Longing
It is growing.
My gaze keeps turning to her
I can't help it
I just have to look
At her
My thoughts turn to him
I can not control it
Why?
Such thoughts are counterproductive
But I cannot stop
Does she see me
As I look at her?
What would she think?
If she knew
How I feel
Is he looking at me?
Does he also feel for me?
It's cant be.
It serves no purpose
Even though I want it to.
I'm afraid
I don't want her to reject me
I couldn't bear it
I don't want to lose
This secret dream
I am uncertain
How do I act here?
I have never been versed in this
Who would instruct me?
I dislike being uncertain
And so it is
That the most important thing
Goes unsaid
Parting ways for now
But the wish is not dead...
It is growing.
My gaze keeps turning to her
I can't help it
I just have to look
At her
My thoughts turn to him
I can not control it
Why?
Such thoughts are counterproductive
But I cannot stop
Does she see me
As I look at her?
What would she think?
If she knew
How I feel
Is he looking at me?
Does he also feel for me?
It's cant be.
It serves no purpose
Even though I want it to.
I'm afraid
I don't want her to reject me
I couldn't bear it
I don't want to lose
This secret dream
I am uncertain
How do I act here?
I have never been versed in this
Who would instruct me?
I dislike being uncertain
And so it is
That the most important thing
Goes unsaid
Parting ways for now
But the wish is not dead...
