*dislaimer* I don't own it don't sue me
I watched him leave... go out that door, and just completely sift through my fingers. Like water...Trapped for a second...Than gone. Cupped in your hands, and before you can even taste it it falls away from your lips. Now I'm sitting here... one my bed crying, nd the only thing I can think about is him. And what we could have had. If I hadn't have been so scared... scared like I was like I always am, and like I always will be...
Realation ships never last. never not even if you want it so bad it kills. not even if you need it. I will always be scared, even now I sit here, and the danger is gone... all gone. I was scared before of loseing him. of the fact that even if I held on to him tight forever some how he would get away. Turn into sand...and blow away... But now I live in fear of knowing i could have had something...some one... some how. but now its all over. Over in a way i wish it had never been. But there's no turing back now. Old has passed away, and kbew is comeing quick. But now I'm just scared. Scared of everything... Before the only fear I felt was loseing him.But now that he's gone... The world is my fear..every thing..every one every time...If only I could have held on...
Son Pan
I watched him leave... go out that door, and just completely sift through my fingers. Like water...Trapped for a second...Than gone. Cupped in your hands, and before you can even taste it it falls away from your lips. Now I'm sitting here... one my bed crying, nd the only thing I can think about is him. And what we could have had. If I hadn't have been so scared... scared like I was like I always am, and like I always will be...
Realation ships never last. never not even if you want it so bad it kills. not even if you need it. I will always be scared, even now I sit here, and the danger is gone... all gone. I was scared before of loseing him. of the fact that even if I held on to him tight forever some how he would get away. Turn into sand...and blow away... But now I live in fear of knowing i could have had something...some one... some how. but now its all over. Over in a way i wish it had never been. But there's no turing back now. Old has passed away, and kbew is comeing quick. But now I'm just scared. Scared of everything... Before the only fear I felt was loseing him.But now that he's gone... The world is my fear..every thing..every one every time...If only I could have held on...
Son Pan
