I'm so glad she didn't kill him

I was afraid when she was standing over that that she would go mad and that she really would kill him in cold blood. Killing ok if its in self defence in the heat of battle, when it's them or you and you haven't got a choice. But when you have an option, when it all comes down to petty things like revenge or hate, or something, then that's when it becomes hard to define if its killing…or murder.

I did laugh when she carved asshole into his neck though, heck that's probably the kind of think I'd do, or knock them out with an ice bat and draw on their faces with the nearest thing I could find. And I did get annoyed at how easily Ro trusted that forge guy, but Ro and Ebs calmed me down, and I a telepath aid he's ok well then, she can't be…THAT wrong can she?.

And I do still like ebony

But for one moment I feared I was losing her, when she laughed as she leaned over him with her claws out. The laugh that had made her looks so beautiful in the art room at school made her look ugly there, she looked… like a monster, her face was contort into this snide grin and didn't even look like hers anymore, and I thought This is how she'd be if she let them change her, I don't want her to get stuck like that, she looks like wolverine in one of his killing rages,

And yet she's still beautiful and that's what's scary, but she didn't do it, she not a monster, she's a girl, and a wonderful one a that.

Now I just need to find away to tell her that.