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1+1+1 = 2 Right? – Two Guys and Girl
Dear diary.
I've faced monsters larger than some of the biggest buildings in Japan, saved worlds from beings beyond the comprehension of normal human beings, even passed a killer English exam in less than an hour, but none of that compares to this. I have to make the hardest decision of my life. Why? Simple, two guys one girl.
I've known the two of them since I was 12years old, when we met at camp. There's Thai, the leader, the one with a heart full of courage, compassion and strength. The one who would risk everything for the ones he loves, his family, his friends and me. Then there's Matt, the one whose heart is filled with the values of friendship. The handsome, romantic musician with me in his sights.
Lucky me. I have to choose between the two most perfect guys in the entire universe. Why? Because I know I'm in love, I just don't know which one I am more in love with.
I fell in love with Thai in the digital world. It was something about how brave and kind he is. How safe and warm I felt to be near him. How relaxing it felt to hear him breathe. How welcoming and caring his eyes were when he looked at me, and it made me feel like I was the only one there, like I was all he could see.
But it was in the real world I fell in love with Matt. His songs seemed to speak to me, like they were sung just to me. I felt calm at his concerts just to be in his presence, but to be inches apart I would feel so nervous.
I remember the day at the concert. I hated the way he looked at me when I told him I wanted to keep myself free, for Matt. He looked like the ground had just crumbled away beneath him and he was falling into some dark depressing abyss. I wished I could have just crawled under a rock and stayed there for the rest of my life. I still can't believe that I did that to one of the people I love. Why did I have to go and fall in love with two best friends?
Signed
Zora"Zora dinners ready," her mother called from the dinning room.
"Just a sec Mom," she called back as she shut her diary. She quickly made her way to the dinning room.
"So is Thai or the other one coming over tonight?" her mother asked.
"No. Neither Thai or Matt are coming over," Zora sighed.
If her mother had a choice in a decision then it would be so much easier. Thai had won over her mother with his irresistible charm. Thai would never dare hurt her in anyway; he would never cheat on her and never lie to her. He was everything a mother would want for her daughter, handsome, charming, compassionate, brave and honest. He was her mother's definition of Mr. Right.
Zora had talked to all her friends trying to get them to contribute some sort of opinion to her decision, but they all just said it was her decision. Even Kari seemed impartial even though her brother was one of the candidates. The hardest decision she was ever going to make in her life and suddenly they all decided it wasn't their place to interfere. How she missed the old days when that was all they ever did.
"What's wrong?" her mother asked as she watched her daughter pick at her food like a bird. "Don't tell me I'm a worse cook than I thought?"
"No its not your cooking," she replied glumly.
"Your mind elsewhere? If they love you as much as you do them they will respect your decision."
"And how do I know if they love me?"
"You'll know because they won't be able to bear seeing you like this, just like I can't. You toss and turn at night you're not eating properly, love isn't supposed to do that to you."
Ding! Dong!
"I'll go get it," he mother said leaving her daughter to think. She returned a few seconds later with a bouquet of roses. "It seems these are for you."
Zora read the card aloud. "Zora, you looked like you needed a little cheering up so I hope you enjoy these. Love Thai." She brought the roses up to her nose and sniffed them. "They smell amazing. I'll go find a vase."
Zora left the room and went to find a vase. She placed the flowers in the vase and returned to the dinner table.
"So it seems the flowers lived to their true purpose," her mother smiled.
And for the first time that day, Zora smiled back. A small smile, but a smile all the same.
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So how was that? Please review and tell me which one you want her to choose. I hope it wasn't as bad as my first attempt at a digimon fanfic. Please read my next chapter. Thanks
