Faye sat on her bed staring at the ceiling of the ship. She was thinking of him. thinking of Spike. Just wondering were he was, what was he doing or even if he was dead.

She hadn't found absolutely no news on him, on were he was or anything. It was hard to keep hope but it was only a week.

1 Earlier that day she had gone a few places in search for him for any traces that would have indicated that he was alive or dead. She found the same things as before.nothing.

There was no doubt in Faye's mind that she missed him a lot. Her mind sometimes wondered off to that night.

*Flashback

Faye kept on looking at the screen.

Tears formed in her eyes slowly messing up her mascara leaving black stain marks on her check.

She couldn't believe that that girl that is so different was herself. She didn't think she knew herself anymore, that happy girl was her. She rolled her body into a little shape of a ball and sobbed. She had pain in her heart, pain that she didn't know even her original name, nothing about her previous life.

The girl on the screen said "Go Me!!!". That was it, she broke into tears that flowed like a waterfall. She couldn't help it. She wasn't as strong as she thought she was.

A light and soft hand that comforted her Faye then felt on her shoulder.

Faye looked up at the person who was in front of her. To her surprise it was the puffy headed Bruce Lee.Spike.

She hated him right then, hated his life with identity, hated him because he was strong and just because he was there.

Faye jumped at Spike hitting his chest with her small fist. She kept on hitting s hard as she could until she couldn't anymore.

The tears in her eyes were stinging. She quickly wiped them away from her face and looked up to his. His stare hadn't changed he was looking at her with sincerity and worry. His eyes were on her, looking straight at her.

She became weak once again and started crying. She didn't care anymore she just wanted to cry.

Suddenly without any remarks Spike took Faye into his arms. It felt good to her to be embraced into his strong hold, to feel wanted. She sobbed until she was all dry out of tears and had a sour throat.

But he was still there holding her like she was a small child, to be protected. Spike still hadn't said a word but just his arms around her made her feel better.

She looked up to his face and said softly with the short amount of voice she had left "I feel better, Thanks".

He smiled down on her and took his arms around her to put it in his pants pocket. "Don't mention it". Just like that he turned around and left the room.

Faye now felt empty without his arms. She felt bare and unprotected.

End of Flash Back*

Until that week she still felt bare and unprotected. She wanted him holding her like before. She wanted to feel him with her.

That's why she had to find him, were ever he was. Nothing was going to stop her until she dies. She knew he needed her like she needed him before. he needed to be held tight as she was before.

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Authors note: Wrote this on Xmas 2001, my ending sucked yes it did it was all my moms fault she said it was too late to write so I just ended it that exact date because if not then my writing mood would have got messed up. So please R&R

Btw thanks to Trunks_rage for the title ^.^