Just For

Summary: Short, song-ficcy type thing, just something I wrote in about five minutes while listening to the song. Spike on how he feels about how Angel hurt Buffy.

Disclaimers: The song is 'Just For' by Nickelback, and the BtVS characters don't belong to me either.

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I want to take his eyes out

Just for looking at you

Yes I do

And I want to take his hands off

Just for touching you

Yes I do

Angel. Bloody soul-havin' prancing poofter with a fetish for hair gel. The bane of my bloody existence. Used to think it was you, but now you're the core of my life. You're what makes me want to stay in the world. And he's the reason I can't have you.

And I want to rip his heart out

Just for hurting you

And I want to break his mind down

Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do

He took everything from you. He said he loved you, and then he left you. I would never leave you. He hurt you so badly, you closed yourself off to the world. And he did it more than once, too. I don't know how I've gone this long without killing him. Nobody hurts you and gets away with it.

And I want to make him regret

Life since the day he met you

Yes I do

And I want to make him take back

All that he took form you

Yes I do

I'll make him regret it. He took everything from you. Your heart, your innocence. How could he do that to you if he loved you? I love you, and I'd stake myself before hurting you again. But you don't see me. Even after everything, all you see is him.

And I want to rip his heart out

Just for hurting you

And I want to break his mind down

Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do

I want to, so bloody badly. But I can't, because it would hurt you. You still care about him, even after what he put you through. Ripping his heart out wouldn't hurt him half as much as he hurt you. But I can't do it. I can't put you through that. I would, though. If it didn't hurt you, I'd do that for you. I'll kill anyone that hurts you, and in the time it takes them to die, they'll regret life since the say they met you.

Because that's what made them have to deal with me.

And I want to rip his heart out

Just for hurting you

And I want to break his mind down

Yes I do, yes I do, yes I do