Okay! Here it is , again! I am afraid IM going to start crying.lol. I might just have to change my idea!

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The whole class stopped breathing for a moment. WHAT DID HE JUST SAY?

"Not only is Voldemort back, but we are going to need all the young men we could get to help fight against him. That means all the 7th, 6th. And 5th years are going to have to go." Snape's voice trailed off, and you could almost hear the pain in it.

I tear fell down my eye. Oliver.

Oliver looked at me, worried. He could tell I was about to break down crying. Nothing mattered anymore.

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All classes were cancelled. Immediately after Snape let us out, I ran to the girls dorm and cried me eyes out. I needed to see Oliver, to talk to him, and say sorry to him for everything. I got up and went to the common room. He was sitting there staring at the fire. When he looked at me, I stood frozen, then ran over and flung my arms around him.

"Oliver." I said, sobbing.

He held me in his arms for a few hours, and I guess I feel asleep because when I woke up it was morning, and Oliver was there, sleeping right next to me. I looked at him for a moment, then kissed him softly.

"Julie?" He asked, yawning.

"Oliver..don't leave me, please." I said.

"I have to go Julie. Snape talked to all of us, we are leaving immediately this afternoon. I know you are upset, but I will be fine. Nothing will happen." He said, trying to comfort me.

"Oliver I will not let myself live if something happened to you. I was so stupid before, I don't want to loose you." I said, with a tear rolling down my cheek.

He lifted his hand and wiped the tear.

"Don't worry. Everything will be alright. Now go back to sleep." He said, and smiled at me.

I put my head back down on his chest. I could hear his heart beating, and with him I could not be cold. And so, I went to sleep.

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When I finally woke up, it was around 3 p.m. Classes were still cancelled, so I decided I would spend some time with Oliver before he left. The only problem was that Oliver was no where to be seen. I searched up and down, and I finally saw Harry in the hallway.

"Harry! Where's Oliver?!" I asked

"Oh didn't you hear? They had to leave early. Voldemort just killed Ludo Bagman, and they went to stop him there." He replied, and then went back to the common room.

How could he leave without saying goodbye?

I

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The next few weeks flew by fast. Classes were finally resumed without the boys about a week after. I tried to do my best. It was hard though, with Oliver not being there. Why had I been so stupid and said that I don't love him?

It was Thursday, which meant Potions with Ravenclaw. I didn't feel like talking to Angelina or Katie, who were busy getting over Fred and George leaving. They obviously knew how I felt. As I entered the Potions room, I saw Snape reading a letter, looking worried.

"Class, I have an announcement.." He said. There was the same pain in his voice that there had been.

"Voldemort has been defeated." He added.

Everyone in the classroom started clapping.

"BUT, there were many lives lost. Many young men gave their life to save all of us. May God be with them" He finished.

Suddenly the room was quite. I didn't know what to do.

When Potions was over, we all went down to the Great Hall for lunch. The mail was here, finally. There was a letter to me.FROM OLIVER! I got so excited! I knew he would make it! I just knew it.

I opened up the letter, and it read:

Dearest Julie,

I am writing to you from the quidditch cup field. This is where Voldemort is planning to attack next. They told us that they have a spell to kill him, but he has time to do just one curse before our spell wipes him out for good. This means that there may be a chance I am not coming home.

I know that I promised you the world, and that I would come back so we would be together, but sometimes I have to do what's right, and not be selfish. If I do die, I will die in a place that has always been important to me.on the quidditch field. I love you.

Yours Always,

Oliver Wood.

So that was it. He had left me, and he was not coming back. I just couldn't except it. He had to be alive. I knew he was. I hoped he was.



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Okay, well I cant believe I wrote this. I started crying, believe it or not, so I dunno if I will continue this. Oh well, don't worry, more to come ASAP.