Title: In Disguise 4/6?
Author: Canisa
Pairing: Lead to.Meiran+5 and ..^__^ 1+2!!!!
Warning: AU (NO GUNDAMS!!! Just the gw boys). Shonen ai. Cross-dressing, attempted sap.
Note: This story is inspired from yoshizumi wataru's manga. Well, at least the concept ^__^ have to do some changes to fit our GW boys in it ^__^;;;
Quick Summary:
To check out his half-sister's (Meiran) crush, Duo boldly transferred to her boarding school without her consent and disguised as a female student because there was no more bed for a boy.
Thinking that Heero Yuy was Meiran's crush, Duo befriended to the Japanese youth but only to find out that Heero harbored feelings for him. Panicked, Duo stripped in order to show Heero who he really was....
Note: ^__^ special appearance of... ^_^ secret.
Chapter 4 --- Chance ----
It was flat.
Heero Yuy stared.
Flat. Flat. Flat. Flat. FLAT!
Like a lowly Pentium II, Heero Yuy simply could not handle the overwhelming algorithm, so he froze, unaware of the surroundings and time. He only focused on one thing, the ivory skin before him that was so flat that stumped his rational thinking.
It was flat and muscular.
".. You are scaring me here! Heero!! Talk to me here! You all right man?"
The surreal words were spoken but not comprehended. Heero Yuy stared.
"Shit, Shit, SHIT!!! I wanted to tell you!! Honestly. I did! But you don't know how hard it is..."
It was flat. Why was it flat?
"God Heero!! Snap out of it. This is not funny! Say something!!!! Anything!!"
A burning sensation was suddenly registered on his left cheek. And then right cheek. The world was shaking but Heero Yuy did not care. He continued to stare at the ivory skin.
Why the hell was it flat and muscular?
"HEERO!! I am a boy!!!"
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"HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!"
"Did I hear you laughing? Are YOU Fucking LAUGHING!!??"
"Hahaha.." Cough. "Sorry Duo.. .I just couldn't help it. it was. it was just too.. Now, what's the word..."
"Save it. I don't want to hear it."
"Fine. Fine." Snicker. "So.You just let him go like that?"
"What else could I do? Tie him up?" Sigh. "What do I do?! Meiran is going to fucking kill me if she knew. Shit! I don't want to loose him either! I thought showing him that I am a boy would at least save our friendship!"
"Well, he didn't exactly reject you, right? Didn't you say that he kinda just mumbled and left? He said he needed time to think. Give him time. Things might not be as bad as you think."
"I guess. Ahhhhh, Why me!! Why me!!!!."
"But you know what. that one line is quite interesting though."
"What?"
"He said he didn't think he would be attracted to a girl. you think he is a homosexual?"
"Eh?"
"He did say that didn't he?"
"But.. well... But he kissed me! The girl me!"
"Oohh.. You are embarrassed? Our playboy is embarrassed?"
"Cut it out, Quatre. It was.... just different, you know?"
"No, I don't know."
"QUATRE!"
Laugh. "... So. you like this guy?"
"Hell yeah, he is cool, man! Totally out there ya know? He even.."
"No, no. I mean, do you LIKE him?"
"What? Quatre, are you drinking too much tea again, I am telling you, drinking green tea 10 cups a day fried your brain! NO! Of course not. Of course I am not attracted to him. Heero. Heero is just someone really cool to hang around..."
"Reaaaallly?"
"Quatre. I don't lie."
"Maybe. But I think you just don't know your feelings. I have noticed that every time you called me, you always talked about him."
"Remember Hilde? Quatre? Remember my Ex? I had a girlfriend? Hello?!"
"The one you dumped when she wanted you to have sex with her... now, what makes me think that you might be attracted to guys again?"
"QUATRE!! I dumped her because I stopped myself from ruining a girl for popularity and sexual drive! I went after her because all the guys were drooling over her!"
"Hence the reason you left us and went all the way over there to protect Meiran from the evil men?"
"Exactly. Men are pigs. You don't get a noble one like me everyday."
"Yes, Duo. You are VERY noble. Anyway, so you like him or what?"
"Quatre, you never give up, do you?" Sigh. "So what if I like him just a little bit. But Meiran likes him! I am there to make sure he is not a pig. And he is not. He is perfect for Meiran. End of the story. My problem now is to get them together."
"Right. And what if he is homosexual? Remember? He didn't think he would be attracted to a girl? He is not an object to be passed around you know?"
"..."
"Besides, he kissed you first."
"He thought I was a girl."
"So what? He kissed you because he liked you."
"I wasn't myself."
"Were you acting any more differently than you usually do?"
"Well, I was wearing fake breasts. I usually don't wear fake breasts."
Laugh. "You know what I mean."
"So what do I do now? Argh. he probably won't talk to me now. He probably thinks I am a sicko."
"What's important is what you think of him. Friend? Or something more than a friend?"
"I can't. I don't have a choice. Meiran..."
"This is not about your little sis. Heero has a choice too you know? Give him a chance. Give yourself a chance."
"But..."
"You cannot tell a person who he likes or does not like, Duo. Figure out your feelings first and follow it okay? And get back here soon, our basketball team is getting whacked. You wouldn't believe that we have been loosing 5 games straight. Coach Howard doesn't have anymore hair to pull you know?"
"...You guys can't live without me can you?"
"Go to sleep, Duo. It's like 3 Am there right? Take my advice. Figure out what you want. If you are not happy, your friends or Meiran is not going to be happy either."
"...Thanks.. Q..I will think about it."
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Extricating himself out of the phone cord, Duo Maxwell hang up the phone. He flapped onto the bed and stared at the ceiling. The room was dark but he could see the shadow of the trees imaged on the ceiling.
Heero Yuy's computer was still sitting on Relena's desk. The screen saver was the plain flying windows.
Duo chuckled. Heero never bothered to change it. To the Japanese boy, a screensaver's function was nothing but to preserve the monitors. He would rather spend time hacking away than surfing on the internet, looking for cool screensavers.
Only hours ago, the Japanese boy was in the same room as he was. Yesterday, the same exact hour as now, they were on their computers trying to see who could hack into the local bank first.
But now. It was just so damn quiet.
So quiet that it hurt.
Curing silently, Duo wiggled his body into the warm comforter.
He missed Heero. He did not notice it before but somehow, along the path, Heero had became air to him and now Duo was suffocating because he was gone.
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Meiran stopped. Breathing heavily, she adjusted the walkman fastened to her belt. The music stopped. She took the earphone out of her ears and threw them into her pocket. She inhaled the morning sweetness.
The fall weather made it refreshing to her body and mind.
Stretched her arms high above her head, she inhaled again.
Absolutely refreshing.
She turned and slowly walked toward the riverbank. She watched the reflection of the newborn sun displayed on the peaceful water..
Until all of a sudden, she caught a stone skipping over the water.
One.
Two.
Three.
The little flat stone made circular waves as it glazed on the water effortlessly before it sunk into the embrace of the cool water.
Curious, Meiran turned and looked for the person who threw the stone. She immediately recognized the dark haired boy.
Heero Yuy. The top student of her class.
Meiran suddenly found herself became more interested because she caught the contemplating look on his face only so briefly. Meiran had never seen him displayed an emotion like that and it made Meiran wondered. To her, Heero always seemed to be very mechanical so the fact that he was here, at 6 am in the morning, doing useless thing like skipping stones on water was just not.. him!
Meiran gulped.
Seeing that the Japanese boy had noticed her and was watching her with his intense blue eyes, Meiran hurriedly pulled out her earphone and placed them in her ears as she started to jog way.
She had heard the rumors about Heero and her brother. It didn't bother her. She knew her brother too well. Even if he didn't notice himself, Meiran knew exactly what it feels like when one is in love.
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"You wouldn't believe whom I saw this morning when I went jogging!" As soon as Meiran changed out of her jogging clothing, she rushed toward Duo's room. "Why are you still in bed?" Meiran frowned. "You have exactly 10 minutes to get to class!"
Duo growled as he buried his face under the cover. He really didn't want to face Heero or Meiran today. It was just too early. He himself needed time. "I don't feel too well. I think I will stay here. Warm and comfy."
Meiran shook her head. She climbed up the ladder and yanked off the cover. "Get up already. You are going to go to class!"
"Geez Meiran! It is freaking cold here!!!"
Meiran smirked. She climbed down the ladder. "So, guess whom I saw this morning!" She opened the drawer and dug up a fresh shirt and skirt. She laid them down on the chair.
"Hun..." Duo made a non-committal voice as he made his way down the ladder. He avoided making eye contact with his sis.
"Come'on! Take a guess!!!"
Duo started to dress, his eyes still avoided Meiran's. "I don't know.. Relena?"
"Yeah right, she is still in the hospital, thanks to you!"
Duo tensed. Thoughts ran through his mind as he tried to figure out if his sister believed in the rumor about him and Heero as Relena did.
"Come'on! You have one more chance." Still excited, Meiran was oblivious to Duo's reaction.
Duo sighed. He really was not in the mood. "Sally then?" He picked up his hair brusher.
"No!!" Meiran smirked. "Heero Yuy!!!" She cheerfully called out. "I saw Heero this morning! Am I lucky or what?"
Duo almost dropped his hair brusher.
Meiran smirked, interpreting Duo's clumsiness as a sign of flustering. She knew for sure that she was right about Duo and Heero. She stepped closer to her brother, her playful smirk still lingering at her lips. "Isn't he cute?" Meiran whispered at Duo's ears, wanting to tease him the way he always did to her. Duo came here to tease her about her crush, now it was her time to tease him about his!
"What?" Duo whirled around abruptly, his violet eyes burnt into Meiran's brown eyes. He swore he saw adoration in her eyes. His heart fell.
Meiran smiled even brighter. "I would say he is very handsome, don't you think?"
Duo gulped. "Not really..."
Meiran elbowed her brother lightly. "Awww. Come'on, he is handsome, he is smart and he is athletic too!!! He is perfect! You have to agree!"
Duo pressed his lips. "Yes he is. He is perfect for.."
"ARGH!!! Duo!! Did I just hear the bell ring? We have to go!!!" Meiran didn't even let Duo finished his sentence. She grabbed Duo's wrist and started to pull him out of the room. "We can't be late! Sally is not going to be happy!!!!"
Duo closed his eyes and let his sister dragged him to the class.
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"I want you." Heero Yuy made sure the words were pronounced clear. "I don't care if you are a girl or boy. I want you for you." He watched the long-braided girl.. no, boy, who was standing before him with his head slightly tilted down.
Heero could not see his violet eyes. But from the way his shoulder tensed and his breathing quickened, Heero could tell that Duo was nervous.
Heero could relate to that. He was nervous too. And he was utilizing every ounce of his self-control to stop his body from shaking. He was on the edge.
He had spent the whole night by the river trying to figure things out. And no matter what direction his thought took him, he only came to one simple conclusion.
He loved Duo for what he was. The fact that he was a boy did not disturb him at all. He had already suspect the reasons why no girls ever made him feel the same way as he was feeling right now.
Now, all he needed was an answer from Duo.
He needed to know if Duo wanted him the way he wanted the long-braided baka.
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Duo bit down his lower lip so hard that he could feel the iron taste in his mouth.
//I want you//
How could words be so sweet yet cruel?
Duo wanted to laugh. He shouldn't but he wanted to. He wanted to laugh at the cruelty and the irony. For the first time, Duo finally knew exactly what he wanted. But the circumstance just would not allow it.
//Isn't he cute?//
Duo inhaled heavily. He remembered the way Meiran's eyes followed them as Heero pulled him out of the class. Duo felt his heart ached. He could not look at those cobalt blue eyes. He did not trust himself.
He loved Heero.
He loved Meiran.
Last night, Quatre talked about chance. About letting Heero have a chance to make a decision and letting Duo have a chance of figuring himself out.
But what about Meiran?
She never got the chance to know Heero and Heero did not even know her existence.
Chance.
It was all about chance.
Duo already had his.
Heero too.
But not Meiran. Not his beloved sister. It was not fair. It was wrong.
Steeling his heart, Duo lifted his head. Their eyes connected. Duo clenched his fists tightly, feeling his blood vessels were being cut off from the overly tensed muscles.
He had to say it. He had to say the hateful words. He just had to.
"I don't."
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TBC
Author: Canisa
Pairing: Lead to.Meiran+5 and ..^__^ 1+2!!!!
Warning: AU (NO GUNDAMS!!! Just the gw boys). Shonen ai. Cross-dressing, attempted sap.
Note: This story is inspired from yoshizumi wataru's manga. Well, at least the concept ^__^ have to do some changes to fit our GW boys in it ^__^;;;
Quick Summary:
To check out his half-sister's (Meiran) crush, Duo boldly transferred to her boarding school without her consent and disguised as a female student because there was no more bed for a boy.
Thinking that Heero Yuy was Meiran's crush, Duo befriended to the Japanese youth but only to find out that Heero harbored feelings for him. Panicked, Duo stripped in order to show Heero who he really was....
Note: ^__^ special appearance of... ^_^ secret.
Chapter 4 --- Chance ----
It was flat.
Heero Yuy stared.
Flat. Flat. Flat. Flat. FLAT!
Like a lowly Pentium II, Heero Yuy simply could not handle the overwhelming algorithm, so he froze, unaware of the surroundings and time. He only focused on one thing, the ivory skin before him that was so flat that stumped his rational thinking.
It was flat and muscular.
".. You are scaring me here! Heero!! Talk to me here! You all right man?"
The surreal words were spoken but not comprehended. Heero Yuy stared.
"Shit, Shit, SHIT!!! I wanted to tell you!! Honestly. I did! But you don't know how hard it is..."
It was flat. Why was it flat?
"God Heero!! Snap out of it. This is not funny! Say something!!!! Anything!!"
A burning sensation was suddenly registered on his left cheek. And then right cheek. The world was shaking but Heero Yuy did not care. He continued to stare at the ivory skin.
Why the hell was it flat and muscular?
"HEERO!! I am a boy!!!"
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"HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!"
"Did I hear you laughing? Are YOU Fucking LAUGHING!!??"
"Hahaha.." Cough. "Sorry Duo.. .I just couldn't help it. it was. it was just too.. Now, what's the word..."
"Save it. I don't want to hear it."
"Fine. Fine." Snicker. "So.You just let him go like that?"
"What else could I do? Tie him up?" Sigh. "What do I do?! Meiran is going to fucking kill me if she knew. Shit! I don't want to loose him either! I thought showing him that I am a boy would at least save our friendship!"
"Well, he didn't exactly reject you, right? Didn't you say that he kinda just mumbled and left? He said he needed time to think. Give him time. Things might not be as bad as you think."
"I guess. Ahhhhh, Why me!! Why me!!!!."
"But you know what. that one line is quite interesting though."
"What?"
"He said he didn't think he would be attracted to a girl. you think he is a homosexual?"
"Eh?"
"He did say that didn't he?"
"But.. well... But he kissed me! The girl me!"
"Oohh.. You are embarrassed? Our playboy is embarrassed?"
"Cut it out, Quatre. It was.... just different, you know?"
"No, I don't know."
"QUATRE!"
Laugh. "... So. you like this guy?"
"Hell yeah, he is cool, man! Totally out there ya know? He even.."
"No, no. I mean, do you LIKE him?"
"What? Quatre, are you drinking too much tea again, I am telling you, drinking green tea 10 cups a day fried your brain! NO! Of course not. Of course I am not attracted to him. Heero. Heero is just someone really cool to hang around..."
"Reaaaallly?"
"Quatre. I don't lie."
"Maybe. But I think you just don't know your feelings. I have noticed that every time you called me, you always talked about him."
"Remember Hilde? Quatre? Remember my Ex? I had a girlfriend? Hello?!"
"The one you dumped when she wanted you to have sex with her... now, what makes me think that you might be attracted to guys again?"
"QUATRE!! I dumped her because I stopped myself from ruining a girl for popularity and sexual drive! I went after her because all the guys were drooling over her!"
"Hence the reason you left us and went all the way over there to protect Meiran from the evil men?"
"Exactly. Men are pigs. You don't get a noble one like me everyday."
"Yes, Duo. You are VERY noble. Anyway, so you like him or what?"
"Quatre, you never give up, do you?" Sigh. "So what if I like him just a little bit. But Meiran likes him! I am there to make sure he is not a pig. And he is not. He is perfect for Meiran. End of the story. My problem now is to get them together."
"Right. And what if he is homosexual? Remember? He didn't think he would be attracted to a girl? He is not an object to be passed around you know?"
"..."
"Besides, he kissed you first."
"He thought I was a girl."
"So what? He kissed you because he liked you."
"I wasn't myself."
"Were you acting any more differently than you usually do?"
"Well, I was wearing fake breasts. I usually don't wear fake breasts."
Laugh. "You know what I mean."
"So what do I do now? Argh. he probably won't talk to me now. He probably thinks I am a sicko."
"What's important is what you think of him. Friend? Or something more than a friend?"
"I can't. I don't have a choice. Meiran..."
"This is not about your little sis. Heero has a choice too you know? Give him a chance. Give yourself a chance."
"But..."
"You cannot tell a person who he likes or does not like, Duo. Figure out your feelings first and follow it okay? And get back here soon, our basketball team is getting whacked. You wouldn't believe that we have been loosing 5 games straight. Coach Howard doesn't have anymore hair to pull you know?"
"...You guys can't live without me can you?"
"Go to sleep, Duo. It's like 3 Am there right? Take my advice. Figure out what you want. If you are not happy, your friends or Meiran is not going to be happy either."
"...Thanks.. Q..I will think about it."
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Extricating himself out of the phone cord, Duo Maxwell hang up the phone. He flapped onto the bed and stared at the ceiling. The room was dark but he could see the shadow of the trees imaged on the ceiling.
Heero Yuy's computer was still sitting on Relena's desk. The screen saver was the plain flying windows.
Duo chuckled. Heero never bothered to change it. To the Japanese boy, a screensaver's function was nothing but to preserve the monitors. He would rather spend time hacking away than surfing on the internet, looking for cool screensavers.
Only hours ago, the Japanese boy was in the same room as he was. Yesterday, the same exact hour as now, they were on their computers trying to see who could hack into the local bank first.
But now. It was just so damn quiet.
So quiet that it hurt.
Curing silently, Duo wiggled his body into the warm comforter.
He missed Heero. He did not notice it before but somehow, along the path, Heero had became air to him and now Duo was suffocating because he was gone.
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Meiran stopped. Breathing heavily, she adjusted the walkman fastened to her belt. The music stopped. She took the earphone out of her ears and threw them into her pocket. She inhaled the morning sweetness.
The fall weather made it refreshing to her body and mind.
Stretched her arms high above her head, she inhaled again.
Absolutely refreshing.
She turned and slowly walked toward the riverbank. She watched the reflection of the newborn sun displayed on the peaceful water..
Until all of a sudden, she caught a stone skipping over the water.
One.
Two.
Three.
The little flat stone made circular waves as it glazed on the water effortlessly before it sunk into the embrace of the cool water.
Curious, Meiran turned and looked for the person who threw the stone. She immediately recognized the dark haired boy.
Heero Yuy. The top student of her class.
Meiran suddenly found herself became more interested because she caught the contemplating look on his face only so briefly. Meiran had never seen him displayed an emotion like that and it made Meiran wondered. To her, Heero always seemed to be very mechanical so the fact that he was here, at 6 am in the morning, doing useless thing like skipping stones on water was just not.. him!
Meiran gulped.
Seeing that the Japanese boy had noticed her and was watching her with his intense blue eyes, Meiran hurriedly pulled out her earphone and placed them in her ears as she started to jog way.
She had heard the rumors about Heero and her brother. It didn't bother her. She knew her brother too well. Even if he didn't notice himself, Meiran knew exactly what it feels like when one is in love.
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"You wouldn't believe whom I saw this morning when I went jogging!" As soon as Meiran changed out of her jogging clothing, she rushed toward Duo's room. "Why are you still in bed?" Meiran frowned. "You have exactly 10 minutes to get to class!"
Duo growled as he buried his face under the cover. He really didn't want to face Heero or Meiran today. It was just too early. He himself needed time. "I don't feel too well. I think I will stay here. Warm and comfy."
Meiran shook her head. She climbed up the ladder and yanked off the cover. "Get up already. You are going to go to class!"
"Geez Meiran! It is freaking cold here!!!"
Meiran smirked. She climbed down the ladder. "So, guess whom I saw this morning!" She opened the drawer and dug up a fresh shirt and skirt. She laid them down on the chair.
"Hun..." Duo made a non-committal voice as he made his way down the ladder. He avoided making eye contact with his sis.
"Come'on! Take a guess!!!"
Duo started to dress, his eyes still avoided Meiran's. "I don't know.. Relena?"
"Yeah right, she is still in the hospital, thanks to you!"
Duo tensed. Thoughts ran through his mind as he tried to figure out if his sister believed in the rumor about him and Heero as Relena did.
"Come'on! You have one more chance." Still excited, Meiran was oblivious to Duo's reaction.
Duo sighed. He really was not in the mood. "Sally then?" He picked up his hair brusher.
"No!!" Meiran smirked. "Heero Yuy!!!" She cheerfully called out. "I saw Heero this morning! Am I lucky or what?"
Duo almost dropped his hair brusher.
Meiran smirked, interpreting Duo's clumsiness as a sign of flustering. She knew for sure that she was right about Duo and Heero. She stepped closer to her brother, her playful smirk still lingering at her lips. "Isn't he cute?" Meiran whispered at Duo's ears, wanting to tease him the way he always did to her. Duo came here to tease her about her crush, now it was her time to tease him about his!
"What?" Duo whirled around abruptly, his violet eyes burnt into Meiran's brown eyes. He swore he saw adoration in her eyes. His heart fell.
Meiran smiled even brighter. "I would say he is very handsome, don't you think?"
Duo gulped. "Not really..."
Meiran elbowed her brother lightly. "Awww. Come'on, he is handsome, he is smart and he is athletic too!!! He is perfect! You have to agree!"
Duo pressed his lips. "Yes he is. He is perfect for.."
"ARGH!!! Duo!! Did I just hear the bell ring? We have to go!!!" Meiran didn't even let Duo finished his sentence. She grabbed Duo's wrist and started to pull him out of the room. "We can't be late! Sally is not going to be happy!!!!"
Duo closed his eyes and let his sister dragged him to the class.
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"I want you." Heero Yuy made sure the words were pronounced clear. "I don't care if you are a girl or boy. I want you for you." He watched the long-braided girl.. no, boy, who was standing before him with his head slightly tilted down.
Heero could not see his violet eyes. But from the way his shoulder tensed and his breathing quickened, Heero could tell that Duo was nervous.
Heero could relate to that. He was nervous too. And he was utilizing every ounce of his self-control to stop his body from shaking. He was on the edge.
He had spent the whole night by the river trying to figure things out. And no matter what direction his thought took him, he only came to one simple conclusion.
He loved Duo for what he was. The fact that he was a boy did not disturb him at all. He had already suspect the reasons why no girls ever made him feel the same way as he was feeling right now.
Now, all he needed was an answer from Duo.
He needed to know if Duo wanted him the way he wanted the long-braided baka.
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Duo bit down his lower lip so hard that he could feel the iron taste in his mouth.
//I want you//
How could words be so sweet yet cruel?
Duo wanted to laugh. He shouldn't but he wanted to. He wanted to laugh at the cruelty and the irony. For the first time, Duo finally knew exactly what he wanted. But the circumstance just would not allow it.
//Isn't he cute?//
Duo inhaled heavily. He remembered the way Meiran's eyes followed them as Heero pulled him out of the class. Duo felt his heart ached. He could not look at those cobalt blue eyes. He did not trust himself.
He loved Heero.
He loved Meiran.
Last night, Quatre talked about chance. About letting Heero have a chance to make a decision and letting Duo have a chance of figuring himself out.
But what about Meiran?
She never got the chance to know Heero and Heero did not even know her existence.
Chance.
It was all about chance.
Duo already had his.
Heero too.
But not Meiran. Not his beloved sister. It was not fair. It was wrong.
Steeling his heart, Duo lifted his head. Their eyes connected. Duo clenched his fists tightly, feeling his blood vessels were being cut off from the overly tensed muscles.
He had to say it. He had to say the hateful words. He just had to.
"I don't."
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TBC
