Silence in a Lost Heart

first fanfiction by bebe ado0rabLez .. enjoy !!

a story of *romance* and *fantasy* s+s

inspiration goes to chetteteng!!

Chapter 2: Where's the Good in Goodbye? ..[Another chance]

They were infront of the hospital running in "Hello can you please tell me the room number of mister Syaoran Li?" Sakura said "ahh yes here it is room number 504" the lady said "Arigato" Sakura said politely. Then there they were opening the door to his room.... and.....

There he was lying in bed and only one more hour left. Sakura felt a sharp pain in her chest. She regreted those times, she wished that she spent time with him. She was mad at herself because she took his every breath for granted.

"Hello.." Sakura said softly

Mrs. Li noticed that tears were slowly falling from her eyes.. she said in a comforting voice "Hello Sakura im sorry that you had to know this happened."

Sakura walked as slowly as ever to Syaoran's bed.. his lonely face creeping closer.

"I'm sorry Syaoran" she whispered quietly.

"Mrs. Li, i don't wish to bother you but i just had to see Syaoran before.. before.. bef..

"Saa saa kura?" Syaoran said with trouble

"Yes Syaoran .. n-n-n-o-o-o i mean please don't talk it will make it worse" Sakura knelt beside him crying harder now

"Saa saa kuu ra.. i.. i.. i.. l-o-v-e.. you.." Syaoran said very slowly

"Syaoran im sorry!! im so sorry.."

"Just.. please.. ... .. say.. you.. love ..... me .............. Sakura

"I love you Syaoran!! please don't leave me please don't!!" Sakura was already begging him.

"Sakura thank you for .. ... for .... everything" his face was now not a lonely face it was happy but not as happy as he can be .. with that Syaoran fell unconscious and his heart began to slow down. Everyone began to panic and a nurse came in the room. Sakura ran to Tomoyo crying. She comforted her altough she too knew she didn't have the strength, but for Sakura, for her sake she found the courage. The nurse rushed Syaoran to another room all of them following waiting where they were asked to. 5 minutes passed then 10, then 20, then 30 ... all of them were worried very worried. The nurse came to them and was hesitant to say.. "I am very sorry but he did not make it. Our doctors have tried their best im very sorry."

Everyone started crying harder and harder by the second. No one could take the pain, no it was too sudden, this is not true, it cannot be happening.. they all thought.

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next day in Sakura's hotel

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"You look miserable Sakura stop crying" Tomoyo said

"I'm sorry .. i cant take this.. i just cant.. please Tomoyo can u give me some time alone?"

"Yes i will.."

Sakura sat in the chair staring at the mirror and repeating over and over to herself..

"Where's the good in goodbye? where is the .. good in .. *sobs goodbye?"

then suddenly..

"Sakura.. "

Sakura was startled she jumped back

"Sakura.. i know what happened to your Syaoran and i'm here to change things"

"what what what do you mean?"

"I'm going to give you another chance. You are going to relive the last week, but this time you have to show Syaoran that you really care for him."

"Yes yes yes i will, but how are you doing this? Who are you?"

"You don't need to know Sakura.. all u have to worry about is showing Syaoran that you love him" the man said with a gentle voice

"Are you an angel? you seem so much like one.." Sakura said quietly

He heard and said.. "Well.. i suppose that you can say that.. if that is what you wish"

"So you are an angel? an angel with the key of time?"

"No.. i only have control of those who have lost their loved ones but were not supposed to.. only DESTINY should happen, not a mistake .. and here you lost your loved one.. someone you really cared for and someone who really cares for you"

"But what do you mean?" Sakura was a little confused

"I can't say anymore but remember you have to show it all to Syaoran.. and.. there is one thing i forgot... something very very important.." He said

"What is it?"

"Well.. when this day comes around again your Syaoran will meet his fate.. and die again.."

"NO!!! but why?! why?! please.. doozo.. nooo.. please don't let this happen" Sakura started crying a single tear slowly falling down her cheek

"I'm very sorry but i can't do anything.. that is one thing i cannot control.. it jus has to be.. now when you wake up tomorrow it will be exactly like a week ago and your Syaoran will be alive.. you have to show him you love him.. goodbye..."

With a light smoke he disappeared back to where he came from.

"Is this really true?" Sakura said to herself..

"Sakura.. Sakura.. are you okay?" Tomoyo asked out the door

"Yes i'm fine" Sakura answered

"Can i come in?"

"Sure" Sakura said

"Are you sure you are okay?"

"yes i'm fine.. but a little confused"

"Confused? why are you confused?"

"Ohh.. umm.. never mind.. its nothing Tomoyo"

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next day

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Sakura woke up after a rough night she had probably got 4 hours of sleep.

"Sakura!!! time to wake up!!!" TOmoyo said unusually happy sakura thought..

*yawn* "I'm coming"

"ahh here you are.. here is your breakfast .. you better hurry because we have to do many things today we still have to finish your album" Tomoyo said smiling

"But.. but didnt we didnt you.." Sakura mumbled

"Huh? didnt we what?" Tomoyo asked confused

"ohh uhh never mind.. Tomoyo about what happened to Syaoran"

"Thinking about him again Sakura? we really should visit him if you're going to think about him all the time."

"What?"

"Hai.. if you really want to visit him"

"but but but isnt he gone?"

"No what do you mean?? He's not gone........."

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"He's not gone??" Sakura said standing from her seat

"No Sakura" Tomoyo said giggling

















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