I have pictures
They have pictures...their faces I remeber, names on the tip of my tonngue
They have my son
Their son, really
I gave him to them. Because they could love him.They had the time, the ambition, the support and compassion of their family
Everything I couldn't offer him
But i have pictures,and stories
John likes to tell me them, when i ask. It's not that I don't remeber...because I remeber that day as brillantly as I could any other important day of my life
But I like to hear them. Like I wasn't really there
That's called disassociation
If I had a patient who came in, and she was talking like this..as crazy as this sounds,I'd have to call psych
But I talked to a shrink
It's not all me....
*beep*
Your father is furious with your behavior at dinner.He'd just die if he knew I was doing this...
*Beep*
It's all a show
Even John agrees with me.
If it has anything to do,or about them, it matters
Like my mother's need to patch up the fight
If I didn't know my family so well
I would say that was a plea of redemption
but it's not
it's just another chance to have it all happen all over again
They have pictures...their faces I remeber, names on the tip of my tonngue
They have my son
Their son, really
I gave him to them. Because they could love him.They had the time, the ambition, the support and compassion of their family
Everything I couldn't offer him
But i have pictures,and stories
John likes to tell me them, when i ask. It's not that I don't remeber...because I remeber that day as brillantly as I could any other important day of my life
But I like to hear them. Like I wasn't really there
That's called disassociation
If I had a patient who came in, and she was talking like this..as crazy as this sounds,I'd have to call psych
But I talked to a shrink
It's not all me....
*beep*
Your father is furious with your behavior at dinner.He'd just die if he knew I was doing this...
*Beep*
It's all a show
Even John agrees with me.
If it has anything to do,or about them, it matters
Like my mother's need to patch up the fight
If I didn't know my family so well
I would say that was a plea of redemption
but it's not
it's just another chance to have it all happen all over again
