Should I... or not?

I hope you kept my secret,
It's mid-day now and I see the sky as a light blue,
the crimson swirls gone by now,
the rainbow and gold fish swimming in the warm lake.
My dark blue thick hair made up in a ponytail,
as I dive into the cool, slightly warmed lake.
I take a sigh, a thought, and releived.
I knew this was going to be a hard day.

There's something about Tenchi that makes you want to...
well.....
kiss him.
He's so occupied with the other girls that I bet he forgot about me,
Why am I so out of the picture?
Ayeka and Ryoko must have a talent.
Lucky them.
I can never ever make Tenchi have a "thing" for me....
what is their secret?
how do they do it?
I'll find out soon. And I'll try my best.

I get out of the lake,
and I turned around to see the sun setting.
I wondered of Sasami made dinner already,
and I started to walk back to the home.
There, everyone was waiting for me.
Mihoshi waving at me like an idiot as usual,
Ryoko and Ayeka fighting,...oh boy,
Washuu jotting down her next invention,
Sasami was cooking inside,
and Tenchi doing nothing.
This is my chance.
Should I do it.... or not?