I do not own any of the Buffy people, nope not a one. Though if someone wants to give them to me I'll be fine with that.
This is mostly Spike but it could be Angelus as well, put what ever vampire and female you want together here, I am putting Buffy and
Spike together myself. So, to me this is Spike thinking of the slayer. Hey, Don't forget to tell me what you think ok?

Much love,
L.R.


The Barrier.
By Lilly Rose


Love is just barrier between pleasure and pain.
We just give in to every little thing, taking
mindlessly, not seeing the darker side,
where we bleed.

Pain holds us here between the worlds,
of happiness and sadness. Here it is
like everything in a mirror, everything
changed to fit our blind view.

Love looks at us with her lovely.
Eyes tainting us, trying to get us
to give in to her. Wanting us to
fall in to her arms.

(To fall! To fall! To fall into darkness!)

Once we are there, her holds tightens,
killing our wills. We change into little
school boys and girls. Simple pleasures
have been forgotten, innocents no more
then a memory.

Yet, we still stand and look fondly
upon her. Still kiss her feet and
Whisper our faint little joy that
she is with us.

And when she has gone, our eyes fill
tears that eat away at our soul. Not
even the quite peace of night can
safe us. Not even death.

Love and hate, a very thin line indeed.
Who am I to lie, to tell you everything
will be fine, to dry tears and to stop your
your fears.

I am just her victim, a willing one at that.
I'll let my self bleed, I'll show her my heart.
give her mark, but she wont do it.

No, she wont. She'll stand there looking at me with those
eyes, her sent, filling me with need. The smell of blood
making me want to feed.

But she never thought I could fight back.. I could win.
take her by the hand, and show her. That even love
is dark.

Fin.


There it was, this little love poem, or was it something more? I don't know tell me what you think it is.