Stalker's Thoughts

'I Despise' and 'Torture' started out as single fics, 'Torture' being the companion to the other. I figured I could have a lot of fun playing with Draco's emotions. So I decided to make this into an ongoing series of H/D angst, from Draco's POV.

Dunno how many parts it'll be. The whole will cover their seventh year at Hogwarts.

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I Despise

I despise Harry Potter. Hate him with all of my being. What he is, who he's friends with. I hate how he walks and what he eats, what he wears. I hate those stupid glasses and that scar that no matter what makes him look sexier than any living person on earth.

I'm watching him now, at the feast, sitting at the Griffindor table with that annoying Weasley and Mudblood Granger. They're laughing and smiling. That never happens at the Slytherin table, unless I'm making fun of Potter and they're listening. Not that their attention is anything great. A bunch of idiots, the lot of them. We may be destined to be powerful dark wizards, but the power comes from only a few of us.

Power. How can he have so much power? He defeated the Dark Lord, sure enough, but how? There's nothing at all that special about him. Only gets through Potions because Dumbledore won't let Snape fail him. Though he is smart, I'll give him that. Also incredibly brave. I don't like to admit that I am a coward. That is maybe, the one thing about him that I admire.

That and the way his hair is always falling into his face-damn, I'm doing it again. Or that strange quirk, wearing a broken watch. It's one thing, imagining him close against me, ripping off my robes and kissing me so fiercely that...but it's another to notice his quirks. You know you're in trouble when that happens.

He's the enemy of my Lord, of all my beliefs, and everything I have ever cared about.

So why do I want to fuck him?