WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
Heheh, writing the Trunks & Goten fic was fun, so guess what?
Yup! I decided to write a Vegeta & Goku fic :)!
So yeah, enjoy ;)!
P.S. NO, I am most certainly NOT gay...
I just realized that it's actually fun to write this kinda stuff :P!
Here I am, sitting on the roof of Capsule Corps again.
I've spend every night this week here, staring up at the starry sky.
Being angry at myself and trying to figure out what was wrong with me.
For Kami's sake, Kakarotto is supposed to be my nemesis, my enemy.
I am supposed to hate him.
So why do I feel the way I feel?
No, I have to get rid of this feeling, I can't be this weak.
Oh I know what the feeling is perfectly well, it's love.
But I refuse to love him.
I don't understand how this could've happened.
I tighten my fists digging my nails into my palms, feeling the warm blood on my fingers.
I am so angry with myself I simply have to somehow let the anger out.
I desperately fight the urge to scream and rip off my clothes.
I close my eyes and try to calm down, but Kakarotto's image won't leave my head.
What makes this whole situation even more confusing is that I still want to kill him, but am deeply in love with him at the same time.
Argh, this is just disguasting!
Deeply in love?!?
How could I have such thoughts?
This is just stupid.
I even have a family now!
A wife and a son who I both care about.
No, i refuse to love the moron.
I have to find a way to get him out of my head.
But can I do it myself?
I might need help, but how can I ask for help?!?
Grrr, how I hate this!
I sigh, and then take a deep breath, trying to calm myself down once more.
Then I stand up and jump into the night sky.
What I need right now is some hard training and a swim in a freezing cold lake.
That's the best I can do for now.
As I fly off towards the closest forsest region I wonder if this'll ever be over.
But not knowing the answer I decide that the best idea would be not to think about it too much.
I power up to a super saiyan hoping that might help, somehow, but it doesn't.
I reach a large clearing in the woods with a lake close by, a perfect area for training.
Well, I might as well get started.
I throw a punch at an invisible enemy, suddenly imagining Goku blocking it.
Awwwwwwww, poor Vegeta :(! Me eeeeeeeeevil :)!
Hm, don't mind me. Can't help it.
So anyway, did you like it :)? I hope so.
So don't forget to review, will ya :P?
Heheh, writing the Trunks & Goten fic was fun, so guess what?
Yup! I decided to write a Vegeta & Goku fic :)!
So yeah, enjoy ;)!
P.S. NO, I am most certainly NOT gay...
I just realized that it's actually fun to write this kinda stuff :P!
Here I am, sitting on the roof of Capsule Corps again.
I've spend every night this week here, staring up at the starry sky.
Being angry at myself and trying to figure out what was wrong with me.
For Kami's sake, Kakarotto is supposed to be my nemesis, my enemy.
I am supposed to hate him.
So why do I feel the way I feel?
No, I have to get rid of this feeling, I can't be this weak.
Oh I know what the feeling is perfectly well, it's love.
But I refuse to love him.
I don't understand how this could've happened.
I tighten my fists digging my nails into my palms, feeling the warm blood on my fingers.
I am so angry with myself I simply have to somehow let the anger out.
I desperately fight the urge to scream and rip off my clothes.
I close my eyes and try to calm down, but Kakarotto's image won't leave my head.
What makes this whole situation even more confusing is that I still want to kill him, but am deeply in love with him at the same time.
Argh, this is just disguasting!
Deeply in love?!?
How could I have such thoughts?
This is just stupid.
I even have a family now!
A wife and a son who I both care about.
No, i refuse to love the moron.
I have to find a way to get him out of my head.
But can I do it myself?
I might need help, but how can I ask for help?!?
Grrr, how I hate this!
I sigh, and then take a deep breath, trying to calm myself down once more.
Then I stand up and jump into the night sky.
What I need right now is some hard training and a swim in a freezing cold lake.
That's the best I can do for now.
As I fly off towards the closest forsest region I wonder if this'll ever be over.
But not knowing the answer I decide that the best idea would be not to think about it too much.
I power up to a super saiyan hoping that might help, somehow, but it doesn't.
I reach a large clearing in the woods with a lake close by, a perfect area for training.
Well, I might as well get started.
I throw a punch at an invisible enemy, suddenly imagining Goku blocking it.
Awwwwwwww, poor Vegeta :(! Me eeeeeeeeevil :)!
Hm, don't mind me. Can't help it.
So anyway, did you like it :)? I hope so.
So don't forget to review, will ya :P?
