Author's Note: This chapter is in Buttercup's point of view.
Chapter 5
Now Is The Time
Nothing. That's what I've felt lately, so if I feel nothing, then why should I show expression? Why? Why should I smile? Why should I frown? There is no answer to those questions, that is why I show no expression. That is why I don't smile. That is why I don't frown. Communication. Why speak? Why? To inform my sisters and the Professor, that I am okay? I know already that Blossom knows I'm okay, she knows for a fact that I am stubborn. I've always envied my sister's intellectual power. Untill now I've noticed that all my life I've used this as an excuse. And lately an excuse to die. Bubbles - oh! Is she a character! - always happy, always outgoing! I envy that. I envy a lot of things I do not possess. Why do I just lay here? Why? Why don't I get out of bed and forget all that has happened? The answer to this? I cannot forget what has happened. How can one forget how one nearly died? I made a foolish mistake, a mistake I will never make again. Just listen to myself! Laying here thinking, thinking, thinking, and nothing more! Disgusting! Just sickening! Laying here rottening, as I said before I'm stubborn. Am I mad? Am I insane? I was suicidal at one point, why not go for the record and become a lunatic! No. I will not allow it! This is it! Now, now is the time to speak! I will tell my family how sorry I am, how I was wrong. Now!
Chapter 5
Now Is The Time
Nothing. That's what I've felt lately, so if I feel nothing, then why should I show expression? Why? Why should I smile? Why should I frown? There is no answer to those questions, that is why I show no expression. That is why I don't smile. That is why I don't frown. Communication. Why speak? Why? To inform my sisters and the Professor, that I am okay? I know already that Blossom knows I'm okay, she knows for a fact that I am stubborn. I've always envied my sister's intellectual power. Untill now I've noticed that all my life I've used this as an excuse. And lately an excuse to die. Bubbles - oh! Is she a character! - always happy, always outgoing! I envy that. I envy a lot of things I do not possess. Why do I just lay here? Why? Why don't I get out of bed and forget all that has happened? The answer to this? I cannot forget what has happened. How can one forget how one nearly died? I made a foolish mistake, a mistake I will never make again. Just listen to myself! Laying here thinking, thinking, thinking, and nothing more! Disgusting! Just sickening! Laying here rottening, as I said before I'm stubborn. Am I mad? Am I insane? I was suicidal at one point, why not go for the record and become a lunatic! No. I will not allow it! This is it! Now, now is the time to speak! I will tell my family how sorry I am, how I was wrong. Now!
