Ch 9 - Her Decision and so much more.
As I sat in my room, my head was spinning. I was laying on my bed, looking at my ceiling, trying to decide what to do. I wanted to keep the baby, after all, it was my baby...but I can't put my mom and dad through that... can I? And what about Micheal? Micheal...crap.....he wants my desicion today. Hmm.
"Are you sure thats what you want Kimi? Positive?"
"Yes, I'm sure. I'm going to keep the baby. And there is nothing no one can do to change my mind. If he or she asks about what happened, I will tell her."
"Thats your decision. You just made another decision along with it too."
"Whats that Micheal?"
He leaned over and kissed me deeply and right in the middle of the halls. "I loved you Kimi"
"That was past tense Mickey....Why was it past tense????" My eyes were welling up with tears.
"It was supposed to be BITCH. WE ARE OVER!" He left me in the hall, tears streaming down my face.
Now where was I? I was having his baby and he just left me. He left me. I ran to my French class, my beloved French class. I ran into my French classroom and sat in my desk, burying my face in my arms. Tommy, Lil, Phil, and the rest of the guys didn't know yet. Only Chuckie. My stomach had started growing, and they saw it, but didn't say anything. I felt a small tap on my shoulder.
I turned my tear streaked face toward the person and came face to face with Phil. He looked down at me and hugged me. "Chuckie told me what happened"
I looked at him and nooded my understanding. He then leaned down and kissed me gently on the cheek. "Always remember that I love you sweetie."
I looked at him "Those words mean so much right now, you have no idea. Then again, they mean so little"
He nodded and hugged me again before taking his seat next to me.
We went through the class, me tryingn not to cry. I was more than happy when Chuckie brought me to the office and checked myself and him out for the day. I wouldn't have to see Micheal the rest of hte day...thank god.
We got home and my mom and dad were both home. My mom told me to sit down. She knew my desicion, and she was smiling. "Kimi hunny, Chuckie told us what happened. if you want, we will let you homeschool at least till the baby is here."
"MOM REALLY!?!?!?!?!" I was estatic after a day of drama.
"Yes sweetie, really"
"OH thank you thank you thank you!!" I hugged her tight and grinned becaue I couldnt get so close to her cause of my baby.
"You want to go shopping?"
"Sure mom!"
We went shopping that night and ended up buying tons of baby clothes, and diapers. We bought a new crib, two car seats, a dresser, and a cute little thing that the baby jumps around in and it helps keep them safe. I was thriled with our purchases as we went home.
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A/N - Okay, you responded and wanted her to keep her baby ,so she is ^_^ more later. If you think Chuckie should beat up Micheal, tell me yes or no in your reviews. I'll decide the same as the last one by November 9th.
As I sat in my room, my head was spinning. I was laying on my bed, looking at my ceiling, trying to decide what to do. I wanted to keep the baby, after all, it was my baby...but I can't put my mom and dad through that... can I? And what about Micheal? Micheal...crap.....he wants my desicion today. Hmm.
"Are you sure thats what you want Kimi? Positive?"
"Yes, I'm sure. I'm going to keep the baby. And there is nothing no one can do to change my mind. If he or she asks about what happened, I will tell her."
"Thats your decision. You just made another decision along with it too."
"Whats that Micheal?"
He leaned over and kissed me deeply and right in the middle of the halls. "I loved you Kimi"
"That was past tense Mickey....Why was it past tense????" My eyes were welling up with tears.
"It was supposed to be BITCH. WE ARE OVER!" He left me in the hall, tears streaming down my face.
Now where was I? I was having his baby and he just left me. He left me. I ran to my French class, my beloved French class. I ran into my French classroom and sat in my desk, burying my face in my arms. Tommy, Lil, Phil, and the rest of the guys didn't know yet. Only Chuckie. My stomach had started growing, and they saw it, but didn't say anything. I felt a small tap on my shoulder.
I turned my tear streaked face toward the person and came face to face with Phil. He looked down at me and hugged me. "Chuckie told me what happened"
I looked at him and nooded my understanding. He then leaned down and kissed me gently on the cheek. "Always remember that I love you sweetie."
I looked at him "Those words mean so much right now, you have no idea. Then again, they mean so little"
He nodded and hugged me again before taking his seat next to me.
We went through the class, me tryingn not to cry. I was more than happy when Chuckie brought me to the office and checked myself and him out for the day. I wouldn't have to see Micheal the rest of hte day...thank god.
We got home and my mom and dad were both home. My mom told me to sit down. She knew my desicion, and she was smiling. "Kimi hunny, Chuckie told us what happened. if you want, we will let you homeschool at least till the baby is here."
"MOM REALLY!?!?!?!?!" I was estatic after a day of drama.
"Yes sweetie, really"
"OH thank you thank you thank you!!" I hugged her tight and grinned becaue I couldnt get so close to her cause of my baby.
"You want to go shopping?"
"Sure mom!"
We went shopping that night and ended up buying tons of baby clothes, and diapers. We bought a new crib, two car seats, a dresser, and a cute little thing that the baby jumps around in and it helps keep them safe. I was thriled with our purchases as we went home.
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A/N - Okay, you responded and wanted her to keep her baby ,so she is ^_^ more later. If you think Chuckie should beat up Micheal, tell me yes or no in your reviews. I'll decide the same as the last one by November 9th.
