Our World
Lux

I get the most modern way to die, at least. I hate to think this, since she's probably dead right now, but Bonnie's hanging idea was so medieval. And the booze and drugs idea was outdated in the 60's. Also, I couldn't stand the thought of burning my torso and head. But, Mary was always more courageous than me. I guess Cecilia had a good idea. After her wrists, she needed to know her plan wouldn't fail this time. And it didn't. Maybe I'll have to tell her that when I see her again. In about 4 minutes.

I hear the boys screaming. Everything's going exactly to plan. "You can still save me," I whisper into the air. I laugh humorlessly. After seeing Bonnie's limp body hanging from the noose like that, I don't blame them for getting the hell away from here. And I don't want saved anyway.

"Don't fear the reaper. Come on baby. Don't fear the reaper. Baby take my hand," I sing softly. "Romeo and Juliet...are together in eternity." I could feel the exhaust in my body. About three more minutes.

Love. That's what it was all about for me. When Trip and I were, together, I thought maybe I'd screw the promise. I might actually run away with him. I was such a naive little girl then! I can't be happier that I grew out of that phase.

And when mom and dad locked us up, I knew my sisters would come around. No one wants to live like how we were forced to live. God, mom's nuts. Just a psycho bitch. Hey mom, guess what? You're killing me here, litterally.

Oh, and all the boys on the roof. I knew what we were doing today, and I knew I had to live all I could. And I did it just to amuse the guys across the street. They were fun to have around and mislead, until Bonnie started falling for them. That's why all this elaborate shit was set up. No one knew this except me.

Still about two minutes left. Shit, I have to hurry up. I didn't plan the boys' reaction, thinking I would be dead. But what if they called the police? Oh, there is no chance in hell that I'm staying here with my bitch parents. Damn, I must breath faster.

It's working now, I can feel it in my blood. No need to panic anymore. I'll just lay back on the seat and take a quick nap...