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Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes only. I do not claim an ownership among any of the characters
*...* thoughts
~**~ switch of event
~~....~~ flashback
~~"I'm dying old friend..."~~
Syaoran shot up in bed. *That same dream again...*
Magic of the Stars
Constellation 2: Painful Remembrances
"Ohayo, Syaoran-kun!!"
"Ohayo," I mumbled.
"You're still pale, Syaoran-kun, if I don't see any improvement in your health, I'll have to take care of you myself!" Sakura said, waving a finger at me.
~~"Don't you know I see the way you two look at each other?"~~
I shook my head. "Syaoran-kun?"
"Eh?"
~~"I know that...I'm not the one you love...I will never be...but for my sake... be happy
with Launcelot. Both of you are parts of my soul..."~~
I held my head fearing that it might explode with the chorousing voices echoing endlessly.
"Syaoran-kun?"
"Get away from me!!!" I swing my bag at her angrily, making her fall back onto the floor.
"Syaoran-kun, what's wrong!?" Tears.
I could feel the stares of the class upon me, but all of my attention was at Sakura. Tears were falling from her emerald eyes.
*Please don't look at me that way...don't cry... You don't deserve to cry...*
~~"Gueneviere..."
"How can you say that, your highness?! I'm bound to you...I chose to be bound to you... and yet!!"
"I'm..."
"No! I've had enough of this...You're just saying this because I cannot bear child, is that right?!"
"I wish for your happiness. I can see the your lust for my best knight...You love someone else...It is my duty as your lover for you to be happy..."~~
I bit my lip.
*Please don't cry...*
Confused I ran out of the classroom.
The teacher walked in, "Good Mor-- Kinomoto, what are you doing on the floor?" I stood up and explained before anyone else could say anything, "Nothing, I just tripped and fell, it's nothing really..."
"Okay, so...Li is absent then..."
"Yes."
"Sakura-chan...?" Tomoyo whispered questionably. I ignored her.
~**~
I sat up on the tree, mumbling incoherent words to myself. *Why am I thinking this way...because of me Sakura cried...she doesn't deserve to cry..*
~~"Your majesty..."
"If you wish to run with him..it is okay..."
"But..."
"Gueneviere...I want you to be happy..."~~
"Tomoyo-chan, let's eat over there!" Sakura pointed to the tree I was sitting on top of.
I hid myself as best as I could without making any noise. Apparently, Sakura did not notice.
"Mou! I couldn't understand any of the problems!! Math is soo hard!! I wonder how you do it Tomoyo-chan!"
"If you just concentrate, Sakura-chan, but I bet you can't because *whisperwhisper*"
"Hoooeeee!! It's nothing like that!! Well maybe...but...Hoe!"
I heard a faint giggle. Then I lost my interest in their conversation.
*Why don't you make an appearance?*
I sighed. *Now really, you've known Sakura ever since who knows when...don't be childish!* I could not help but agree with the voice in my head.
"But I bet you can't because..." Tomoyo-chan leaned in closer to whisper into my ear.
"Because you're always thinking about Tsukishiro-kun!"
"Hoooeeee!! It's nothing like that!! Well maybe...but...Hoe!"
Tomoyo-chan winked at me after giggling.
"It was especially hard today because I was worried about Syaoran-kun..." I mumbled.
Tomoyo stopped giggling. "Sakura-chan?"
But her voice seemed distant now...
~~"Launcelot...I feel uneasy..."
"About what, my queen?"
"His highness... I feel he is in trouble..."
"Your highness, Launcelot..."
"Merlin!? What...are you doing here?"
"Help Arthur...he is fighting Mordred..."
"Mordred, that bastard son of his...?"
"Help him..."
"Wait, Merlin, is he okay?!"
"Gueneviere, I will go and check upon his majesty."
"But..."
"His majesty would never lose..."~~
"...Sakura-chan?"
"Hoe?"
*If I keep this up I'll end up like Syaoran-kun...*
"It's nothing, Tomoyo-chan! What do you have for lunch today?"
"Shushi and cut up sukiyaki in a bentou," replied a voice behind her. She whirled around and saw a pir of amber eyes staring at them.
"Hoooeeee!!!! Syaoran-kun? Where were you, I was worried!" Syaoran shrugged, and held his eyes anywhere besides Sakura. "I'm sorry," he mumrmured. "Hm? Pardon?" Sakura asked, eyebrows quirked. Tomoyo whipped out her video camera and giggled silently.
"I said 'I'm sor--" "Konichi wa!!" came a voice. Tomoyo turned her camera toward the voice, "Ah, Tsukishiro-san!"
"Hoeee!" Sakura yelped completely forgetting about Syaoran.
Syaoran turned his head. *Launcelot...*
I sensed his worry, somehow. His eyes seemed afire with saddness. *Just like last time I saw him... my king...* I turned to Sakura-chan and Tomoyo-chan and smiled, "Do you want to join me for lunch today?"
"Hai!" they both responded eagerly. I smiled at their happiness, and at Sakura-chan. *Emerald eyes...silky autmn hair... Gueneviere?* "Yukito-san?"
I snapped back to reality. "Let's start eating then, ne? How about it, Li-kun?" I turned to him. *My king...*
"It's alright, I have somewhere to go to..." and with that, Li-kun walked off.
"I wonder what's wrong with Li-kun, he never passes an oppourtunity to eat with you, Yukito-san," Sakura-chan said questionably.
"Probobly he's jealous, Sakura-san," came a voice. "Ah, Hiragizawa-kun," called Tomoyo-chan. "May I eat with you guys, today?" he asked ever so politely. "Jealous of what?" Sakura-chan asked Eriol-kun. I smiled inwardly at her naivety, but then again, everyone was naive when it came to them. "It's a guy thing, Sakura-chan!" Tomoyo whispered audibly. Chuckling softly, I took a glance around and made eye contact with Eriol-kun.
~~"Was his majesty always so sad, wizard?"
"He was always happy... serious, determined, humorous but happy. Sometimes...I feel like I sould have never led him to this fate...but it was meant to be..."
"Fate is not lead by someone else, Merlin..."
"So are you saying you don't believe in fate?
"I believe in my king, nothing more. Wherever my king goes, even if it's into the firey depths of hell, I shall follow him, so as long as I shall live or he lives."~~
Eriol-kun nodded at me in a somewhat recogntion.
~**~
I slumped up against the school and didn't bother to eat.
~~"Launcelot, do you love Gueneviere?"
"I already heard that you asked her the same question, your highness..."
"That she loved herself? Haha, you're so funny, Launcelot... I'm serious though, do you love her?"
"I... will always choose my duty over my love, your majesty..."
"I expected you to say that...sitting in Siege Perilous...it's a position you would die in if..."
"If..your majesty?"
"If I'm not ordering you now to go and run off with her."
"Why would I leave your side, your majesty?!"
"Mordred has found out about your affair. I knew... and I didn't mind one bit... if you both are happy... I can rest in peace..."
"But--"
"You two are parts of my soul...if you both are happy, then I can be at rest. If you run with her, I won't have to punish Gueneviere or you... and then nobody will take the blame...I will not order a search party...and all will be well..."
"No it will not! I'm not leaving your side!"
"This is an order! Anything that happens to me while you are gone, is not your fault! Live happily with Gueneviere! Begone!"~~
I sighed. Will things be alright this time? Sakura is...she couldn't possibly be... Gueneviere? I grumbled to myself and began eating.
AN:
What do you think? Should I add more 'memories' or leave it just the way it is and continue with the next chapter? Around this time, Syaoran, Yukito, and Eriol-kun already know their past identities and are searching for more people like them. Oh well, just feedback and R+R (for those who read on FF.net!). I think this chapter was too abrupt though...yare yare! And Seige Perilous is one of the highest rankings of Knights of the Round, or so I think. Those of you who read "The Forever King" might have recognized a similarity of lines...trust me though, I did not copy anything. There are some many varieties of King Arthur's stories so don't worry!
Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purposes only. I do not claim an ownership among any of the characters
*...* thoughts
~**~ switch of event
~~....~~ flashback
~~"I'm dying old friend..."~~
Syaoran shot up in bed. *That same dream again...*
Magic of the Stars
Constellation 2: Painful Remembrances
"Ohayo, Syaoran-kun!!"
"Ohayo," I mumbled.
"You're still pale, Syaoran-kun, if I don't see any improvement in your health, I'll have to take care of you myself!" Sakura said, waving a finger at me.
~~"Don't you know I see the way you two look at each other?"~~
I shook my head. "Syaoran-kun?"
"Eh?"
~~"I know that...I'm not the one you love...I will never be...but for my sake... be happy
with Launcelot. Both of you are parts of my soul..."~~
I held my head fearing that it might explode with the chorousing voices echoing endlessly.
"Syaoran-kun?"
"Get away from me!!!" I swing my bag at her angrily, making her fall back onto the floor.
"Syaoran-kun, what's wrong!?" Tears.
I could feel the stares of the class upon me, but all of my attention was at Sakura. Tears were falling from her emerald eyes.
*Please don't look at me that way...don't cry... You don't deserve to cry...*
~~"Gueneviere..."
"How can you say that, your highness?! I'm bound to you...I chose to be bound to you... and yet!!"
"I'm..."
"No! I've had enough of this...You're just saying this because I cannot bear child, is that right?!"
"I wish for your happiness. I can see the your lust for my best knight...You love someone else...It is my duty as your lover for you to be happy..."~~
I bit my lip.
*Please don't cry...*
Confused I ran out of the classroom.
The teacher walked in, "Good Mor-- Kinomoto, what are you doing on the floor?" I stood up and explained before anyone else could say anything, "Nothing, I just tripped and fell, it's nothing really..."
"Okay, so...Li is absent then..."
"Yes."
"Sakura-chan...?" Tomoyo whispered questionably. I ignored her.
~**~
I sat up on the tree, mumbling incoherent words to myself. *Why am I thinking this way...because of me Sakura cried...she doesn't deserve to cry..*
~~"Your majesty..."
"If you wish to run with him..it is okay..."
"But..."
"Gueneviere...I want you to be happy..."~~
"Tomoyo-chan, let's eat over there!" Sakura pointed to the tree I was sitting on top of.
I hid myself as best as I could without making any noise. Apparently, Sakura did not notice.
"Mou! I couldn't understand any of the problems!! Math is soo hard!! I wonder how you do it Tomoyo-chan!"
"If you just concentrate, Sakura-chan, but I bet you can't because *whisperwhisper*"
"Hoooeeee!! It's nothing like that!! Well maybe...but...Hoe!"
I heard a faint giggle. Then I lost my interest in their conversation.
*Why don't you make an appearance?*
I sighed. *Now really, you've known Sakura ever since who knows when...don't be childish!* I could not help but agree with the voice in my head.
"But I bet you can't because..." Tomoyo-chan leaned in closer to whisper into my ear.
"Because you're always thinking about Tsukishiro-kun!"
"Hoooeeee!! It's nothing like that!! Well maybe...but...Hoe!"
Tomoyo-chan winked at me after giggling.
"It was especially hard today because I was worried about Syaoran-kun..." I mumbled.
Tomoyo stopped giggling. "Sakura-chan?"
But her voice seemed distant now...
~~"Launcelot...I feel uneasy..."
"About what, my queen?"
"His highness... I feel he is in trouble..."
"Your highness, Launcelot..."
"Merlin!? What...are you doing here?"
"Help Arthur...he is fighting Mordred..."
"Mordred, that bastard son of his...?"
"Help him..."
"Wait, Merlin, is he okay?!"
"Gueneviere, I will go and check upon his majesty."
"But..."
"His majesty would never lose..."~~
"...Sakura-chan?"
"Hoe?"
*If I keep this up I'll end up like Syaoran-kun...*
"It's nothing, Tomoyo-chan! What do you have for lunch today?"
"Shushi and cut up sukiyaki in a bentou," replied a voice behind her. She whirled around and saw a pir of amber eyes staring at them.
"Hoooeeee!!!! Syaoran-kun? Where were you, I was worried!" Syaoran shrugged, and held his eyes anywhere besides Sakura. "I'm sorry," he mumrmured. "Hm? Pardon?" Sakura asked, eyebrows quirked. Tomoyo whipped out her video camera and giggled silently.
"I said 'I'm sor--" "Konichi wa!!" came a voice. Tomoyo turned her camera toward the voice, "Ah, Tsukishiro-san!"
"Hoeee!" Sakura yelped completely forgetting about Syaoran.
Syaoran turned his head. *Launcelot...*
I sensed his worry, somehow. His eyes seemed afire with saddness. *Just like last time I saw him... my king...* I turned to Sakura-chan and Tomoyo-chan and smiled, "Do you want to join me for lunch today?"
"Hai!" they both responded eagerly. I smiled at their happiness, and at Sakura-chan. *Emerald eyes...silky autmn hair... Gueneviere?* "Yukito-san?"
I snapped back to reality. "Let's start eating then, ne? How about it, Li-kun?" I turned to him. *My king...*
"It's alright, I have somewhere to go to..." and with that, Li-kun walked off.
"I wonder what's wrong with Li-kun, he never passes an oppourtunity to eat with you, Yukito-san," Sakura-chan said questionably.
"Probobly he's jealous, Sakura-san," came a voice. "Ah, Hiragizawa-kun," called Tomoyo-chan. "May I eat with you guys, today?" he asked ever so politely. "Jealous of what?" Sakura-chan asked Eriol-kun. I smiled inwardly at her naivety, but then again, everyone was naive when it came to them. "It's a guy thing, Sakura-chan!" Tomoyo whispered audibly. Chuckling softly, I took a glance around and made eye contact with Eriol-kun.
~~"Was his majesty always so sad, wizard?"
"He was always happy... serious, determined, humorous but happy. Sometimes...I feel like I sould have never led him to this fate...but it was meant to be..."
"Fate is not lead by someone else, Merlin..."
"So are you saying you don't believe in fate?
"I believe in my king, nothing more. Wherever my king goes, even if it's into the firey depths of hell, I shall follow him, so as long as I shall live or he lives."~~
Eriol-kun nodded at me in a somewhat recogntion.
~**~
I slumped up against the school and didn't bother to eat.
~~"Launcelot, do you love Gueneviere?"
"I already heard that you asked her the same question, your highness..."
"That she loved herself? Haha, you're so funny, Launcelot... I'm serious though, do you love her?"
"I... will always choose my duty over my love, your majesty..."
"I expected you to say that...sitting in Siege Perilous...it's a position you would die in if..."
"If..your majesty?"
"If I'm not ordering you now to go and run off with her."
"Why would I leave your side, your majesty?!"
"Mordred has found out about your affair. I knew... and I didn't mind one bit... if you both are happy... I can rest in peace..."
"But--"
"You two are parts of my soul...if you both are happy, then I can be at rest. If you run with her, I won't have to punish Gueneviere or you... and then nobody will take the blame...I will not order a search party...and all will be well..."
"No it will not! I'm not leaving your side!"
"This is an order! Anything that happens to me while you are gone, is not your fault! Live happily with Gueneviere! Begone!"~~
I sighed. Will things be alright this time? Sakura is...she couldn't possibly be... Gueneviere? I grumbled to myself and began eating.
AN:
What do you think? Should I add more 'memories' or leave it just the way it is and continue with the next chapter? Around this time, Syaoran, Yukito, and Eriol-kun already know their past identities and are searching for more people like them. Oh well, just feedback and R+R (for those who read on FF.net!). I think this chapter was too abrupt though...yare yare! And Seige Perilous is one of the highest rankings of Knights of the Round, or so I think. Those of you who read "The Forever King" might have recognized a similarity of lines...trust me though, I did not copy anything. There are some many varieties of King Arthur's stories so don't worry!
