Dancing
Summary: Just another song-ficcy type piece I wrote in about five minutes. Spike on how he feels about Buffy.
Disclaimers: The song is "Lakini's Juice' by Live, and I don't own the BtVS characters either.
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It was an evening I shared with the sun
To find out where we belonged
From the earliest days
We were dancing in the shadows
Too true. We've been dancing since the day we met, and it's always been in the shadows. You're the closest I've come to the sun since I was turned, and you're all I need. I know where I belong. I belong with you.
More wine
Cause I got to have it
More skin
Cause I got to eat it
I get drunk on your scent, I drink it in, it's all I need. Who needs blood when you fill every inch of me?
Inside the outside
By the river used to be so calm
Used to be so sane
Used to be sane. That's a relative term. I've never been a sane man when it comes to love. Even when I was alive. In love with a girl that despised me. Then there was Dru, my princess that made me what I am today. She delivered me from mediocrity, saved me from myself. But she was definitely someone who snapped sanity's thread a long time ago. I loved her, I did.
I rushed the ladies room
Took the water from the toilet
Washed her feet and blessed her name
Now I find I've done the full circle. I'm in love with another woman that hates me. This is where I've really lost it. I'm in love with the woman who kills my kind for a living. I'm in love with a woman I've tried to kill on many separate occasions, and now I'll do anything for her. If Dru delivered me from mediocrity, then Buffy's lifted me from the darkness I was consumed in.
More peace
Such a dirty habit
Peace is boring. I'm someone who needs excitement, and I know she does too. She denies it, denies me, but we're so right for each other. Black and white, darkness and light. I'm exactly what she needs.
Slow down
You're too afraid
Let me ride
Let me ride
Let me ride
She's afraid. I'm a vampire. For her, it's been there, done that. But she'll come, eventually. She's just so afraid of love, she's been burnt to many times. I won't do that to her. I won't hurt her. All I want to do is dance.
It was an evening I shared with the sun
To find out where we belonged
From the earliest days
We were dancing in the shadows
It's all we've ever done.
Slow down
You're too afraid
Let me ride
Let me ride
Let me ride
