Thank you to those of you who reviewed. I can't answer who she chooses yet
because I don't actually know. This chapter is about Tai but the next one
will be about Matt. Promise.
If you read this chapter before what happened is that I accidentally posted the chapter I was writing instead of the one that I had finished. Sorry.
Disclaimer - I don't own it.
1+1+1 = 2 Right? - Love should be a crime
Journal 14 Dec
I must be the worlds greatest moron. This gorgeous, kind, friendly, smart, beautiful, honest, generous, caring . . . What was I on about? Oh yeah. This amazing girl tells me that she thinks she might be in love with my best friend. Now any normal guy would start by asking if she had been seeing both of us. She would reply yes. Then a normal guy would have told her that he didn't want to see her anymore then walk away. Now believe me any other girl I would have done that in a flash. But it isn't any other girl. Its Sora.
Instead I ask her if she ever had feelings for me. She nods and says that she still does. So I kiss her and tell her she has a decision to make and that I'll always feel this way no matter her decision. Ever since then I've been trying to do two things. One figure out how I feel for her. Two prove that I'm worth everything she's going through.
Yesterday I realised what I feel. You know that feeling where you get butterflies in your stomach? That's how I feel when she walks into a room. And you know how sometimes you have this clever line in your head to say, but when the time comes you can't speak? That's what happens every time she looks at me. You know when your heart starts racing and your palms start sweating? That's how I feel to be near her. Then there's that feeling when your knees suddenly get weak? That's what its like to kiss her. And you know how for everyone there's this one person, and all they have to do is smile to light up your whole universe? That's her.
I was watching Kari and TK when I realised it. We were all hangin out at the beach and those two were having a race. He was way ahead but then he just slowed down almost to a crawl. It was obvious he let her win, then he carried her around on his shoulders for ten minutes. When I think of true, pure love I always think of Kari and TK. After all everything they've ever gone through has been together, they're always right by each others side, they would surrender everything for each other including male pride.
Could I surrender everything for Sora? I asked myself. The answer was yes. That was when I realised that I've always been in love with Zora since the day we met, and that I couldn't bear to loose her. But then, even if I do love her, she loves Matt.
Love should be crime.
"Hey Tai," Kari said popping her head inside his door. "You wanna watch a movie?"
"What movie?" he asked.
TK came up behind her and said, "Chick flicks. Kari's choice."
"I'll have you know that '10 Things I Hate About You' and 'Never Been Kissed' are extremely good movies?" she stated. "Especailly compared to a movie about brain eating teenage zombies."
"That's right we got 'Mutant Teenage Zombies' out too," TK added.
"The one with Sarah Michelle Gellar?" Tai questioned.
"Like there's any other?" TK said.
"Anything but that," Kari pleaded. "How about 'Bring It On'? Its got girls in skanky cheerleader outfits, as well as that other chick from Buffy. Eliza what's-her-name."
"If you insist" TK said mischieviously.
"You sure I won't be a third wheel?" Thai asked.
"Course not," Kari said.
Thai went and sat down on the arm chair while Kari and TK cuddled up on the couch. Kari and TK had been going out for about two years, since the day they admitted their feelings.
Thai kind of felt sorry for Davis though. No matter what he did he never had a chance. Kari and TK were perfect for each other, everything about them was a perfect match. They're like yin and yang, two opposites that come together in perfect harmony. Those two were just meant to be.
He always thought him and Sora were like that, a perfect match, two souls entwined. He sighed. He couldn't stop thinking about her even for a minute. Where ever he looked there was always something there to remind him of her, a photograph, a scent, even a simple word could be traced back to Sora. They were like roots, if he let them go he would fall. He sighed again and tried to concentrate on the movie.
A few hours later the movie was over and he went back to his room. He'd thought about Sora at least fifty times since the movie started. 'How will I ever be able to cope if she chooses Matt, if I can't even bear to be away from her for a day?' he asked himself. 'I wonder if she got my flowers. Maybe I should call her.' After thinking about her for an hour and weighing up the pros and cons of calling her he finally decided against it. He said good night to his sister then went to bed hoping tomorrow would be a better day.
---------- to be continued ----------
Hope people liked this chapter. Next one will probably be Matt's journal or diary or whatever I decide to call it. Remember to tell me which one she should pick when you review.
If you read this chapter before what happened is that I accidentally posted the chapter I was writing instead of the one that I had finished. Sorry.
Disclaimer - I don't own it.
1+1+1 = 2 Right? - Love should be a crime
Journal 14 Dec
I must be the worlds greatest moron. This gorgeous, kind, friendly, smart, beautiful, honest, generous, caring . . . What was I on about? Oh yeah. This amazing girl tells me that she thinks she might be in love with my best friend. Now any normal guy would start by asking if she had been seeing both of us. She would reply yes. Then a normal guy would have told her that he didn't want to see her anymore then walk away. Now believe me any other girl I would have done that in a flash. But it isn't any other girl. Its Sora.
Instead I ask her if she ever had feelings for me. She nods and says that she still does. So I kiss her and tell her she has a decision to make and that I'll always feel this way no matter her decision. Ever since then I've been trying to do two things. One figure out how I feel for her. Two prove that I'm worth everything she's going through.
Yesterday I realised what I feel. You know that feeling where you get butterflies in your stomach? That's how I feel when she walks into a room. And you know how sometimes you have this clever line in your head to say, but when the time comes you can't speak? That's what happens every time she looks at me. You know when your heart starts racing and your palms start sweating? That's how I feel to be near her. Then there's that feeling when your knees suddenly get weak? That's what its like to kiss her. And you know how for everyone there's this one person, and all they have to do is smile to light up your whole universe? That's her.
I was watching Kari and TK when I realised it. We were all hangin out at the beach and those two were having a race. He was way ahead but then he just slowed down almost to a crawl. It was obvious he let her win, then he carried her around on his shoulders for ten minutes. When I think of true, pure love I always think of Kari and TK. After all everything they've ever gone through has been together, they're always right by each others side, they would surrender everything for each other including male pride.
Could I surrender everything for Sora? I asked myself. The answer was yes. That was when I realised that I've always been in love with Zora since the day we met, and that I couldn't bear to loose her. But then, even if I do love her, she loves Matt.
Love should be crime.
"Hey Tai," Kari said popping her head inside his door. "You wanna watch a movie?"
"What movie?" he asked.
TK came up behind her and said, "Chick flicks. Kari's choice."
"I'll have you know that '10 Things I Hate About You' and 'Never Been Kissed' are extremely good movies?" she stated. "Especailly compared to a movie about brain eating teenage zombies."
"That's right we got 'Mutant Teenage Zombies' out too," TK added.
"The one with Sarah Michelle Gellar?" Tai questioned.
"Like there's any other?" TK said.
"Anything but that," Kari pleaded. "How about 'Bring It On'? Its got girls in skanky cheerleader outfits, as well as that other chick from Buffy. Eliza what's-her-name."
"If you insist" TK said mischieviously.
"You sure I won't be a third wheel?" Thai asked.
"Course not," Kari said.
Thai went and sat down on the arm chair while Kari and TK cuddled up on the couch. Kari and TK had been going out for about two years, since the day they admitted their feelings.
Thai kind of felt sorry for Davis though. No matter what he did he never had a chance. Kari and TK were perfect for each other, everything about them was a perfect match. They're like yin and yang, two opposites that come together in perfect harmony. Those two were just meant to be.
He always thought him and Sora were like that, a perfect match, two souls entwined. He sighed. He couldn't stop thinking about her even for a minute. Where ever he looked there was always something there to remind him of her, a photograph, a scent, even a simple word could be traced back to Sora. They were like roots, if he let them go he would fall. He sighed again and tried to concentrate on the movie.
A few hours later the movie was over and he went back to his room. He'd thought about Sora at least fifty times since the movie started. 'How will I ever be able to cope if she chooses Matt, if I can't even bear to be away from her for a day?' he asked himself. 'I wonder if she got my flowers. Maybe I should call her.' After thinking about her for an hour and weighing up the pros and cons of calling her he finally decided against it. He said good night to his sister then went to bed hoping tomorrow would be a better day.
---------- to be continued ----------
Hope people liked this chapter. Next one will probably be Matt's journal or diary or whatever I decide to call it. Remember to tell me which one she should pick when you review.
