A/N: ok I am sooooo sorry I haven't like posted the second chapter in a month, oopsie I thought I already wrote the second chapter but turns out I didn't! (Oopsie I'm forgetful) I'm sorry I have cant' spell and I don't' have good grammar so sorry to all those peeps who think I don't' have good grammar. And just so no one gets confused about who I want to get together Max and Logan forever!

Disclaimer: I don't' own anybody from dark Angel…even though I would like Zack or Logan. He he he

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Space Needle

/How could she do this to me? I was going to tell her that I loved her tonight, a nice romantic diner and then we would of danced and then was supposed to tell / Logan replayed the whole thing in his head. Zack and Max together kissing. He should of known he thought to himself, /they're both Manticore, they have a bond no one can break not even me/.

He looked towards moon perched high in the darkened sky. He told himself to stop thinking about Max…they weren't' like that. But when he tried he just remembered how beautiful Max was just like the moon. Slowly his thoughts drifted to his life. /would she or anybody for that matter really miss me if I were gone? Maybe it would be better if I never existed/

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Max was scared, scared of what Logan saw, scared of her bother with incest like tendencies, scared what Logan would think of her and scared that she actually loved someone. / Face it max…. he's not just "someone" he's Logan/

Max had been looking every where for Logan, she even tried Crash but had been unsuccessful. Giving up she went back to her Apartment, only to be greeted by a crying Cindy.

"Hey boo what's up?" Cindy tried to but on a brave façade but had no such luck her sniffling and tears breaking through every other word. Max already worried about her friends distress sat on the couch with her hugging her tightly.

"Hey Cindy who ever this "Lickety chick" is that messed you up so much ain't worth it" She smiled at her "Aight?"

"Boo this was not no Lickety Chick it was the Lickety chick, she was tall, Ebony, And a cutie pie. And then I saw her kissing some guy. Turns out she was Bi-sexual! Original Cindy ain't having a boo who can't make up her mind" By then the tears had disappeared, Cindy started laughing and Max joined in.

"Well at least you had a beta day then me!" As she said this flashbacks of Zack and how her hurt her emotionally and physically came.

"What's up with you boo? Ex-Wheel Boy bitchin at yeah again?"

"If only…You know how I go into heat…right? Well so do the male X5's, it's kinda gross to think that your brother's and sister's start acting like bunny rabbits 3 times a year, bad mental picture. Ok well Zack showed up" She looked at Cindy and was about to start again when Cindy intervened.

"So let me guess brotha boy finally came onto ya, admitting his more than brotherly feeling to you while he was in heat?"

"How did ya know?"

"Lucky guess? Everyone around you saw how Sam or Zack or whateva had the hots for you kept on eyeing you so much we thought he was gonna start going all stalker like on us. Then Cindy finds out Sam is Zack as in your brother, I knew he loved you way more than a brotha should love a sista."

"I love Zack I really do, just not in the way he want's me to. Cindy…I was at Logan's apartment tonight. I come in and there's Zack he tells me how much he loves me and then he…he did the grossest thing in the world! He… He KISSED ME!" At that point she was yelling it out.

"Boo it was bound to happen some time. Let me guess ex-wheel boy walked in and saw everything?"

"Damn your getting good at this stuff? You sure you ain't telepathic?" Max looked at her in a funny manner, for some reason she expected her to look like the pre-pulse physic she heard about…Miss Cleo was her name or some thing like that.

"Original was just guessing she didn't' know she was right…damn maybe I am a physic? She looked at max and started waving her arms around like possessed person. A burst of laughter erupted from the two. The laughter stopped when Max became upset agian.

"Yeah but, that's not it! He just saw the kiss, he didn't' see me kick Zack across the room, he didn't' see me and Zack spar! He didn't' see how Zack hurt me in the stomach. He didn't' see that Zack left and let me go! He didn't' see the whole thing and now he's gone off somewhere to wallow in self pity, and I should be there helping him !"

"Hey boo? Then why are you here instead of helping Logan's ego?"

"Because I can't find him any were. God this is killing me! I've tried everywhere! Did I tell you how in is medical mental evaluation they said he was suicidal? I thought he would try to kill himself I was so scared. This could just push him over then edge!" Tears began to stream down her face, only to have her hand aggressively wipe them away.

"I just got go and think about things. Cindy did you know that tonight I was actually gonna tell him I liked him way more than a friend. And then with the whole thing with Zack I realized I love Logan? And now he may think I don't' give shit about him?"

"Max calm down! He'll understand!" Max just looked at her blankly. Cindy blinked and She had disappeared.

Cindy started yelling at the empty room.

"Damn boo's trying use her genetics on me. She got another thing com'in when boo's getting back Cindy gonna lay a verbal smack down on her ass." She said with out realizing she was smiling.

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Space Needle

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Logan starting walking to the edge of the structure. /no one wants me or needs me. She can find her sibs using Sabastien or some one else, I was just a meal ticket to her! / He started sobbing not noticing the sounds of someone else's footsteps behind him.

"I loved you max"

Then with out another thought he jumped.

A/N I am soooo evil aren't' I? Ok just so you know it's not what you think. Ill post the next chapter within two weeks and if I don't then I will eventually