overcoming
of it." –Helen Keller
Chapter 3
I must find the answers to my questions by searching for others created by my creator or where my blueprints had gone. I search a record of my past. I am dumbfounded. My past is a blur. I find some disturbing information. I find a record of Paradigm's psychiatric ward. They placed memories into a select number of the children. She checked the list. The last is R.D. What does this stand for? Does it stand for R. Dorothy? Or is it Roger? I cannot decide. I become confused. My emotions take over again, but I do not black out. I regain control. I am lost in my emotions. Perhaps I only know these things because I am around Roger at night. Sometimes I hear his strange howling and come to his aid, in an attempt to drown out the memories. I believe it was him who had the memories. I believe he is the one they belong to. I will still look for my blueprints for the sake of it. I search. They belong to someone. They have used them. There are other copies of me within the world? I am frightened. I suddenly realize the panic signal being sent from Roger. How much time has passed? I watch him from the cameras that Paradigm has placed along the roads. There is another Dorothy. I become stunned. She is holding a gun towards Roger. Fear runs through my wires. I hurriedly hit the send button for Big-O. I jump into the controls. I quickly travel to Roger. I hope that it is not too late. I am out of the ground and now see grey skies around me. I hear a voice below calling up at me.
"Dorothy?! Did you summon Big-O by yourself?" Someone calls. It is Roger. I suddenly feel my cheeks grow red. I did not know that was an ability I had. Roger looks up at me with a puzzle on his face. He is quickly inside the control room with me. I realize I am in a corner. I quickly look around. Roger is at the controls. It is nice to see him there again. I suddenly see his left hand. It's bleeding and loosing control. I slip between him and the controls. I place one arm around behind his chair and the other over his hand at the controls. I fear he is nervous. This is the first time I have felt the need to do this, and I ponder what he will do. I watch the vision screen of Big-O and I see him smiling. It is not a nervous smile, but a sincere one. I feel so much relief inside me. He soon begins to fight, just as I am ending mine.
Disclaimer: I do not own Big-O or any of its components or respected characters. I in no way take credit for them.
Author's Note:
It may be a while before I write another. I'll try to find my inspiration. I don't just want to write a common type of fanfic, I want to write something special so it may take a while
Chapter 3
I must find the answers to my questions by searching for others created by my creator or where my blueprints had gone. I search a record of my past. I am dumbfounded. My past is a blur. I find some disturbing information. I find a record of Paradigm's psychiatric ward. They placed memories into a select number of the children. She checked the list. The last is R.D. What does this stand for? Does it stand for R. Dorothy? Or is it Roger? I cannot decide. I become confused. My emotions take over again, but I do not black out. I regain control. I am lost in my emotions. Perhaps I only know these things because I am around Roger at night. Sometimes I hear his strange howling and come to his aid, in an attempt to drown out the memories. I believe it was him who had the memories. I believe he is the one they belong to. I will still look for my blueprints for the sake of it. I search. They belong to someone. They have used them. There are other copies of me within the world? I am frightened. I suddenly realize the panic signal being sent from Roger. How much time has passed? I watch him from the cameras that Paradigm has placed along the roads. There is another Dorothy. I become stunned. She is holding a gun towards Roger. Fear runs through my wires. I hurriedly hit the send button for Big-O. I jump into the controls. I quickly travel to Roger. I hope that it is not too late. I am out of the ground and now see grey skies around me. I hear a voice below calling up at me.
"Dorothy?! Did you summon Big-O by yourself?" Someone calls. It is Roger. I suddenly feel my cheeks grow red. I did not know that was an ability I had. Roger looks up at me with a puzzle on his face. He is quickly inside the control room with me. I realize I am in a corner. I quickly look around. Roger is at the controls. It is nice to see him there again. I suddenly see his left hand. It's bleeding and loosing control. I slip between him and the controls. I place one arm around behind his chair and the other over his hand at the controls. I fear he is nervous. This is the first time I have felt the need to do this, and I ponder what he will do. I watch the vision screen of Big-O and I see him smiling. It is not a nervous smile, but a sincere one. I feel so much relief inside me. He soon begins to fight, just as I am ending mine.
Disclaimer: I do not own Big-O or any of its components or respected characters. I in no way take credit for them.
Author's Note:
It may be a while before I write another. I'll try to find my inspiration. I don't just want to write a common type of fanfic, I want to write something special so it may take a while
