Live Forever Die Today
Chapter VI: Live Forever, Die Today
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
- James Dean
For the second time that day, Draco was confused. He had never truly hated Harry, he had known that. He had been jealous, while at the same time admiring him. But now, he felt other feelings. Feelings of passion and attraction. These scared him. Lust was something he could understand. He was a fifteen-year-old boy. He was a walking hormone, a hornball. But what he was feeling couldn't be honestly aquatinted with love. But love, love was another matter.
Draco dreamt that one day he would be able to love someone and they, in return, would love him equally. But he figured that to be only a dream. One of many that he prayed would one day occur but doubted the likelihood of happening. For one, he felt he was incapable of such feelings. Two, he felt he didn't deserve these things. Three, he doubt he would live long enough for it to happen. He wasn't going to live forever, and that's how long it would take. But he dreamt as if he would.
That was another thing. Draco never knew from one moment to the next if he was going to die with the next breath he took. So he lived for the moment. He took no chances. He left nothing for 'later', as he knew, for him, there might never be a later. He lived his life, no regrets. Though, like all people he did have some. But few. He lived as if he were to die that day.
These thoughts ran through the blonde's head as he watched Harry sleep. It was at this point he stopped, his thoughts interrupted by the fact that Harry was waking up. It was at this moment that Harry looked the most beautiful that Draco had ever seen him. He couldn't take the chance. His developing feelings for the other boy were too strong. He had to do it. Harry may really hate him forever now, but it would be worth the risk as far as he was concerned. He checked on Sirius, to see that the man was still asleep in his chair. This was it; there was no turning back. Moving to face Harry again, Draco took two steps and was at the side of Harry's bed. Looking down he stared into those green, confused eyes. He knew that he had to do it. Damning the consequences, at that moment, Draco leaned down and pressed his lips to Harry's.
To Be Continued

Author's Note: Okay, sorry it took awhile. I hope to have the next Chapter out soon. Knock on wood. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. If I get alot of reviews, I'll take it you want me to continue. If I don't...well, Summer does start Fri. at 11:40 am and I don't want to waste my summer on a story no one likes. So tell me what you think. Loves ya!