Hours turned to days and days turned to weeks…Cloud and his comrades had been through so much…They would finally encounter Sephiroth at the Northern Crator and there…they would destroy and avenge Aeris…
Little did the party know…that every night Cloud hadn't slept…he only thought of Aeris…crying his tears….
Cloud walked into his room and lay on his cot.
He stared at the gentle green glow of the stars. They reminded him of her eyes…
Everything reminded him of her…the stars…the springs…the sea…everything in Nature's power that resembled beauty reminded him of her…
You said goodbye,
I fell apart,
I felt the love we had,
To I never knew I needed you so bad,
He missed her so much…He couldn't think, eat or sleep…without the comfort of her voice…her memory…was all he had to hold on to…
You need to let things go,
I know you told the soul,
I've been through hell to break the spell,
He had been through tortures of his dreams. Days and days of her death replaying in his mind. On how stupid he was! How he couldn't save her!
HOW DID I LET HER SLIP AWAY? HOW DID I LET HER GO!!!
And how did I let you slip away,
Can't spend another day without you,
Without the feeling I once knew,
Cloud broke down to the floor sobbing….He was so strong…but when he thought of her…he would always cry…he let the tears fall…he didn't care.
I cry silently,
I cry silently,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again,
"I can never see her again! She can never be here with me again….it's all my fault…"
I cry cause you're not here with me,
Cause I'm lonely as can be,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again…
He looked to the stars…he wondered what she would say if she saw him…
He didn't want to cry so much…but the pain hurt too much…to have something you love so much be torn from you…
If you could see me now,
You would know just how,
How hard I try,
Not to wonder why,
He would wake up in the middle of the night. Wishing someone would tell him that she was ok. That it was all a dream. That it wasn't true. That she was still there…
I wish that I could believe in something new,
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true,
Oh girl, I'll never be over you,
But he knew reality was cold…she was gone…
Why did I ever let you slip away?
Can't spend another day without you,
Without the feeling I once knew,
It was that reality that made him weep…that made him hurt…the aching pain in his heart…the emptiness of that feeling that was once filled with Aeris' smile.
I cry silently,
I cry silently,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again,
He looked to the stars…wishing she was somehow there with him again…
I cry cause you're not here with me,
Cause I'm lonely as can be,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again…
He wished that there was some way he could bring her back….he wondered did she ever know…that he loved her too….
If I could have you back tomorrow,
If I could lose the pain and sorrow,
I would do just anything to make you see that you still love me…
Cause I know I'll never breathe you're love again,
Did she know? That he loved her? She never heard the words from his heart….
Her last words…
I love you…Cloud…
He heard her voice in his mind…saying those three words that he longed to hear for so long…SHE NEVER HEARD HIM SAY THEM BACK…and now she never will…
I cry silently,
I cry silently,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again,
Cloud wept…he knew there was nothing he could do…nothing he could do to bring her back…he had lost all hope…
I cry cause you're not here with me,
Cause I'm lonely as can be,
I cry hopelessly,
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love
Cloud pulled his covers and wiped his tears….he had to face Sephiroth…at least he could avenge her death…but he knew that she could never come back…
He cried…
Know I'll never breathe your love… again…
She could never come back to him….
