A/N: Thanks Laura aka Rose for posting a review, and thanks again to
everyone that has before. I'm still bored (I'll probably finish this story
today) and so I'm posting this chapter. This is the second to last one.
The last one should be much longer. I'll try anyways. Enjoy (I now feel
obligated to say that every time).
Chapter 4
Thursday, November 11, 11 pm
Why do I always write at 10 or 11? I confuse me. I guess it's because this way no one will ever catch me writing in a diary. Today was my last hope for Mia to break up with Kenny. She didn't. In fact, Kenny kept pestering her about the color of her dress and if it will go with the corsage he got.. Ugh. I would hate to be her. Well, right now at least. Actually really I mean I would hate to date Kenny. That won't happen anytime soon, thank god, but it's actually more likely of Kenny liking me than Mia. I've just always been Lilly's big brother to her, and now hopefully a friend, but still nothing more. It'll never change. I had already decided not to go but Mia changed my mind. Somehow while I was tutoring Mia, Lilly butted in and worked the dance into the conversation.
Mia: Are you going, Michael?
Me: I was going to go with Tiffany but I broke it off. I don't think I'll go, probably just work on Crackhead.
Mia (looking disappointed): No you have to go! I can't spend the whole night with Kenny! I have to dance with someone other than him.
Mia wanted to dance with me? Yes!
Me: Well I guess if you want me to. I will.
Mia: Great!
Then she smiled. Her smile just lights up her whole face. Her eyes twinkle and it just makes her look beautiful. I mean she always looks beautiful, but more beautiful.
I'm dreading and looking forward to the dance. I'll get to dance with Mia again, smell her beautiful hair, hold her close. Unfortunately she won't be there with me. At least I'm reassured that she doesn't like Kenny. Since she hasn't broken up with him yet, I was beginning to doubt she ever would. That he started to grow on her... somehow. Oh well. It's going to be awful knowing she's with Kenny and seeing him stare and kiss her all night, but I've had to put up with it for more than a week now. I should be getting used to Kenny and Mia being together... but I'm not.
Chapter 4
Thursday, November 11, 11 pm
Why do I always write at 10 or 11? I confuse me. I guess it's because this way no one will ever catch me writing in a diary. Today was my last hope for Mia to break up with Kenny. She didn't. In fact, Kenny kept pestering her about the color of her dress and if it will go with the corsage he got.. Ugh. I would hate to be her. Well, right now at least. Actually really I mean I would hate to date Kenny. That won't happen anytime soon, thank god, but it's actually more likely of Kenny liking me than Mia. I've just always been Lilly's big brother to her, and now hopefully a friend, but still nothing more. It'll never change. I had already decided not to go but Mia changed my mind. Somehow while I was tutoring Mia, Lilly butted in and worked the dance into the conversation.
Mia: Are you going, Michael?
Me: I was going to go with Tiffany but I broke it off. I don't think I'll go, probably just work on Crackhead.
Mia (looking disappointed): No you have to go! I can't spend the whole night with Kenny! I have to dance with someone other than him.
Mia wanted to dance with me? Yes!
Me: Well I guess if you want me to. I will.
Mia: Great!
Then she smiled. Her smile just lights up her whole face. Her eyes twinkle and it just makes her look beautiful. I mean she always looks beautiful, but more beautiful.
I'm dreading and looking forward to the dance. I'll get to dance with Mia again, smell her beautiful hair, hold her close. Unfortunately she won't be there with me. At least I'm reassured that she doesn't like Kenny. Since she hasn't broken up with him yet, I was beginning to doubt she ever would. That he started to grow on her... somehow. Oh well. It's going to be awful knowing she's with Kenny and seeing him stare and kiss her all night, but I've had to put up with it for more than a week now. I should be getting used to Kenny and Mia being together... but I'm not.
