The Problem of a Love Lost 9
Author's Notes: Takes place after Goku's death in the Cell Games and before Goten's birthday. WARNING!!!! This deals with Anorexia and suicide concepts so if someone you know or you have gone through this I am not making fun of it. I am just bringing the subject up because I saw a movie on Anorexia in Health class. WARNING! YAMACHA WILL BE OOC. Also suicide starts here.
- IsleofSolitude - You have no idea believe things get much more interesting.
- Saiyan Serphant - He is reveiled in a later chapter trust me.
- Nanashi - Wait he as no idea what is going on in Yamacha's mind he is way too wrapped up in the situation with Chichi and Goten.
- demon lover - Thanks and thank you Piccollo.
- JenTrunks - Wait and see chica. Lol no joke chica don't we all.
- Kei - You will see because I am not going to tell you.
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Chichi stared down at the knife in her hand and wondered what she should do with it. She didn't want to leave Gohan but the thought of being alive without her soulmate was too much to bare. She couldn't see living without him, she loved him so much. She was about to bring it too her chest when the door downstairs flew open and Krillian's voice came from the kitchen.
"Chichi!" he shouted. "You here?!"
"I'm in the bedroom I will be back down in a minute!" she shouted down hiding the knife in the drawer.
Chichi pulled her hair back and up into a bun and left her bedroom. The moment Chichi left the room Gohan came into the room and grabbed the knife from its hiding place putting it in his shirt before replacing with the necklace his father had planned to give to her for their anniversary. He then left the room through the window and returned to his own room and hiding the knife under his mattress.
"Gohan everyone is here why don't you come out now and finish your homework later." said his mother from the other side of the door.
"Okay mommy be out in a minute let me finish this problem."
"Alright well don't take long."
"Yes momma."
Chichi walked down the stairs and into the kitchen were Bulma and 18 were working on food. Well actually 18 was cooking and Bulma was cutting things up. She moved to a pot of soup to stir it since it had started to boil. 18 looked at her out of the corner of her eyes and noticed that her weight had gone down by like a pound by now. She sighed knowing wondering if there was anything they could do outside of wishing Goku back that could help the woman. 18 shook her head as Bulma went on and on about how much she loved Veggitta and how good he could be ever now and then with Trunks.
"Oh Bulma!" snapped Chichi. "Who gives a damn!"
Bulma stared at Chichi in shock as the black haired woman went upstairs and into her bedroom. She stared at 18 for severally minutes in confusion.
"What did I say?"
"She hasn't gotten over Goku's death," replied the female android.
Bulma looked to the ground, "neither have I."
"Its harder on Chichi and Gohan."
"Its hard on all of us."
"Look around you. Do things look to be the way they were when Goku was even living?!"
"No it doesn't but that still doesn't give her the right too."
"What gave you the right to go on and on about your lover Veggitta and your son?"
Bulma opened her mouth and closed it, "She still had no right to snap at me."
"She had ever right. Did you know she is having trouble accpeting this? Did you know her son is afraid that he will loose hia mother as well?" "What are you talking about Chichi is in great health?"
"Is she? She is so depressed that she as stopped eating and she might even committe suicide."
"Chichi is too smart to do that."
"Smart and depression are two totally different things you are the one of the brains of this group I figured you would have known that already. By the way were is Monkey boy?"
"Oh Veggitta?"
"He is training."
"Figures."
Bulma and 18 went back to cooking not knowing what Chichi was doing in her room. But 18's senses were open for any trobule so she could leap to the rescue weither the other woman wanted it or not. But what neither woman knew was that Chichi was in her room rembering something that had happened a long time ago.
FLASHBACK_____________________________________________
Chichi looked at her calander it was two years before the next World Martial arts Tourenement were she would meet Goku again. She sighed and looked to her palace window hearing a female voice outside. The young female warrior ran to look outside and saw her best friend on her horse waving to her.
"Hey Chichi!" she shouted up. "Ready to go riding?"
"Yeah sure let me just change out of my gear and I will be right down!"
"Okay!"
Chichi ran around and got out of her sweaty suit and into a fresh pair of pants and tank top. She then ran down the stairs and out of the castle onto her waiting horse. The two friends rode through the forest behind the castle until they came to a lake that was five miles into the forest. The two friend stripped down to their undergarments it was then that Chichi noticed something.
"Hey Gotan?" she asked her friend.
"Yeah?"
"Have you been loosing weight?"
"Oh yeah I have been loosing weight why?"
"Nothing you just look so much thinner."
"You know I bet if you lost some extra weight you would move faster and all."
"Yeah I would but I have been trying to and I am slowly loosing weight."
"You want to know what I do?"
"Um okay."
"Its simple I only drink water no food."
"No food?"
"Nope well only when I am really hungary and then I simple just throw it back up."
"Oh okay."
"You should try it."
"Maybe."
"Come on I am perfectly healthy."
"Well I guess I could try.
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Chichi snapped out of her flashback when a knock came at the door.
"Chichi?" said Bulma. "Are you okay in there?"
"Yes I am fine come in."
Bulma came into the room and closed the door behind her before sitting next to Chichi.
"I am sorry about what I said Chichi I wasn't thinking."
"Its not your fault. Its hard for me to hear about people's lovelife when my husband is gone."
"Its alright I know I miss him too."
"I loved him so much," Chichi whispered as tears began to fall. "Yet I never got a chance to tell him how much he meant to me. We hardly had any time alone together and we missed somemany things together. If Cell hadn't have come then this wouldn't have happened."
"I know, I know."
"I miss him so much Bulma."
Then Chichi burst into tears and Bulma held her while rocking her back and forth trying to calm her down.
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Author's Notes: This story might be longer then I thought so more chapters I guess.
Author's Notes: Takes place after Goku's death in the Cell Games and before Goten's birthday. WARNING!!!! This deals with Anorexia and suicide concepts so if someone you know or you have gone through this I am not making fun of it. I am just bringing the subject up because I saw a movie on Anorexia in Health class. WARNING! YAMACHA WILL BE OOC. Also suicide starts here.
- IsleofSolitude - You have no idea believe things get much more interesting.
- Saiyan Serphant - He is reveiled in a later chapter trust me.
- Nanashi - Wait he as no idea what is going on in Yamacha's mind he is way too wrapped up in the situation with Chichi and Goten.
- demon lover - Thanks and thank you Piccollo.
- JenTrunks - Wait and see chica. Lol no joke chica don't we all.
- Kei - You will see because I am not going to tell you.
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Chichi stared down at the knife in her hand and wondered what she should do with it. She didn't want to leave Gohan but the thought of being alive without her soulmate was too much to bare. She couldn't see living without him, she loved him so much. She was about to bring it too her chest when the door downstairs flew open and Krillian's voice came from the kitchen.
"Chichi!" he shouted. "You here?!"
"I'm in the bedroom I will be back down in a minute!" she shouted down hiding the knife in the drawer.
Chichi pulled her hair back and up into a bun and left her bedroom. The moment Chichi left the room Gohan came into the room and grabbed the knife from its hiding place putting it in his shirt before replacing with the necklace his father had planned to give to her for their anniversary. He then left the room through the window and returned to his own room and hiding the knife under his mattress.
"Gohan everyone is here why don't you come out now and finish your homework later." said his mother from the other side of the door.
"Okay mommy be out in a minute let me finish this problem."
"Alright well don't take long."
"Yes momma."
Chichi walked down the stairs and into the kitchen were Bulma and 18 were working on food. Well actually 18 was cooking and Bulma was cutting things up. She moved to a pot of soup to stir it since it had started to boil. 18 looked at her out of the corner of her eyes and noticed that her weight had gone down by like a pound by now. She sighed knowing wondering if there was anything they could do outside of wishing Goku back that could help the woman. 18 shook her head as Bulma went on and on about how much she loved Veggitta and how good he could be ever now and then with Trunks.
"Oh Bulma!" snapped Chichi. "Who gives a damn!"
Bulma stared at Chichi in shock as the black haired woman went upstairs and into her bedroom. She stared at 18 for severally minutes in confusion.
"What did I say?"
"She hasn't gotten over Goku's death," replied the female android.
Bulma looked to the ground, "neither have I."
"Its harder on Chichi and Gohan."
"Its hard on all of us."
"Look around you. Do things look to be the way they were when Goku was even living?!"
"No it doesn't but that still doesn't give her the right too."
"What gave you the right to go on and on about your lover Veggitta and your son?"
Bulma opened her mouth and closed it, "She still had no right to snap at me."
"She had ever right. Did you know she is having trouble accpeting this? Did you know her son is afraid that he will loose hia mother as well?" "What are you talking about Chichi is in great health?"
"Is she? She is so depressed that she as stopped eating and she might even committe suicide."
"Chichi is too smart to do that."
"Smart and depression are two totally different things you are the one of the brains of this group I figured you would have known that already. By the way were is Monkey boy?"
"Oh Veggitta?"
"He is training."
"Figures."
Bulma and 18 went back to cooking not knowing what Chichi was doing in her room. But 18's senses were open for any trobule so she could leap to the rescue weither the other woman wanted it or not. But what neither woman knew was that Chichi was in her room rembering something that had happened a long time ago.
FLASHBACK_____________________________________________
Chichi looked at her calander it was two years before the next World Martial arts Tourenement were she would meet Goku again. She sighed and looked to her palace window hearing a female voice outside. The young female warrior ran to look outside and saw her best friend on her horse waving to her.
"Hey Chichi!" she shouted up. "Ready to go riding?"
"Yeah sure let me just change out of my gear and I will be right down!"
"Okay!"
Chichi ran around and got out of her sweaty suit and into a fresh pair of pants and tank top. She then ran down the stairs and out of the castle onto her waiting horse. The two friends rode through the forest behind the castle until they came to a lake that was five miles into the forest. The two friend stripped down to their undergarments it was then that Chichi noticed something.
"Hey Gotan?" she asked her friend.
"Yeah?"
"Have you been loosing weight?"
"Oh yeah I have been loosing weight why?"
"Nothing you just look so much thinner."
"You know I bet if you lost some extra weight you would move faster and all."
"Yeah I would but I have been trying to and I am slowly loosing weight."
"You want to know what I do?"
"Um okay."
"Its simple I only drink water no food."
"No food?"
"Nope well only when I am really hungary and then I simple just throw it back up."
"Oh okay."
"You should try it."
"Maybe."
"Come on I am perfectly healthy."
"Well I guess I could try.
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Chichi snapped out of her flashback when a knock came at the door.
"Chichi?" said Bulma. "Are you okay in there?"
"Yes I am fine come in."
Bulma came into the room and closed the door behind her before sitting next to Chichi.
"I am sorry about what I said Chichi I wasn't thinking."
"Its not your fault. Its hard for me to hear about people's lovelife when my husband is gone."
"Its alright I know I miss him too."
"I loved him so much," Chichi whispered as tears began to fall. "Yet I never got a chance to tell him how much he meant to me. We hardly had any time alone together and we missed somemany things together. If Cell hadn't have come then this wouldn't have happened."
"I know, I know."
"I miss him so much Bulma."
Then Chichi burst into tears and Bulma held her while rocking her back and forth trying to calm her down.
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Author's Notes: This story might be longer then I thought so more chapters I guess.
