Our World
Mary
I'm doing this because I'm angry. Just goddammed angry at everyone on this fucking planet. The way they treated me like some outsider. I was never let inside the group, was I?
So to all you fucking perfect cheerleaders, I'm doing this because of you. And because of you, mother and dad. Thus, let us not forget my sisters. Who I envied and ignored, loved and despised, but among all, I followed. The only reason the oven is warming up right now.
And because of you, Trip. God the crush I had on you was unbelievable. And Susie told you, didn't she? So you went after my sister. And the day you came to my house, and when I snuck out and walked to your car, and well... You know what Trip? That was my first time! And I had to act like it never happened, and I couldn't tell anyone. It's supposed to be magical, Trip. Guess you never did know how to make a girl feel special.
But I'm past you, and I'm past Lux's crying, and I'm past feeling. I just know I have to leave. Lux has been bothering me about feeling the most pain when I pass. She says Therese could make room on the bed. But, I know I want to feel pain. Because I haven't felt phsyical pain in the longest time.
If we had the records back, I'd be playing KISS right now. But, no, mom thinks the music gives us bad ideas. Well, if it wasn't for her, we wouldn't be doing this. At least I didn't die a virgin.
The physical pain is harsh, I know this because my head is in the oven. And it's really black.
Mary
I'm doing this because I'm angry. Just goddammed angry at everyone on this fucking planet. The way they treated me like some outsider. I was never let inside the group, was I?
So to all you fucking perfect cheerleaders, I'm doing this because of you. And because of you, mother and dad. Thus, let us not forget my sisters. Who I envied and ignored, loved and despised, but among all, I followed. The only reason the oven is warming up right now.
And because of you, Trip. God the crush I had on you was unbelievable. And Susie told you, didn't she? So you went after my sister. And the day you came to my house, and when I snuck out and walked to your car, and well... You know what Trip? That was my first time! And I had to act like it never happened, and I couldn't tell anyone. It's supposed to be magical, Trip. Guess you never did know how to make a girl feel special.
But I'm past you, and I'm past Lux's crying, and I'm past feeling. I just know I have to leave. Lux has been bothering me about feeling the most pain when I pass. She says Therese could make room on the bed. But, I know I want to feel pain. Because I haven't felt phsyical pain in the longest time.
If we had the records back, I'd be playing KISS right now. But, no, mom thinks the music gives us bad ideas. Well, if it wasn't for her, we wouldn't be doing this. At least I didn't die a virgin.
The physical pain is harsh, I know this because my head is in the oven. And it's really black.
