Longing



It is growing.

My gaze keeps turning to her

I can't help it

I just have to look

At her



My thoughts turn to him

I can not control it

Why?

Such thoughts are counterproductive

But I cannot stop



Does she see me

As I look at her?

What would she think?

If she knew

How I feel



Is he looking at me?

Does he also feel for me?

It's cant be.

It serves no purpose


Even though I want it to.

I'm afraid

I don't want her to reject me

I couldn't bear it

I don't want to lose

This secret dream



I am uncertain

How do I act here?

I have never been versed in this

Who would instruct me?

I dislike being uncertain



And so it is

That the most important thing

Goes unsaid

Parting ways for now


But the wish is not dead...