Forsaken

Here I am

Standing here

I feel all alone

Yet...

I have many friends

I have wished

That I would pass on

But ...

During these years

I have realized

That all I'm good for is to help them

I don't want them to end up like me

My best friend had met his maker

So did my only parents

As did Sister Helen

Realizing this

When I was young

I had planned to destroy Deathsycthe so

I can never hurt them

I don't want them to feel my pain

But ...

They killed my friends

I feel confused

Many people I love die

Maybe it's because I'm dead

Ever since...

He died

They died

I have never believed

In God

God is just an idea

I only believe in myself

Because...

That's all I have left