You're Gone

It's been a year now.

A year since our adventure ended.

But I still haven't gotten over you

Why do you have this hold over me?

Before I met you, I was fine.

But then, YOU showed up.

You requested to see my eyes.

You stole me.

I could never go a day without thinking of you since.

And then, that not so special day, you kissed me.

You knew all too well what you meant to me

But no, you had to go around acting like you were ordinary.

But you were dead.

Dead all along.

Was I worth nothing to you?

Was I just a pawn in your game?

Did you even love me at all.

No.

I must not ask these questions.

You must not have loved me, then.

If you did, you wouldn't have lied to me

If you did, you would have killed yourself the honourable way.

You would have told me if you loved me.

I want to get over you badly, Auron.

But I know I can't.

I remember the way you touched my cheek, the way you spoke, and I can't leave you behind.

I once said that memories are just the past. Not worth going back for.

I was right.

I hate memories.

I hate my existence.

I'm going to be with you now, Auron.

Ai shiteru.

I will go

Because you're gone.