Maybe It's Just Destiny
By Tonna Yuy
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or anything pertaining to it.
Authors Note: This story takes place a year and a half after the end of Endless Waltz.
The Gundam Pilots have gone their separate ways but still see each other once in a while at a meeting here and there to make sure the peace is lasting. The year is After Colony: 197.
*** = Character thinking
[ ] = Me, the author adding in a little note. ~_^
Ok, One thing here in this story, Hilde/Duo, Noin/Zechs, Relena/Heero, are all couples, Sally/Wufei are also a couple, well sort of, I don't really talk much about them. Catherine and Trowa are NOT a couple (I consider them more brother/sister) and Quatre and Dorothy are NOT a couple. I don't know yet if Trowa and Quatre are a couple, send me your thoughts on the subject and my story. Please try not to flame it. I don't mind if you have your own opinion but well.... just no flamers, Thanx. Please R&R if you want me to continue! Hope you like it ~_^
1 Prologue
Relena Darlian stared out the window of the Allied Earth Headquarters building in Paris. She was sitting in a rolling chair at her desk in her private apartment, working on a report about the break up of mobile suits factors on Colony 1B. She had taken the position of Vice Foreign Minister right after the Perfect One Year War insisting on remaining active in the peace to her friends protest. It had been hard the past few years for her to mange everything but she guessed she was doing ok. She stopped her writing for a moment to look around her; she couldn't concentrate. Peering up at the sky through the window, Relena thought to herself... she thought about him.
*** Heero... where are you? It's been over a year and I haven't spoken to you or seen you. Oh Heero, I can't get you off my mind. When I first meet you, I had no purpose to my life, but you showed me there was more to it then I had ever believed. You gave me purpose to my life, you gave me a reason to fight, you gave me something to fight for. When you were near me, you gave me the strength to keep living, even after my father died. You seemed inhuman with no feelings at all, but I saw the kind part of you that you tried to hide away. The part that showed how you were willing to risk your life for the colonies. You weren't as cold as I had first thought you to be. From there on something began to grow in my heart for you. I admired you but it became more then that. I've... I've fallen in love with you... but how can I tell you, how I can I make you understand just how much you mean to, how much you've given me? You keep running away from me. (During all this she is having flash backs of when they first meet, and the next ones.)
I remember the first day at school together. You said you would kill me but you never did. You couldn't. I was so afraid to tell you how I felt because I didn't know if you felt the same way for me. When I finally got up the nerve to tell you, you were gone. I miss you so much. I keep wonder how you are. What you've been doing now that there is peace. I'm trying so hard to preserve the peace just for you Heero. just so you don't have to fight any more... You don't deserve that... you never had. I just wish I could see you, once again. Even if you don't feel the same way as I do... to just see you... Why do you keep doing this Heero? Heero... come back to me...*
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Heero Yuy sat in a beaten up jeep as it drove along. The driver was unaware of his presence. Heero was on the old New Edwards OZ base. It was being repaired for use as a diplomatic meeting sight for the regions near by. He now worked here. After the war was over, he didn't know what to do with his life. It never occurred to him that he would actual survive it. So, he went from place to place in search of something to do, something to live for... Relena, that girl... that girl who had changed him, who had given him back part of his humanity... Somehow he felt that what he was searching for could only be found through her, and he didn't understand why, when ever he asked the question of what he could live for, she came into his mind.
*** Relena...Why can't I get you out of my head. From the day I meet you, you were nothing but trouble for me, an obstacle in the way of my mission. As hard as I tried I could never kill you. (Flash back to when there was the school party and instead of killing her, he saved her life.) You were so set in your ways of peace. You were never afraid to stand up for pacifism. I guess I admire you now for that. Now that I have no mission I drift from one place to another with no purpose. There is no need for a perfect soldier anymore. It seemed like I wasn't human; I had no feelings. Before it didn't matter. All I cared about was my mission. But now... Now feelings, is all I have. Relena was the first person that meant something to me. I felt I had to protect her but I didn't know why. It started out just because I saw that she was vital for the peace between earth and space. But now, I know it was for something more. I can't help but still want to protect her. I... I miss her... I miss the way she smiles, the way she laughs, the way she stands up for what she believed in, the way she so desperately tries helps people without any thought for her own safely, even the way she flips her honey blond hair over her shoulder.
I wish I could see her again... but it's better to stay away... I want to tell her how I feel but I don't know how... It's probably better that I don't... I have never been afraid of something before... yet fear is exactly how I feel now... Fear of rejection... but more fear of hurting her... I don't deserve her. That's why I keep running. Relena...*
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2 End of Prologue
Author's note: So what do you think? Next chapter will get to the basis of the story. Hope you like it! ^_~
By Tonna Yuy
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or anything pertaining to it.
Authors Note: This story takes place a year and a half after the end of Endless Waltz.
The Gundam Pilots have gone their separate ways but still see each other once in a while at a meeting here and there to make sure the peace is lasting. The year is After Colony: 197.
*** = Character thinking
[ ] = Me, the author adding in a little note. ~_^
Ok, One thing here in this story, Hilde/Duo, Noin/Zechs, Relena/Heero, are all couples, Sally/Wufei are also a couple, well sort of, I don't really talk much about them. Catherine and Trowa are NOT a couple (I consider them more brother/sister) and Quatre and Dorothy are NOT a couple. I don't know yet if Trowa and Quatre are a couple, send me your thoughts on the subject and my story. Please try not to flame it. I don't mind if you have your own opinion but well.... just no flamers, Thanx. Please R&R if you want me to continue! Hope you like it ~_^
1 Prologue
Relena Darlian stared out the window of the Allied Earth Headquarters building in Paris. She was sitting in a rolling chair at her desk in her private apartment, working on a report about the break up of mobile suits factors on Colony 1B. She had taken the position of Vice Foreign Minister right after the Perfect One Year War insisting on remaining active in the peace to her friends protest. It had been hard the past few years for her to mange everything but she guessed she was doing ok. She stopped her writing for a moment to look around her; she couldn't concentrate. Peering up at the sky through the window, Relena thought to herself... she thought about him.
*** Heero... where are you? It's been over a year and I haven't spoken to you or seen you. Oh Heero, I can't get you off my mind. When I first meet you, I had no purpose to my life, but you showed me there was more to it then I had ever believed. You gave me purpose to my life, you gave me a reason to fight, you gave me something to fight for. When you were near me, you gave me the strength to keep living, even after my father died. You seemed inhuman with no feelings at all, but I saw the kind part of you that you tried to hide away. The part that showed how you were willing to risk your life for the colonies. You weren't as cold as I had first thought you to be. From there on something began to grow in my heart for you. I admired you but it became more then that. I've... I've fallen in love with you... but how can I tell you, how I can I make you understand just how much you mean to, how much you've given me? You keep running away from me. (During all this she is having flash backs of when they first meet, and the next ones.)
I remember the first day at school together. You said you would kill me but you never did. You couldn't. I was so afraid to tell you how I felt because I didn't know if you felt the same way for me. When I finally got up the nerve to tell you, you were gone. I miss you so much. I keep wonder how you are. What you've been doing now that there is peace. I'm trying so hard to preserve the peace just for you Heero. just so you don't have to fight any more... You don't deserve that... you never had. I just wish I could see you, once again. Even if you don't feel the same way as I do... to just see you... Why do you keep doing this Heero? Heero... come back to me...*
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Heero Yuy sat in a beaten up jeep as it drove along. The driver was unaware of his presence. Heero was on the old New Edwards OZ base. It was being repaired for use as a diplomatic meeting sight for the regions near by. He now worked here. After the war was over, he didn't know what to do with his life. It never occurred to him that he would actual survive it. So, he went from place to place in search of something to do, something to live for... Relena, that girl... that girl who had changed him, who had given him back part of his humanity... Somehow he felt that what he was searching for could only be found through her, and he didn't understand why, when ever he asked the question of what he could live for, she came into his mind.
*** Relena...Why can't I get you out of my head. From the day I meet you, you were nothing but trouble for me, an obstacle in the way of my mission. As hard as I tried I could never kill you. (Flash back to when there was the school party and instead of killing her, he saved her life.) You were so set in your ways of peace. You were never afraid to stand up for pacifism. I guess I admire you now for that. Now that I have no mission I drift from one place to another with no purpose. There is no need for a perfect soldier anymore. It seemed like I wasn't human; I had no feelings. Before it didn't matter. All I cared about was my mission. But now... Now feelings, is all I have. Relena was the first person that meant something to me. I felt I had to protect her but I didn't know why. It started out just because I saw that she was vital for the peace between earth and space. But now, I know it was for something more. I can't help but still want to protect her. I... I miss her... I miss the way she smiles, the way she laughs, the way she stands up for what she believed in, the way she so desperately tries helps people without any thought for her own safely, even the way she flips her honey blond hair over her shoulder.
I wish I could see her again... but it's better to stay away... I want to tell her how I feel but I don't know how... It's probably better that I don't... I have never been afraid of something before... yet fear is exactly how I feel now... Fear of rejection... but more fear of hurting her... I don't deserve her. That's why I keep running. Relena...*
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2 End of Prologue
Author's note: So what do you think? Next chapter will get to the basis of the story. Hope you like it! ^_~
