ONLY IN MY DREAMS


Chapter 1- Memoirs


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It is hard to begin at the beggining, if there ever was one. Countless
hours I have spent in this, yet, for some reason, the answer seems
to always elude me.

Fate.

What a peculiar name for life. We're born, we live, and then we die.
There's no escaping it. What's never mentioned though, is what lies
in between the fineprint.

I find it funny that after all these years, I choose to write this down.
I never mentioned this to anyone; at times, I tried to convince
myself that it had all been a dream. I never knew whether to classify
it as a wish or a fantasy.

I surmise that it would best be fit as not either, but as something
that only I would know. Something, that, I'm sorry to say,
I will never be able to describe in any kind of words. Any language,
other than the language of the heart.

This is my tale of love, romance, grief and any other things I fail
to mention.

So many emotions, so much to explore; there is never enough time is
there? Especially when there's so much meddling in between.

Sometimes, when I'm awake late at night, I close my eyes and I remember
every detail that happened, down the smallest one. A lot of people
might consider that to be slightly weird, but that should be anyone's
least worry.

It was such a wonderful experience, that I might never forget even if
I wished it so, though I never will.

There so many things I needed to know, but I was content in the knowledege
that the answers already lay deep asleep in my heart, letting themselves
be seen when needed.

All the right questions, all the right intuitions, all that stuff...

All I wanted to know, but I know I'll neer ask.



End of Memoirs


A.N.

May you all have a Happy New Year, and may the Lord bless you all, and
watch you at all times.

I hope you enjoy this little fic, which I was planning to release after
I finished my most pressing work, but I just couldn't contain it.


'Till next time...


BlackDragon