Unbelievable : Chapter 1
By : Earth Dragon
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It had been almost 3 years now and even though they had been traveling together for 5 they hadn't told each other how they felt. Then Gourry had died before she had had a chance to tell him and that thought made her angry and sad but then again maybe he knew but now, all her days were lonely as Amelia and Zel were now married and living Saillune. Syphiel had gotten married and was in New Sairaag and Xelloss went back to Zelas. Everyone had somewhere or someone to go back to but she was all alone. She no longer went traveling or bandit killing. She no longer ate much. Everything just seemed bland or boring.
She had even settled down in a nice cottage not too far from a small village. Even though she had a lot of money she hadn't thought of having a large house, there was no need for one because she was alone, and she hated that.
Most said that Lina Inverse was dead, committed suicide or just took on an enemy to strong for her, and to tell you the truth she had. That person, the one she was, Lina Inverse, fiery bandit killer and dragon spooker was dead. Every time she looked in a mirror she saw Celina Winters a plain, gray eyed, black haired girl. No more was the feared Lina Inverse.
In some ways she had taken on an enemy too strong for her. The enemy, love turned heartbreak was slowly killing her. She had no one to tell her to live or to be happy. She had nothing to live for. She was actually surprised at herself when she hadn't committed suicide or even thought of it as an option but now, she was tired, tired of living, tired of being alone, tired of being unhappy. When was the last time she laughed or felt at peace? When was the last time she felt happiness or hope? Maybe she would end her life. Maybe she would finally find happiness and peace in death.
Maybe.
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Like it? Hate it? I don't really care. If you must know i was half awake when i started this and I have no idea why i'm still writing it. Bye now. ^_^
~earth dragon~ aka edra
